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Excitement is a Hard Thing to Hold In

R.P.O.V

The breeze that surrounded me was incredible. The one thing I missed the most, other than Lord Sesshomaru, is flying. The feeling that you can do anything while in the sky. Be anyone. Momentarily I feel free and I cherish it till the end.

If only I had wings. I giggled at my own impractical thoughts.

"Of course you can't have wings silly girl!" Jaken scolded me.

I stared at him in shock. Did he read my mind? But then I realized I had spoken out loud. I blushed knowing that they probably thought what I said was foolish. But to me it meant a lot.

I smiled at Jaken, "Of course I know I can't have wings Jaken." I explained to him before he thought me mad, "It was only wishful thinking."

"And why is that Rin?" I looked at Jaken in shock. Was he really that curious? Should I tell him?

"Well," I paused trying to think of the right words, "I just love the sky." I looked off into the distance. "I feel as if my life isn't ever complete if I don't at least look at it. I wonder what it's like to be free to spread my wings and feel such euphoria. The sun I amazing to look at but the moon is so beautiful, shining up the sky like fire. Oh what it would be like to be able to reach out and touch the very moon I look upon every night. Nothing would complete me more than to fly in the sky and finally be free." I chuckled, "But if I were to have wings I would fear that I would never see the ones I love anymore. Like you Master Jaken." I turned and smiled at him.

Jaken sputtered and just looked away blushing; mumbling about stupid humans. I laughed at his inability to respond. I looked forward at Master Sesshomaru and smiled broadly at him. You're the other person I love, Sesshomaru.

S.P.O.V

I was slightly captivated by Rin's speech, though I wouldn't admit that out loud. Such ambition is only a human luxury and I might possibly envy that carefree thinking. But this Sesshomaru has been groomed a certain way since birth and will do what he must.

I will rule all the lands and make everyone fall before my very name. I will have a demoness as my wife and have full blooded heirs. I'd be damned if I were to have hanyou's as my heir's. I would kill them before that happens, that I am sure of.

I turned forward "Ridiculous."

R.P.O.V

We stopped for camp and I went to find food while Jaken started a fire. My mind wandered as I found my way to a river. Lord Sesshomaru said that her dreams of flying is ridiculous. At least not directly, but he said "Ridiculous." after my speech. Surely he was thinking about something else, right?

I shook my head, Lord Sesshomaru was cold but he was not one to crush her dreams. But she knew one dream that he would never let happen, to be with him and not carnally but emotionally. Still a girl can dream right.

I rid myself of all those thoughts; Inuyasha always said that one must not overthink things, it only led to trouble. I sighed, I missed them already, and it's only been a few hours. But she knew that she longed to be with her Lord more than to be with them.

For years I imagined being with him once more, and still I secretly pine for him. No matter what I did he never seemed to leave my thoughts. I agreed most of the time when someone wanted to court me but they never made me feel the way I do about Sesshomaru. I am indeed young but I know how I feel.

But I know I can't feel this way, that's why I will try my best to forget these feelings. At least I hope I can.

S.P.O.V

Rin has been a long time, and one thing I know is that she can find food quickly. I left the tree I was sitting on to search for her. Although I don't smell a threat anything could've happened. As I neared her scent I smelled a river and slowed. It reminded me of my dream so I approached cautiously.

As I looked from a tree I saw her sitting on the banks edge with her legs in the water. The moon reflected off the water onto her face making her skin look like it was glowing on its own. Her chocolate brown eyes sparkled as she stared at the moon with child wonderment. I couldn't help but stare at her pink plump lips that glistened in the moon light, just waiting to be kissed.

I shook my head at my preposterous thoughts. This was Rin he was talking about, the child he raised and protected and she is human. He would never stoop as low as his father did and mate with a human, especially Rin.

"Rin," she turned and smiled at me making my heart stop for a minute, though I will never admit it, "hurry and get some food before you catch a cold." And with that I turned and walked away.

R.P.O.V

The next morning we finally made it to Sesshomaru's estate, and I was so ecstatic. It was more beautiful than I thought. I only saw these kind of palaces in paintings. The palace was made out of cherry wood and was a traditional Japanese style, but what caught my eye the most was how tall it was! It looked like it was tall enough to reach the sky and it truly amazed me to no end.

We landed at the front gates and it was a sight to see. All the servants were awaiting their arrival; all of them were lined up on each side of the entrance. But what caught my eye the most was that they were all demons, I truly expected them to be human but I suppose that even demons have a lower class.

"Welcome back Lord Sesshomaru and Lady Rin." They all said in unison.

I was all giddy inside, they called me Lady Rin! I know I'm going to love this place.