Phan Fic-

Based on "Give Your Heart A Break" by Demi through

As the plane slowly descended through the air , Phil started to wake up from his nap. He was suprised that he had managed to sleep at all on the plane and he felt a little dazed because of his unexpected nap. Yawning, he turned his head to look at Dan who was still seemingly asleep and Phil smiled at the sight of his friend. Their annual trip to VidCon had turned out to be more than Phil had ever anticipated it would be and he was so glad that it had. As Phil looked over at his friend again, he thought it was strange that when he had met Dan, one of the first things he had said was that he never fell in love. But Phil felt after the trip that he knew that fear was really was it was, Dan had been hurt before, Phil could see it in his eyes. Even when Dan tried to smile it away , there would some things that couldn't be disguised and it made Phil determined to not hurt Dan in any way. The sudden pressure on Dan's hand woke him up, his eyes flew open, shock registering quickly on his face as he tried to work out where he was. He looked down at his hand and once he realised that it was Phil he calmed down, his face breaking into a wide smile as he looked at Phil. Dan's expression made Phil smile in return and he couldn't wait to get back to the apartment so that it was just the two of them again for a while.

After they had dragged the last of their luggage up the stairs to their apartment, Phil stood in the middle of their lounge and spent a moment taking in the familiar smells and sound of their home. After their trip he had wondered if it would feel different but it still felt like home to him and he could feel all the tension that had been mounting in the apartment before their trip fade away. He could hear Dan moving the luggage in the hall way and decided to go help him. Dan was dragging his case to his room, it was likely to burst open with all the extra things he had bought on the trip and as a result they had made his case weigh nearly twice as much as it had when they left the apartment. Phil helped him move it into the bedroom , feeling as if the suitcase weighed as much as him and Dan combined and they both breathed a sigh of relief as they could finally put the suitcase down. For a moment they just stood there , unsure of what to do next and Phil started to wonder how he was going to move his suitcase which was equally as heavy when Dan suddenly encircled Phil in his arms , looking into his eyes for a brief moment before moving in to touch his lips to Phil's. Phil could feel his breath hitch briefly and he felt the excitement build inside him like it had in the hotel room and this time he led Dan towards the bed, planning to make the most of the time they had to themselves before they had to get back to reality.

They managed to sleep soundly until the morning and Phil was the first one to wake again. He decided that he may as well make drinks for them and left Dan sleeping as he padded down the hall to the kitchen. As the kettle began to boil , Phil leaned lightly against the counter for a moment as he thought about the night before, it had been as good as it was back in the hotel room and Phil planned on doing it again soon. He was so wrapped up in his thoughts that when the kettle clicked off , the lack of noise startled him and he blushed as if the silence meant that everyone could suddenly hear his thoughts. He quickly made their drinks and carried them back to the bedroom, setting Dan's down on his side of the bed. Phil had just put his cup on the bedside table and was climbing back into bed as Dan started to wake. Once Phil had pulled the covers back over himself, he leaned over to kiss Dan and Dan reached up, pulling Phil towards him to lengthen the kiss. Phil wouldn't have minded carrying on from the night before but they had a lot to get done that day, including a meeting for the radio show and Phil knew they would have to wait until that night at least and so he reluctantly pulled himself away from Dan so that he could finish off his drink and begin to get ready. The two of them sat there and talked for several minutes before it was time for both of them to get ready. Phil used the bathroom first, leaving Dan and his laptop as Phil jumped into the shower. He wanted to film some of his new video and planned to use the time that Dan spent in the shower to do it as Dan would only distract him and Phil was determined to get it all filmed and uploaded soon. Even though Phil was happy to go back to his usual routine, he missed the time that he and Dan had had on their trip and he looked forward to night time even more when it was just the two of them.

By the time they were finally in the taxi home, Phil could already feel himself falling asleep as they drove down the busy streets and he dreaded the thought of climbing the stairs to the apartment. When the taxi rolled up outside their apartment, he left Dan to sort out the fare as he could barely string a sentence together. Once the taxi had pulled away from their home, Phil sleepily started the climb up the stairs. Dan was quiet behind him and some part of Phil's tired mind hoped that he was okay as they reached their front door. As soon as they were in the apartment, Phil went straight to his bed, falling on top of the covers as he felt himself drift off into sleep. When he woke up much later , he found Dan curled up asleep next to him and for a few minutes Phil watched him. Phil heard his phone buzz from the bedside table, a reminder popping up on the screen that he needed finish his video that day. Even though Phil didn't want to leave him, Phil got up and walked to Dan's side of the bed, placing a kiss on his forehead before leaving the room. As he had left everything in the same place the day before, Phil quickly turned n the camera, filming a few extra scenes for his video and started editing the video. After an hour, Dan emerged from Phil's room, yawning as he looked for his boyfriend. Phil called out to him and saved his work before going to see Dan who at the sight of Phil, he rushed towards him, pulling him into a tight hug. They stood there for a few minutes, Phil closed his eyes as he took in the familiar shape of Dan, not wanting to move from that spot. Dan was the first to pull away, taking Phil's hand as he led him to the kitchen so they could make a start on breakfast.

