A little randomness for you all in this chapter... well... I have a plan... so ha?
Thank you for all your reviews and support... cause without you... I would've lost motivation... plus, i'm sure it would've saddened a few people had i not continued... i'm sorry for teh wait... O.o;;
plus the line thing on my FF won't work so X.x---x.X will tell you when something ends and starts...
Okay... near the end we have some boy on boy action... so just a heads up... and you have to be more creative in you imagination cause I am like that... I just don't feel like spelling it out for you what they do ok!
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Shinn took in the surroundings of the enchanting park, trees that danced lovingly with the gentle breeze and flowers that played with the grass; water dotted the grounds providing company for those who wanted to stop and stair at the rhythmic glow of the ripples, and the walkway that complemented the very soul of the place. Why had Shinn never been to a place like this was beyond him, had he known of such a place he would have come here daily, but he'd tell no one of it. Athrun smiled at the younger teen, he looked like a child lost in a candy shop.
"I was right..." Athrun mumbled softly to himself watching Shinn dart around the elegant park "it does suit him..."
Shinn blinked, noticing he was alone in his questing; he turned to see Athrun walking slowly behind him, watching him. Shinn immediately blushed and gave a sheepish smile once Athrun had finally caught up.
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"I-It's really nice here... Athrun-san..." Shinn said smiling broadly; Athrun looked taken back by Shinn saying his name more formally
"Yes..." he quickly regained his composure "it really is Shinn-chan." Athrun teased, laughing the moment Shinn shot him a dirty look for the new addition to his name. "Kawaii ne Shinn-chan..." Athrun cooed "You look horribly adorable when you're upset..." Athrun cupped the younger teens chin giving a peek on the forehead. Shinn closed his eyes, blushing.
It had been weeks since the two had started dating, and all seemed to be going well... that is all but an extremely upset Lunamaria. The pink haired girl huffed and crossed her arms over her chest. Looking at Shinn in a venomous manner, he swallowed slowly, had she found out? He already knew she was crazy about Athrun, but she wouldn't kill him over it... right...?
"How could you!" She accused, finally breaking the long silence. The two were currently standing inside of his apartment, at his front door. He was prepared to answer it for Athrun, and only realized the terror that he was letting in when he remembered... Athrun wouldn't be coming till later that day.
"How... what... I... umm... Luna...?" He inched away from the angry girl as she stomped in, slamming the door behind her, he winced at the sudden noise.
"Oh don't act all hard done by!" She glared
"What... n-no... I wasn't..." He smiled nervously "Just... won't you tell me what is bothering you...?"
"Oh no you don't... if you don't know why I'm mad at you, then why should I tell you?" she stomped over to his couch and dropped on it, Shinn sighed, he had wanted to say 'so I can fix this' But Lunamaria was the type of little reason. And to even say something remotely smart ass would have resulted in even more yelling and his neighbors calling the police.
"I'm sorry..." he finally said, hoping that was good enough for the misdeeds he apparently did
"No, no, no, no, no! That isn't good enough! You can't just apologize for what you did!" She stood up again, obviously unable to stay still. "You should, grovel and beg for my forgiveness, and be thankful for any word I cast in your direction, I mean, how you can just disappear for about a month, and think nothing of it is beyond me!" Shinn let a sigh of relief pass his lips, was that all? "It's so indecent of you to even think that you could do that! But ooooh noooo, Shinn, the almighty can just disappear off into the unknown and reappear when it's convenient for him!"
"Luna... please calm down..." he motioned towards the couch, but the girl was now pacing, and he was ignored.
"It's so rude of you. You could at least let me in once in a while. I thought something bad had happened to you; that maybe you were hurt, or even worse, killed!" She sniffed; he hated it when this happened. Ever since the war Lunamaria had become more emotional, and mood swings were an inevitable thing. Like now, it was extremely upset, making its way into extremely depressed... he hoped she would draw a rational conclusion by the end of her rant and become extremely happy. Shinn had previously decided that Luna was Tri-polar... Bi-polar somehow seemed... not good enough for this diagnosis.
"I said I was sorry Luna... but... can we just sit down and talk about this like rational people...?" Once again he was ignored, this was a sign that the process was working
"I mean, there are so many people I care about Shinn, and you're one of them. I wish you wouldn't push me away. I try so hard to be close to you, and you're always busy, or you have something to do, or some place to go, or someone to see..." Luna suddenly turned, she hadn't been crying, but was close to it. "That's it isn't it? You're seeing someone!" She sniffed, and despite it, she grinned. Lunamaria clasped her hands together, whipping away the stray tear that made its way down her face. "You finally found someone you want to spend time with other than me!"
