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Chapter 5: Tenshi(Angel)
"OHHHH! WHERE THE HELL IS SHE!" Tomiko bellowed shoving a unknown person to the wall enraged unable to control herself anymore. She must of been searching for hours and it got little by little gotten to her nerves. But this anger was easy to cast aside because she had forgotten that look from Natsumi. The pain and terror. Her rage slowly sizzed and she crossed her arms spreading her legs out a bit tapping the feet.
"I guess..I shouldn't be like that but I can't help it.." She sighed and casually went off still scaring the people on board with not so nice expressions.

Meanwhile in engineering..

Natsumi had managed to be in a room filled with alot machines and people running about stuffing their faces in manuals and their schedules. Was that the reason for them not seeing her? She wanted it that way anyhow. It made things too easy for her, alot simpler and she could enjoy the freedom that she couldn't get since then..
She shook her head avoiding the confusion that she so deserved not to have but came after being there for so long..that damnable suitcase. Anyhow she ventured farther tooken up with the center-the warp core and its show of beautiful blue lights. It projected a atmosphere of dance, a atmopshere that put her to ease, her mind to sleep and her thinking mode turned off and she waltz with an invisible partner being graceful like a swan taking and giving out the right movements. By this time, a few crew members looked up to see her. They were might surprised to find a child here in engineer but didn't call to her. They just watched building up her confidence perhaps making the suitation worse. Soon no one paid any attention to their previous works and were delighted by her dancing and some began dancing themselves to unheard music.
Music that let them escape..

She started humming pacing herself faster and faster twirling around acending to somewhere higher. But it was all interrupted by the arrival of a puzzled face Geordi. The engineering members quickly went back to work and she ceased her dancing realizing it had been shattered.

"Huh?"

He caught her by his voice telling her to stop as she tried to make her way out. Could she be found out now? At this point? Her heart began hammering and she pressed both hands to her chest shoving it back down. Maybe if he didn't see her uneasyness, he wouldn't have any reason to suspect. "Sir...Sir-"

"You look very familiar..do I know you..?"

She gulped getting her feet ready to move out if needed, if necassary, if she felt threatened.

Not seeing his true eyes made her even more crazy because that visor seemed to hide his face from her. His true feelings in a way. She didn't do that. She couldn't do that even if she was that close. She could never pull it truly off. She wasn't made for that. "Sir!" She piped up her voice making if more girly swallowing her fear down her throat.

"I.."

"You do." He tapped his visor and she got fantic then she lost on whatever thoughts that she held and sped off shocking him and prompting him to chase after her.

Her breaths got heavily and sank slowing her down but she couldn't keep up this pace forever. She had to leave..so he wouldn't get the chance to put her in that case. Something that she dreaded and feared greatly. She couldn't stand being in there for one minute. She couldn't be there period. This was the first memory of her's that were outside of the suitcase. The last time...it was just a great big blurr and it was unreadable and misunderstanding to her.

She just recalled a little girl laying peacefully in her bed and with the curtails out and the moon shining out down on her. Then it all went away. By all this thinking she had failed to see another person in her way so she just squeezed on the side of them bumping against the wall knocking the person off balance but that person got his balance back and muttered something to her as she passed. She didn't care.

She only cared about Geordi's approaching footsteps. What would happen if he indeed caught up with her? The feeling was unbearable too much and she wanted to throw up so bad but again she surpressed her inner emotions and continued on her way unsure of the many hallways she went through and the people who had seen her.

She not only scared the people on board, she also went into other sections and disturbed those crew people who were working so hard to keep going on their schedule only to be annoyed by the presence of her that demanded a great distraction by Geordi, now joined by other members. She outsmarted Geordi but she feared that he somehow was catching on to her decition.

How could he not?

Alot just went into this...perhaps..

NO! Her mind screamed and she blindly ran into people with tears streaming down her cheeks as she exited many of the sectors coming back to the corridor.

She didn't understand why these things were so different.. it occurred the same as last time. Men chasing her and then she was lost to the blackness. A blackness she found the depths of her aching soul.

Then a break came in the form of a door sliding open and a person coming out, she made this last attempt and dived for the opening before it closed on her. If she didn't make it then...she broke down crying as soon as she landed on her stomach upon the floor in the room. When she realized that she made it..then...

It took made her despise herself. All that she was. What was she? She wondered through her tears staring at her hand hearing the door slide shut reassuring her safety but even this was temporary in this kind of place. It was just a matter of time before she was found and brough back to that prison.

When her tears continued to be loud, she silenced herself and weeped bitterly forcing that reflect on memories past. If they...She refused to let herself enjoy this. Maybe her place...maybe she belonged to that suitcase. That prison.

"What's that-" She calmed down relaxing her heart's worries once more, letting it become filled up with security that was not known to her as a cat's meow intrigued her. She searched for the source and found it underneath the bed- a meowing orange tabby. A smile crept down on her lips and she extended a hand out to the cat. She hadn't seen a cat for so long, so long in fact, its existence here surprised her greatly. It gave a sense of familiarity to these walls not known once more.

She hadn't known too much before being stuffed into that case besides the negative emotions such as fear, pain, terror and sorrow. This was indeed something new that she desired to have. The orange tabby permitted her to pet and she did at first very softly before fully petting getting use to this. She smiled giggling putting a finger to her lips hearing no more sounds of her fate echoing outside. Geordi was gone.

Her heart fluttered and soared and she yawned covering her mouth. The orange tabby came out entirely and she hugged it grabbing it letting her laughter sound out not caring for the dangers believing them to be behind her at this point. She finally got bored by the cat and stood up observing the room's contants. It was rather big and there was a desk. She slowly edged her way to it touching nothing but examining the fineness of the machinery. How far did she come?

How far..?

All of these things were unrecognizable from her own memory. Her memory must of been rooted deeply in the past. The past that they knew as history gone by but by which she knew by her presence. The presence that ceased to be.

She became bold and sat on the bed with her legs dangling over the edge taking in this new surroundings. Then she came to another realization. Maybe those people on this ship weren't going to put her back...how could she tell? Because of that one woman she saw talking to her in the sickbay. That one woman had great warmth and had a smile that was so motherly so much it pushed Natsumi away reliving the worse of the memories.

She sighed laying down and closed her eyes.

With all the empytness she experienced, she fell asleep fast and hard.