Their remaining days before their return to the radio show were a mixture of sorting out usual tasks like their videos and the radio show and spending time together. It felt strange for Phil to walk down the streets holding Dan's hand whereas just a few weeks previous he would not have thought it even possible. Between them they filmed several of videos for each others channels and took turns to edit the reams of footage, planning on filming a new day in the life video soon and working out when to do it. Soon it was time for them to make the usual journey to the radio station and Phil found that he had missed the studio, so many memories had formed there. They happily greeted the producers and started to set up the studio for their show. As the time came for them to start the show, Phil felt a blend of excitement and nerves building inside him at the thought of doing the show again. Once the show had started, he felt himself start to relax and found himself naturally falling into the routine of the show. They took turns to answer the calls and Phil felt the radio show speed along until there was only a short while left. By the time they had to end the show, Phil felt as if the past two hours had been a blur and he wanted to do the show all over again. Once the cameras were finally turned off and they started to clear away their things, Phil started to talk with the producers. Dan stood next to him on his phone, seemingly taking little interest in the conversation until Phil made some joke that he was going to leave Dan and not come back. Phil watched his friend recoil slightly at the joke and Phil worried that his friend had taken it too seriously. His friend hurriedly left the room with tears forming in his eyes and it was only after a moment that Phil remembered that the last person Dan had gone out with had left him with just a single message on his voice mail, never bothering to try to get back in touch with him. Phil desperately wanted to go after his friend but he had to finish tidying out the studio otherwise they would both get into trouble.

As Phil shoved the last few things into the nearest cupboard in the studio, he dashed down the corridor to pick up his coat and went after Dan who was nowhere to be seen so Phil headed towards the nearest tube station. On the ride home , Phil wanted to Dan to realise that he was not like the rest , he wouldn't just abandon him , he cared about him too much to do that. Once Phil was out of the station and onto the hectic London streets, he tried calling Dan's phone but he did not reply. Phil hurried towards their home, his mind plagued with images of Dan walking home alone with tears in his eyes, he could feel his heart tighten at the thoughts and he moved faster as if he could remove them with his speed. Soon enough he reached their apartment and Phil entered quietly, unsure of what Dan was doing. It only took Phil a few minutes to find Dan lying on his bed, the only light in the room coming from his phone next to him. There were still a few tears escaping from his eyes and Phil knocked on the bedroom door, unsure if he was welcome. Dan looked up at the noise , sniffing slightly as he nodded to allow Phil to come into his room. Phil crossed over the room to sit next to Dan on the bed, taking a moment to organise his thoughts so that he could apologise in the right way. He opened his mouth to begin when Dan sat up suddenly and climbed over so that he was sat astride Phil, leaning in quickly to kiss him before Phil could utter a single word. All thoughts of what had happened before were gone from Phil's mind for a moment, he concentrated on the feel of Dan's lips against his. As Dan stopped to take a breath, Phil seized his chance to say what he had to before they could carry on,

"I'm sorry for what I said earlier. It was a joke , I don't plan on leaving you for a very long time yet. I don't want to ever break your heart, Dan. I want to give it a break because I love you."

Dan pulled back for a moment, absorbing what Phil had said and Phil waited for his response. To his delight Dan leaned in to kiss him again and Phil was happy to carry on from where they had left off before. Afterwards they drifted off into sleep with their arms wrapped around each other's waists. As Phil came to in the morning he was happy that whatever bad feelings had been between them was gone and as he felt his friend's body between his arms, he no longer felt as if Dan was slipping through his finger tips away from him like he had when Dan ran away the night before. Phil felt that it was wrong for Dan to be scared of making a mistake which would make Phil leave him and wanted to make sure that Dan knew he was staying for good. They only had one life to live together so Phil didn't to wait any longer for his friend to wake up. Phil leant over Dan's shoulder and lightly kissed his friend's cheek to wake him up. Dan turned his head in Phil's direction, blinking wildly as he arose from his sleep until his eyes focused on his friend. After a fraction of second Phil felt Dan's lips on his and he felt in that moment that their hearts were beating as one. There was no turning back to how things used to be between them and as they continued to kiss , it gave Phil the feeling that the world was theirs and that he could ease the ache in Dan's heart, giving his heart a break as there was only so much he could take, as much as either of them could take.