"W-well... yeah I guess..." Shinn smiled slowly, the only way he could deal with her tri-polar attitude was to stay quiet, say a few things, even if they weren't related at all, and let her finish. She came to the right conclusion, even if it was a bit conceded...
"So" She sniffed again, still getting over the depressed bit of her diagnosis "Who is she? When will I meet her, is she someone I know? Is she like me? Is she tall? Short? Does she have long hair, short hair? Is she the one for you?" Lunamaria giggled happily, while hugging herself
"Umm... s-she?" He cleared his throat, why was she so nosey? "Well... She's tall... I guess... with... short hair... umm... and I like her... a lot..." Shinn smiled sheepishly, he wasn't about to tell her that 'she' was a 'guy' and that 'guy' was in fact Athrun. He didn't need her going through another of these dramatic mood swings more than once in a day. Lunamaria smiled more broadly and hugged her friend
"Oh I'm so happy for you!" She pushed him far enough away from her so she could look at him; Shinn was starting to feel like a rag doll... "What's she like... and why didn't you tell me before? I would've understood, I mean, sure... I'm protective of you, but that's because you're the little brother I always wanted!"
"Little...?" Shinn mimicked
"Yes" She confirmed, obviously not going to change her mind anytime soon, sighed happily and she let him go, her questions lost to the silence of the room as she half danced. Shinn gave a broken smile, he preferred her this way, she seemed so happy, that nothing could shatter her very soul. But he knew how weak it was. But she always seemed to bounce back somehow. Lunamaria stopped her dance and looked at him "Is she coming over tonight? Maybe I can stay and meet her!" She fixed her clothing as if expecting that someone at that very instant "I mean; I am your big sister and all!" She was going to be stuck on the title for weeks on end
"N-no, she won't be coming over today... besides... most of the time we just go out to some place..." Shinn smiled more broadly to cover up his uneasiness. Lunamaria stared at him for a while, unsure, before nodding
"Okay... but I want to meet her one of these days!" She giggled again "Oh, you won't believe what happened to me today!" Lunamaria started and walked over to the couch, sitting down. That signaled the end of one thing, and the beginning of another. This could take a while...
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Lunamaria and Shinn had finally said their good-byes, and he came to another conclusion... People can be incredibly stupid when they're upset... especially Lunamaria. But now was not the time to think such things, no, Athrun said he'd be coming by later than usual, but Athrun had a good reason for it. Even if Athrun never told him what it was. Shinn waited impatiently by the door, glancing nervously every few seconds at the wooden object. He was always happy to see the older coordinator no matter what... but waiting was a waste for him, and even more so for something he wanted. Finally there was a knock at the door, and Shinn's eyes lit up. He opened the door anxiously after he could calm down his nerves, and his smile faded, a look of confusion spread across his face. He glanced up, then down the halls seeing no one of interest, and very few at best. Till his eyes caught sight of a small envelope left on the welcome mat. Confused, but intrigued, he picked up the paper and opened it, he pulled out the note hidden inside; his lips formed a thin line as he read the note
Shinn
I'm sorry to do this too you, there is a good reason for it...
But I have something for you when you come over to my
Place, if I could've I would've picked you up. But I was
Headed in the opposite direction and I would've been far
Later had I done that... I do hope you can forgive me on that
Account...
I left a key in the envelope and directions are on the back,
Please, feel free to let yourself in and make yourself at home.
I will be there sometime after you, if you don't mind waiting
That is... The house keeps will have something prepared for
You if you need anything at all, simply ask it of them
Love Athrun
"And why couldn't you have called to say that?" Shinn complained out loud talking to the note, but the idea of the little letter was cute. He smiled, far too cute. Shinn then tilted the paper envelope and the key, as promised, slipped onto his hand. He stuffed it into his pocket, making sure to zip them closed so he wouldn't lose it somewhere along the way. His eyes then traveled to the back of the paper and read the address, than frowned. Why did he have to live in such a rich neighborhood? Shinn sighed; a taxi was looking very nice right about now.
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Athrun walked through the front door of his house, better referred to as an estate. The house was dimly lit for the time of day, seeing as the sun was going down. And he sighed, he didn't mean to be so late, but things like this happened often with his company. A maid arrived shortly after Athrun; she bowed to him before tending to her duties. She was an older woman who worked the later hours in the home incase days like these happened. She hung up his coat and he slipped his shoes into place with the rest, noticing something different about the arrangement of them, before he could ask the maid placed a hand on his shoulder
"Athrun-san... I just wanted to inform you that Shinn-san is here, although he was tired and went to sleep..." She smiled; her wrinkled face told many stories of pain, and joy. Athrun smiled thankfully
"Thank you, did you try your best to make him comfortable...?" Athrun asked quietly, she sighed
"Truly, the boy didn't want anything, I offered a vast amount of foods and drinks, but he declined. He simply wanted you..." she turned to lead a touched Athrun to the sleeping youth. The blue haired teen was almost surprised to hear that, it was nice to know that the other teen wanted to see him that badly. Shinn was laying in one of the guest rooms, the blanket tucked up to his shoulders, incasing him lovingly. His mouth parted slightly as he took gentle breaths of the air. Athrun smiled.
