Sorafanluver: Hey it's me again! Well there's still 18 days before I'm gone to France so this one is a special. If you haven't seen my profile then I'll explain it to you.

This part of the story is separated in two parts. First will be Part 1- Kairi's story and Part 2- Sora's story. So you won't have them in their POV but everything regarding their feelings and their decisions will be there. There won't be so much talking in these two chapters so now you know what to expect!

I would like to thank all those who have continued to review me even if I wasn't there for a long time. Now just enjoy! It'll make me happy!

Crush or Love?

Chapter 9: Part 1 – Kairi's story

Kairi was soaking wet as she ran in the rain. Her clothes were getting tight on her body. She cried even if you could not see her crying. She ran past Namine's house but didn't go, she went to her house that was still a block away. Kairi was angry and sad at the same time. She didn't know if she had made the right decision to break up with Sora. But still, he was doing things behind her back. He could have told her but he did not and awful things happened. As she arrived home, she went running to her room and slammed the door. Her parents weren't there so nobody knew that she was in a bad mood. She threw herself on her bed and continued crying in her pillow. She wanted to speak to somebody who could understand her feelings so she decided to call Namine. Namine was always serious when it came to relationships so maybe she could understand Kairi's feelings. Kairi took the phone that was on her table and looked at it a couple of seconds then she dialed Namine's phone number. Kairi remembered she was all wet so she changed herself at the same time she was speaking to Namine.

"Hello?" said a female voice. Kairi hesitated but she replied.

"Hi Namine, it's Kairi." Said Kairi as she sniffled even if Namine heard.

"Are you crying Kairi?" asked the clueless girl.

"Yeah!" said Kairi as she started crying again.

"What's wrong?" asked Namine. Kairi wasn't ready to tell her but she figured she could understand.

"I broke up with Sora." Said Kairi as she cried.

"What? But how? You guys are soul mates and perfect for each other." Exclaimed Namine who couldn't believe what Kairi just said.

"We were." Said Kairi. "I caught him with Rikku again and they were kissing."

"Oh yeah they had to meet each other after school." Said Namine and realized that Kairi didn't know as she said "What? You knew?" asked Kairi.

"I asked Sora." Said Namine. "But no matter what I know you'll come back together Kairi. This is just a test to prove your relationship with Sora." Kairi listened to her words and started to be confused.

"I got to go Kairi. Just think about it!" said Namine as she hung up.

Kairi put the phone on her table and threw herself on her bed by facing the ceiling.

'Why is this so complicated? All I wanted was to live a happy life but no matter what it's always the contrary. And what about Sora? Should I give him a chance again or leave it so? Maybe he is just a stupid crush. There was never a Sora and Kairi. He was just a stupid crush all along. And I thought he was the perfect one.' Thought Kairi.

She still looked at the ceiling and decided to put the radio on. A song had just started.

In you and I there's a new land

Angels in flight

My sanctuary, my sanctuary yeah

Where fears and lies melt away

Music inside

What's left of me, what's left of me now

Kairi remembered all the memories she had with Sora. All the memories since they've known each other.

I watch you fast asleep

All I fear means nothing

Ever since she has known him, she loved Sora with his spiky hair and those marvelous ocean blue eyes that made you think you were in the ocean, swimming in it.

In you and I there's a new land

Angels in flight

My sanctuary, my sanctuary yeah

Where fears and lies melt away

Music inside

What's left of me, what's left of me now

Even if she didn't hang out with him, she would always find a way to get in. That's how Selphie knew that Kairi loved Sora. And she knew they were perfect for each other.

So many ups and downs

My heart's a battleground

I need true emotion

I need more affections than you know

I need true emotion

'Maybe Sora is the perfect one. Oh man I'm so confused. Why? I can't let Sora be with other girls. Okay bad thinking. I really should think about it and tell him tomorrow.' Thought Kairi.

You show me how to see,

That nothing is whole and nothing is broken

'Why can't Sora's voice leave my mind or his blue eyes too.?' Thought Kairi.

In you and I there's a new land

Angels in flight

My sanctuary, my sanctuary yeah

Where fears and lies melt away

Music inside

What's left of me, what's left of me now

'Now I took my decision. I'll tell Sora what I think about it.' Thought Kairi to herself. The song had ended and Kairi fell asleep.

Sorafanluver: So liked it? Well I gotta go write Sora's story too. So you tell me what you think and plz review!