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Now I entered the room bringing myself face to face with Bella. "Have you seen my past? If you have you must tell me."

"That's the thing. I'm not sure if you want me to Alice."

Bpov:

The cold shoulder is a frozen cliff. The wind blows cold icicles in your face and for reasons unknown you hang on. Your fingers turn black from frostbite while the tips of your digits crunch into the cliff side. Somewhere deep inside your nearly dead frozen body a small heat signal lives. Hope is a hot, hot heat. It is hard to smother out because it is on a foundation. Faith is the woodpiles that build the fire up and love of any kind is the oxygen that feeds the flames. It is why we hang on to that frozen cliff. Hope it either saves us or run us blind.

This is how I have been feeling for the past couple of weeks. Alice has been giving me the cold shoulder. Since I chosen not to tell her she, has chosen not to talk to me.

Walking into the lunchroom I sense the student body was worked up with gossip. I glance around the room to find Edward sitting at a table by himself. His eyes caught mine as he motion for me to join him. Not wanting to sit with him I stand at the table.

"Please sit." He says as he slides his tray of food to me.

"I rather not."

He chuckles softly to himself. "Please stop being so hostile with me. I would like to spend a nice lunch in your presence. You can eat and maybe even multitask and talk with me."

"Why would I ever care to indulge you on that pleasure."

"Deep down you knows you want to. It is hard to resist my smile." On cue he gives me a million dollar smile.

"You are so lost with out that power of yours. You do not know me and now you can't force yourself into my head you fail miserably at the old way of doing it."

"Please I beg of you. Just sit."

It was hard to deny him this time with such a sad look on his face.

"Only this once." I take my seat across from him.

He pushes the tray towards me once more. Taking the hint I take a bit of the greasy pizza.

"It might be bad for us to be friends."

"Wow, you are a real yo-yo you know."

"I know. I am tired of fighting. I am going to Hell I might as well have some fun. Go out with me tonight. You may call it a date if you like I am sure that will piss off a lot of people here in this school."

"I don't want to date you though Edward."

"I grow tired of playing the game hard to get."

I put down the half eaten pizza and pondered on what to say next. "I grow tired of it as well."

"Great! I will pick you up tonight at seven."

I shake my head. I tried to speak but the tardy bell rings. Edward is standing amongst his brothers as I sit at an empty table. "Shit! This is not going to end well."

After school I find the Cullens in the parking lot next to their rich cars.

I walk up to Edward. "Do not show up at my house at seven."

"Why?"

"I do not want you to show up."

"Talk about being a yo-yo."

"I spoke what I thought out loud earlier, but what I think about has nothing to do with you."

"Bella I think we belong together. I can not get you out of my head and you are the only one in a lifetime I have run into that I can not read your thoughts. That to me says something."

I thought about the rightful owner of this body. Bella's soul vibrates within me. I see that Edward is deadly handsome. I may have made things more complicated when I took over this body.

Panic must have colored my face. "Bella are you ok?"

I pull him closer putting my lips to his ear. I know this is probably useless. I whispered as low as I could, "You are barking up the wrong tree."

"Hurry up Eddie! Stop making bedroom eyes and let's go home," Yelled one of his brothers.

Later that night I lay in bed contemplating until I fall asleep. My body lays sideways on the full size bed. The covers are half thrown off of my body. I sleep in short shorts and a grey tank top. Of course my necklace stays around my neck at all times.

I am running. On occasions I abruptly stop and with the heels of my feet I turn around and run in a different direction. I do this for a while until I run into a mirror. It shatters as I fall to the ground. In each piece of glass I see reflection of a man with a blonde ponytail. What stood out were his red eyes. Once I realized who this man was the glass hit the floor. He is now face to face with me. "I want what you took from me."

"I didn't take anything."

"You stole my dinner but now you will do. Right baby?"

A red head is behind me. She is gingerly putting her cold pale arms around me. "She smells nothing like that tormented girl but she will do love."

I look from the woman to the man right before they move in for the kill.

I snap awake tossing myself into a sitting position on the bed. I can feel my heart beat rapidly against my chest.

"Did you have a vision?"

The scream in me rumbled from my chest but no sound came out. A hand covers my mouth with such force.

"Shhh! You don't want to wake up Charlie. Are you ok now?"

I nod even though my nerves are still worked up.

Once the hand is removed I speak. "You scared me Rosalie."

"Sorry I did not mean to. So, did you see something?"

"I'm not sure. I wasn't really expecting it."

"What do you mean?"

"Sometimes it is hard to know if it is a dream or not. I would like to think it was one."

Almost slipping up on my lie I decided to tell Rosalie of what I saw.

"Sounds like you and Alice shared the same vision."

I look away at the mentioning of her name. "What is going on with you and Alice, Bella?"

"I simply don't know what you are talking about?"

"I know you are new here so here is a tip. Do not lie to me. I will find out. I always find out."

"I will keep that in mind. Now the reason why you are here?"

"You have Edward smitten, Alice is angry at you, and Jasper is keeping to himself more than he did before."

"I do not mean for any inconvenience to them nor your family. I was just searching for answers."

"What do you want Bella?"

I wish I could say I answered Rosalie. I wish I could say one hundred percent that I knew what to do and can say it proudly. I didn't answer her that night.

Walking into the lunchroom the next day I am not surprise to see Edward sitting at a table by himself. We stare at each other across the room when I feel another pair of eyes on me. Alice is watching me as well. My eyes plead with her but she only looks away. I start to walk away but Angela caught up with me in the hallway.