"Thank you again" he dismissed the maid, and leaned against the door, Shinn looked peaceful, and Athrun didn't feel the need to wake him, no, he'd just join the younger boy in bed and Shinn could see in the morning what he had planned. Athrun walked over to the sleeping boy and kissed his forehead, he was rewarded with a soft smile and a light blush on Shinn's face. With that, Athrun left to change and returned, joining Shinn in the large bed. Once in, Shinn cuddled closer to the warm body, mumbling softy in his sleep, Athrun smiled.
Shinn would be worth it...
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Gentle kisses from soft tender lips, and curious hands caressing the body of the younger teen, his black hair in a pool beneath his head. Shinn's back arched off the bed, encouraging the flattering touches of the male above him. It didn't matter that he wasn't playing the dominate role, no; Shinn had given up on that since day one. Athrun's mouth found its way back to Shinn's, while his hands continued their paroles journey down Shinn's thin torso, removing the offending clothing. And Shinn was sure, no matter what Athrun wanted, he'd gladly hand it over to him, he wanted to say what he felt, but the only thing that passed his lips were moans and incoherent whispers that were quickly written off. And soon, Shinn found that he was wearing less and less, his clothing soon joined by Athrun's on the floor. The touching never stopped, and Shinn was more than happy it didn't, but the blush staining his face was more than enough to tell Athrun that there were more important needs to be met. Athrun softly smiled. This would be Shinn's first time, he could tell by the unsure look in Shinn's lust ridden eyes. So he'd go slowly, no matter how much he'd wish to go faster. Athrun kissed the boys lips whispering his promise to him, letting the teens arms snake around his neck and pull him closer.
And soon Shinn found his hands pinned above his head, it was for the best, Shinn concluded, a darker blush taking place on his pale face, he felt so exposed. Athrun had everything he needed to make this as gentle as possible. And the cool lotion against his warm skin made him tense. It was uncomfortable to have something touch him there and soon slip inside, making his body tense in response. Shinn tried to slow his breath, but too mach seemed too be happening too fast. That was until Athrun smiled and whispered to him
"Just relax... trust me..." Athrun waited for Shinn to nod before he continued his actions prior. Shinn closed his eyes; the sensation was starting to feel good. The odd motion that was carried out before was soon stopped, and Athrun was readjusting himself, pushing Shinn's legs closer to his middle. Shinn bit his lip in preparation for what he knew was to come, "Are you ready...?" Athrun asked soothingly, and Shinn could only nod. Soon Shinn could feel a pain, his fists grabbing for one of the many pillows that adorned the bed. Shinn had never been the best at dealing with pain, and the few tears that passed his guard said so. Athrun laughed softly as he leaned down to kiss away the pain and tears, it helped to distract Shinn long enough for Athrun to finish sheathing himself within the younger teen. Shinn managed to calm down his frantic breath, and to encourage Athrun further. And soon the pain was little in comparison to the pleasure he was feeling and Shinn's moans confirmed the idea. And it wasn't long before Athrun's moans joined his, each trying to taste more of each other with their kisses, and increase the pleasure with each touch. Once all was done, Shinn lay panting beside Athrun, examining what little he could see in the dimly lit room. Shinn did however draw a conclusion that made him smile while a blush crept onto his face; Athrun looked hot with his hair out of place and sweat clinging to his skin.
"Athrun..." Shinn mumbled, studying his new found lover
"Hmm...?" Athrun's eyes were closed, but his slender brow rose, as if it was good enough to take the place of his sight
"... Never mind..." Shinn said smiling, and even more so to see Athrun smile back, maybe he'd find another place or time to say what he so desperately wanted too
"I see..." Athrun chuckled "not going to tell me than?" Athrun asked, his hand finding Shinn's
"Eh? Oh... Maybe later..." Shinn smiled, his fingers coiling around Athrun's, and the red eyed teen couldn't help but close his eyes and smile, words and the past event playing out in his mind.
I love you
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Yeah... mushy crap I know... but if I don't have it, I can't do something in later chapters... so deal with it if you don't like it...