I am a MILLION TIMES SORRY! It has been since the summer since i last updated and i truly am soryy :( being a senior sucks but anyway this is a little short but i wanted to update as soon as possible. :) please forgive me

I don't own Inuyasha and if i did Sesshomaru would have someone

This isn't goodbye

Saying goodbye to Kagome and Inuyasha was harder than Rin had expected. She was sure that if Sesshomaru came for her earlier than she wouldn't be as sad. But now I could barely say goodbye without crying. This village was home for her but not anymore. She promised that she would hold back her tears till after she left.

Kagome hugged me with tears pouring out of her eyes, "I-If you ever need any place to stay you can always come back here ok?"

I nodded and let go of her. I looked at Inuyasha who seemed to be looking somewhere else. I went up to him but didn't give him a hug.

He glanced at me and gave a 'hmp' and looked away. I said with a small smile, "Thank you for taking me in Inuyasha and teaching me a lot of different things. You are like a brother to me and-"

I was cut off when he grabbed me and hugged me. "Just take care of yourself Rin and remember you don't have to take shit from anyone ok?"

I felt tears sting my eyes as I hugged him tightly. Everyone might think that Inuyasha is a brute but Rin and Kagome knew better. Even when she didn't believe in herself Inuyasha did even if he never expressed it just right. She knew he would always be her mentor, friend, and brother.

He broke away from her with a flushed face, "N-now don't go and do something stupid especially with him." He glared at Sesshomaru who just ignored him. "N-now get out of here before you change your mind."

I giggled "Now Inuyasha are you worried about me?" I grinned at him as his face got redder.

"Tch as if I just can't wait to get rid of you." After that he turned around.

Me and Kagome both laughed at his embarrassment and I took a final look at my old home. Taking in every detail from the shrine to the fields. I knew that I would always remember this place no matter what.

"Rin lets go." Sesshomaru said with annoyance.

"Coming!" I yelled running after him. I jumped on Ah-Un and we lifted on the ground.

In the sky I looked back and waved at everyone in the village. "Goodbye everyone!"

We all kept waving until I couldn't see the village anymore. The smile I was still wearing hurt my face and I just couldn't stop from smiling.

Rin was still facing the way of the village that we just left. I looked at her and wondered why she seemed to put on a happy face when it was obvious that she was in turmoil.

"You know they were like a family to me and now I'm leaving them." Rin said with a shaky voice.

Soon I could smell her tears as she sobbed quietly, never taking her eyes from the direction of the village. I could still see the smile on her face just confusing me even more. And this Sesshomaru didn't like to be confused.

"Why do you smile while crying?" I heard myself say on my own accord.

She turned to me with tears still in her eyes, smiling "Cause I know this isn't the end and even if it was I don't want to leave them with a sad face." Grinning at me she said, "I have to be optimistic about things, it's just who I am!"

All I could do was look at her. She always was a mystery to me even when she was a small child; she still was a mystery to me. When she saw me looking at her she flushed and looked away. For some reason her being embarrassed because of him sent a savage thrill through his body. She was having a strange effect on him that no one ever had on him. And after their encounter last night he barely slept; he woke up after a very rousing dream.

I lay in the forest with my mokomoko (the fur that's on his shoulder) warming me while I sleep. The forest was quiet, even the crickets didn't chirp. I felt calm for the first time in a long time. It didn't take me long to fall into a deep sleep.

Soon my surroundings changed; I wasn't in the forest anymore but in the meadow by my home in the western lands. I was very confused as to why I am dreaming of this place. But as soon as I looked to my left I smelt something intoxicating in the air.

As I followed the scent I was led to a waterfall. And there stood Rin in the water facing away from me, completely naked making me able to see every generous curve on her body. All I could do was freeze in the spot I stood in, her body glistened from the water and the sunlight that shined on her body.

I saw as she slowly turned to look at me, those hazel eyes promising everything that I desired. I slowly trailed my eyes down her body taking in everything that I saw. Her breast were full, the nipples the same light pink as her lips, and her body was curvaceous leading all the wa down to her toned legs.

Rin smiled at me, desire clouding her eyes "Will you not join me, Lord Sesshomaru?"

*********Slight Lemon Warning! You have been warned!**********

I walked over to the edge of the water and slowly removed my clothes, placing them on the shore. I walked over to Rin and she placed her hand on my cheek. She brought my face down to hers and lightly brushed her lips against mine. I groaned low in my throat and deepened the kiss. I crashed my lips into hers and pulling her close to me.

Rin moaned lightly and ran her hands all over my back as I grasped her hair. Our tongues fought for dominance in each other's mouths but all I could think of was her body against mine and the sweet taste of her mouth. We both broke apart and were gasping slightly because we forgot to breathe when our lips were locked together.

I slowly kissed my way down from Rin's jaw to her neck tasting her skin. She sighed as I held onto her waist so she wouldn't fall. I made my way to her breast and kissed around her nipple but never taking it into my mouth. Rin was panting a little by now and looked down at me with a silent plead in her eyes. I smirked and took her nipple into my mouth. Rin cried out and grabbed a hold on my hair. I groaned a little and hardened even more at the little pleasures of pain that I felt. I sucked on her other nipple and made my way back up to her mouth.

As we kissed it was more desperate, filled with hot passion. Rin wrapped her legs around me and I could feel the heat from her womanhood on my belly. About to lose my control and enter her right there I walked over to the edge of the water never breaking the kiss. I laid Rin on my clothes and slowly kissed her skin all the way down to her navel. I looked back at Rin and was about to taste her in the place no one has ever seen but him.

I awoke with a start from the noise of all the villagers waking up. I noticed I was sweating slightly and panting. I was also harder than I have ever been in my whole entire life. I glared down at the villagers and hated humans even more.

I sighed quietly and glanced back at Rin who was, as always, looking around with childlike wonder. And all I could think of is What have I gotten myself into?

Aw poor sesshomaru XD ok I'll work on the next chapter now...don't kill me please