"Hey is everything ok?"

"I am not sure."

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"It is sort of complicated. Thanks though."

"Well, I'm sorry to hear that but if you want me and Jessica are going to the movies this weekend. Do you want to come?"

"I'll think about it but thanks."

"Don't worry cheer up Bella." Angela leans in and gives me a quick hug. She surprised me with giving me a short fast kiss on the cheek. We hear someone clear his or her throat. Angela turns around reveling Alice to be standing behind her.

"I got to get back to the table. I'll see you around Bella." Angela left us in the hallway as she waves goodbye to Alice.

"What was that about?"

"Just talking to a friend," I shrug.

Alice deliberately forces me to walk backwards up against the lockers. We end up close enough to touch with the tip of our noses.

"Why are you frolicking around with Edward and now Angela?"

My palms start to soak with sweat as nervousness settles in my stomach. "Does it bother you that I am not frolicking with you instead?"

Her mouth hangs open unable to speak up. I thought about being a smartass and saying cat got your tongue but instead a feeling stirred inside me. I lean forward closing the diminutive gap in between us. My lips part but only by a tad as I slowly brush our lips against each other. I could almost hear the muscle tense in Alice's arm. Both of our eyes lingered shut waiting for the kiss to actually happen. Our lips start to press harder against each other as I try to capture hers. The tardy bell rings forcing our eyes to flutter open. We had a miserable second before the hallways would flood with students.

"You were born in 1901. You had a mother, a father, and a sister. You were betrayed and lost to the world. Against your will you became what you are. Frozen trap in time."

Ducking around the corner I made my way to class. A class where I would be stuck sitting in the back with my one and only.

Gracefully she slides into her seat next to me. I dare not look at her incase she may regret our lips ever touching.

A change of temperature through my jeans catches my attention. Alice's hand is on my knee. She squeezes it to let me know to look at her. "Will you tell me more Bella?" A simple nod sufficed as my answer. If it were not for the company of the staff and student body our moment together would have been sweeter.

Apov:

"Hello Mr. Swan. I am Alice Cullen and I am here to study with Bella." I shake the textbook that I am holding.

"Oh, yes come on in. Call me Charlie, Alice. How is your father?"

"He is good I will make sure to tell him you had said hi."

A startled Bella zooms out of the kitchen latching on to me. "Thanks dad I got it from here." Bella looked flushed in the face.

She leads me up the stairs to her bedroom. It is not the first time I have been in here. I take a sniff and smell familiar scents mixed in the room. I set down the prop of a textbook on her desk next to her computer. Bella is sitting on her bed and looks nervous.

With the door closed her scent is even more powerful. "My you do smell good." I open the window to get fresh air to flow in. Sitting on the window ledge I feel comfortable with the air. "What have you seen?"

"I don't see… the ones about you any longer, but the past seems like it is going to become part of the present."

Bella squirmed on the bed before continuing on. "In general I have seen you grow up and interact with the world around you. I felt what you once felt. There were some strong emotions at times. Your father betrayed you and locked you up. They did strange test that broke you down. It stole pieces of you. A greedy man came around one day. He was a vampire and hungry at that. He wanted to drain you dry. Have you seen the blonde vampire with long hair?"

"Yes, so we have seen the same things?"

"Maybe, but I doubt it. Another vampire did not want to see you die. He turned you and that is the last thing I have seen."

"Nothing else?"

"I'm afraid so."

I get up from my seat and take one next to Bella. I know she did not see me due to my speed. "You said I loved someone before Jasper?"

"You wont believe me."

Pleading with my eyes I try to recapture the famous look of begging. Bella bites her bottom lip turning her head away. Seeing her take her lip in between her teeth drove me crazy. I wanted my teeth to be the one biting her lip. Gently placing my hands on her cheek slowly making her look at me. I place my forehead against hers. "Please tell me. I need to know."

"You were in love with a woman. A woman who desperately wishes you still love her… you two looked remarkable together."

I let the confession wash over me as my whole identity has just shifted. A taste of sweetness floods my mouth. Bella's lips are against mine as she kisses me. She places her hand against the side of my face while pushing her body against mine. I can feel the force she is putting into me, as I am an unmovable marble statue.

I slip up and let her in. She crashes against me as our lips move in hunger. My hands move over her shoulders and down her back. Bella is sitting in my lap while her hands rub against my neck. I pull her backwards so oxygen can get to her lungs.

"I can't. Jasper." Easily I lift Bella up and off of my lap. "I have to go."

"No! Don't leave Alice. I love you."

Bella's hands wraps around my neck as she tries to force to me to stay. I watch her as her face transform from panic to sadness. "You don't know that. You have only known me for a couple of months."

"Why do you think I came to Forks for? This body hates the cold and everything is too green. I came here looking for you! I have loved you since the very moment I saw you. I know you feel it as well. It is why you kissed me like you did."

"I can't… I owe it to Jasper. I can not hurt him." Gripping Bella's hands I unclenched them from me. I made my way to the door. "I'm sorry." With vampire speed I rounded around down the stairs. I slowed down to a human speed once hitting the living room.

"Alice please don't leave." Bella is halfway down the stairs. She looks weak from my destruction. Heartbroken. Her father Charlie raises his eyebrow as he glances back and forth between his daughter and I. I left in silence.