Never Giving In

by Blackwind137

Lovino Vargas always had it rough. He was always second best, always bullied. He's thought so many times about ending it all...But he always stops himself. Only one person is there for him, but they don't know now his pain...Well someone will finally try to break his barrier. Human AU, rated T cuz...Well, I can. Lovi swears (as do I), R&R! Maybe multi-chap..? Not sure.

6. Sorry- Second Time

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Hey y'all. So, I just wanted to say thank you to...Well, all of you. It has recently (this afternoon) come to my attention that this is my most followed fanfic and I just have to say thank you. I didn't think many of you liked it, seeing as how so few reviews are given, but then I see the number and...Well, okay. If y'all are still holding on, I will too, yeah? Fair trade.

Um, on that note, the next chapter isn't ready yet. I hope to have it next week (I'm working on it during class hours, because I don't particularly care) because I have spring break and I really just wanna take a few days to focus on writing.

I've been super busy recently because my acapella team is going to Nationals in New York and we've been practicing our asses off- and I'm the lead in our musical and I've just been...booked.

I know I haven't updated in over two months but I just...I can't. I'm sorry, I'm still working on the story, I just can't find it in me to care about much anymore. The past two weeks have been complete shit. I've lost my appetite so I eat (on average) one meal a day (lunch at school), I'm at the school from 7:20-2:45 and 5:30-9:20. I can't bring myself to care about school work and even the one thing I've loved most for a hobby- singing- is a chore. I can't find any fun in it, I've wanted to cry more and more each day, people don't notice or care if they do- all they say is that they know who I am and this isn't me but if it's a side of me then it's still me, yeah? Just cause they don't see it don't mean jackshit- people hide themselves all the time.

I've been trying to please everyone- my peers, my teachers, my damn director who I feel forced me into the musical- but all I wanna do is fuckin cry. My parents are riding my ass, I can't get anything right and I just

I'm just fed up, and I'm trying- honest I am- it's just turning out like shit right now. If y'all want, I can post the eight pages as it is, but it doesn't progress much at all. This upcoming chapter is supposed to be around fifteen pages, but if y'all really want it then I'll do whatever.

There. That's what I got- sorry I'm crap, but y'all deserve something, right? Might as well give you something entertaining. Acknowledgment will be in the upcoming chapter.