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IAmTheEnglishAmerican: Okay you can have your FRUK but no PRUAME that is too much of a crack pairing not enough support.
Forever South: Long reviews are perfectly fine, thanks for reviewing and thanks for liking this story! Thanks a lot for liking the story and story line, and saying they aren't OOC those are things I constantly worry about. And too cute as in a good thing… I think? Yeah I feel bad for Lovi but if you are going to have the BTT as friends you brought it upon yourself… wait he did not choose their friendship… oh well… Yeah I tried to add in some humour with the ride and dialogue, glad I succeeded. I love PruCan so I have honestly been hoping someone would ask and FRUK is definitely on the way.. I'll see about the FrUSUK, already laid the groundwork for USUK so it won't be too hard right? And any couples are viable, I actually have an idea for how to add in some GiriPan (Taps fingers together and laughs maniacally). Thanks for the offer, I really need it (been operating off 1 semester of Spanish, a dictionary, an instruction book and google translate :P). Thanks again for the review! (My response was longer than the review… AWESOME!)
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I won't update again before Monday, I am leaving at 7 in the morning tomorrow for a con and won't be home until Sunday night so yeah… Sorry for any inconvenience/disappointment. And this one is rushed and short so sorry if it sucks… Sorry! I FEEL BAD ABOUT IT OKAY!
Ugh long AN again! (and how did these things come back to the top anyway? Oh well)
Lovino's POV
Lovino awoke to a field of black encompassing his vision filling every crevice prevent all light from being seen. He was floating in it, in a big black nothingness, he didn't really mind, he was exhausted and slightly overwhelmed by all the people he had to deal with, some peace and quiet would be nice for once. Once he decided that he closed his eyes to revel in the peaceful nes his eyelids were immediately tinted pink he opened them and they revealed a white ceiling… 'Fuck, just when I thought I would get some peace and quiet.' He shook his head and winced at the sudden pain that flooded back along with the memories that accompanied it, 'how could he had been so fucking stupid!?' He didn't have an answer and ignored his own question as he looked around the room.
The first thing he noticed was how bland it was, all white and he was lying on some sort of table bed thing like at a nurse's office. 'Okay so definitely a doctor's office of some sort…' he looked again at the stark whiteness of the room… definitely not a hospital… so where the fuck was he? He kept examining the room to realise that, thankfully, he was alone. Apparently, the staff did not allow people into the room with him wherever he was or else he would be surrounded by bastards.
His eyes then fell on something off to his side that was sitting in a cup with a small note on it
Here, I knew you would be hungry when you woke up, I hope this helps~! Lovino shook his head, obviously from Feli, he rolled his eyes and inspected the contents of the container, gelato. 'Finally something good!' he mused and dug into the slightly runny desert.
Lovino's POV
Lovino woke up to the sound of feet racing down the hallway and opened his eyes just in time to see a very excited yet oddly serious little brother bursting through the door. And suddenly a scene very similar to that one a few months ago in the hospital played out for the beginning. There was a lot of crying and hugging on Feli's part until his face got extremely serious and he stared coldly at Lovino. "What happened?" Feliciano asked although from the way he was acting Lovino was sure he already had an answer.
"You already know all about that shit don't you" Lovino retorted and Feliciano stared at him again.
"I want to hear it from you," he said not wanting to believe what was being said about his brother. Lovino stayed silent and avoided his brother's gaze until the latter broke down "Do you realise how stupid that was? How dangerous? What would have happened if we hadn't been there?" Feliciano's drama was normal, however, it never before had such a serious tone and it made Lovino flinch.
"I'm sorry Feli, I didn't think about any of tha-"
Feliciano cut him off his gaze growing icy "No, you didn't think about anything at all, DID YOU?"
Lovino was shocked to say the least his brother was never one to yell, and he knew it was just because he was upset with the situation but Lovino could not help but take offense at the cold words. "No, of course not, because you all think all I ever think about is myself!" he yelled back and didn't even bother trying to control his temper anymore.
"No you don't apparently all you ever do is think about yourself or we would not be in this situation!" Feliciano fumed at his brother: he knew he wasn't helping anything but at the moment he did not care, he wasn't mad at his fratello, no of course not he was mad at the situation they were in.
"This isn't all my fault Feli! You could have noticed something was off and done something about it sooner!" Lovino retorted refusing to take all the blame for something he had thought was the best idea at the time.
"What are you talking about? You played it off as if everything was normal! I could not have noticed anything was wrong if I wanted to!" Feliciano got defensive again "Not to mention you never let anyone help you, even if I tried you would just push me away!"
"And now you see why! Do you see how you are acting towards me!"
"I would not act this way if I felt I had any other choice fratello, but seeing as you won't tell me anything and I have to find out from doctors then yeah I guess I am the one in the wrong here!"
"Oh no no no, obviously it is me!" Lovino glared at his brother and knew they were far past the point of reconciling tonight, "I am the older brother everything is my fault!"
"Don't pull that! You have always said stuff like that since we were little, you always put yourself down! It isn't good for you to take responsibility for everything that is half the reason we are in here, if I could have just smartened up and realised you need help then we would not be in this situation!" Feliciano burst into tears and crumpled into a ball on the side of his brother's bed.
Lovino wrapped his arms around the smaller Italian trying to comfort him "It is my job to take care of you Feli, not the other way around, you can't blame yourself for this…" he felt tears prick his eyes but was not going to let them fall.
"B-but even you just said you did fratello…" Feliciano's words were broken by sobs as he cried.
Lovino pushed him off so that he could look at his brother "Don't take a thing I said earlier to heart, I was just angry, mad at the situation and mad at myself, I should not have taken it out on you. This is not your fault, not in the least, okay you need to quit beating yourself up over this, it was my stupid decisions that put me here, not yours." He held Feliciano's shoulders trying to force the younger Italian to look him in the eyes. "Feli, Feli look at me, look at me," he moved his hands to force his brother's tear filled gaze to meet his own "okay you have to listen to me, don't beat yourself up over this." Feliciano collapsed back into a hug and nodded into Lovino's shirt soaking it with his tears as Lovino rubbed his back.
They sat like that for a few minutes until Feliciano regained his composure and then for a few minutes still until the older Italian pried the younger off of him. Then he noticed the other figure standing in the doorway with another container of gelato, "Uh… h-how l-long were y-you standing there…?" Lovino questioned the figure.
"Long enough, care to explain?" the voice of the figure questioned with a weary look before continuing further into the room with the same weariness showing in his walk.
AN
I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Don't kill me! I know I know it sucked and it was short I AM SORRY! I AM A HORRIBLE PERSON! AND you have to wait until Monday for the next chapter *considering staying up late to write it and post it tomorrow anyway*… I might… I will have to see…
I know I feel horrible about making them fight… but I couldn't help it… DRAMA! I like it a little too much sometimes… I blame my bad week I should not write in a bad mood this is what happens *did not think of this until today*. I feel like they are sooooooo OOC, let me know?
Oh well it all will be explained in the next chapter… which will be posted Monday… Crap. I look forward to this story probably as much as if not more than you guys do… seriously… *considering skipping the con to write* No my friends would kill me… it would be worth it… I NEED TO GET A LIFE!
Random ramble over please review follow favourite whatever, yell at me for doing this…. I feel like I deserve it *hides in corner* what do you guys think? REMEMBER POLL AND PAIRINGS GO GO GO!
If you read all of both of those AN's I owe you and thanks :P