AN: Thank you everyone for the reviews :) it makes me really happy when I get one and makes me want to write more. I am sorry for any mistakes. So here you all go another Chapter for you all. I hope you enjoy!

Disclaimers I don't own Vampire Academy or the characters, Richelle Mead does.

Chapter 6

After Adrian and I were done doing thirty laps, we were both panting and were tired. We both went to our rooms to get shower. I took a hot shower to relax all my muscles. I was in the mood of looking sexy today. I wore black leggings with a chiffon blouse, which is white and have a big black flower on my left breast. It also came with a belt that wrapped around my waist.

I did my make up as black smoky eyes and applied a nude blush and a nude lip-gloss. I lose curled my hair and left them open. I wore some black long earrings and a ring. I putt on my charm bracelet that I always wear. I put on my knee length black flat boots. I look at my self and smile because today Rose Hathaway has fully returned and make every guy drool like before.

I gab my black bag and put my books and stuff I need. I opened the door to Adrian who was about to knock. His mouth fell open and he stared at me wide eyes.

"Girl are you trying to me a heart attack?" he asked.

"Yes, no, maybe." I said and shrugged my shoulders.

"I know you are trying to and you do accomplishment in your mission. Now lets get going." He said.

I lock my door and walk with him.

"Adrian?" I asked.

"Yeah." He said.

"Does Paul and Viktoria know about Dimitri's girl?" I asked because if they know I can maybe ask them about her.

"No they don't." he said.

"Why not?" I asked.

"I am the only one who knows about her because Dimitri and I are really close and share all our secrets with each other. He is my first best friend and I am his." He said.

"So who is she?" I asked.

"Why are you so interested?" he asked.

"Well I just want to know who took the heart of the famous badass Dimitri, who is a total jerk." I said.

"What would I get by telling you who she is?" he asked.

"You get to go out with me." I said. We were in the cafeteria by now and were taking our food.

"Ah isn't that my pleasure." He said.

"Ok so now tell me who she is?" I asked. I was getting really annoyed with him.

"What made you think that I would tell you about her if you went out with me?" he asked. He is so clever!

"Well since you are always flirting, I thought that maybe you would want to go out with me." I said. Walking towards the corner where I always sit.

"Where are you going missy? We will be sitting at our table over there." Adrian said and I looked up and there was Christian, Lissa, Eddie, Mason, Paul and Viktoria sitting at that table and they were all staring at our direction.

"I am not sitting there." I said.

"Come on Rose. You have to face them and show them that all that have happened does not effect you." He said and I glared at him and glared back and I gave in.

"Ok fine. But you haven't told me about Dimitri's girl." I said.

"You have to do something for me first." He said by this time we were at the table.

"I said I would do whatever you want me to do." I said. He took a seat next to Viktoria and I took a seat across from him, next to Paul.

"Ok so you are willing to do anything to know about her?" he asked. I thought about it. Was it worth it? Yes it was. I wanted to know who she is.

"Yes." I said. Everyone was staring at us.

"What are you guys talking about?" Victoria asked.

"Oh it's a secret between Rose and me so no can't tell you." Adrian said and looked back at me and said,

"Ok so I want you to go up to him and you know who and kiss him and not just a peck I want you to give him a full kiss with tongs involved and I would be watching to know if you kissed him or not and I would find out no mater what if I watch or not." He said and my mouth fell open. He was not asking me to kiss Dimitri.

"You are not serious. Are you?" I asked.

"I am hundred percent serious." He said.

"But I can't kiss him." I said.

"Why not? Don't tell me you don't like him because I know you do. Why would you be so desperate to know about the girl that he is in love with?" he asked. Oh god! He knows. Shit!

"Well I told you I wanted to know who won his heart. And I won't just kiss him to know about the girl who took his heart." I said.

"Then you don't get to know about her. You kiss him and I will tell you. There is no other way you are going to get this out of me and I am sure he would not be telling you." He said.

"Who are you guys talking about and why would Rose go kiss this guys just to know who he is in love with?" Paul asked.

"We are talking about this guy who Rose is madly in love with. But he loves someone else and I know who she is and I would only tell Rose who she is if Rose go up to the guy and kiss him." Adrian said.

"I am not in love with him."

"Sure you are. You have drove me crazy since morning and got me in detention just because you wanted to know who this girls is." He said.

"I don't love him." I said.

"Oh really? So what about all the feelings that you feel for him? I told you he does not keep any secrets from me." He said.

"I don't love him so now tell me who she is." I said.

"I am not telling you until you kiss him." he said.

"I am not kissing him." I said.

"Rose what's the problem? We all know what kind of whore of you are. You can go and kiss him just to know something that you are dying to know." Mason said it and I was seeing red and got really angry.

"Rose calm down." Adrian said. I was thinking to burn the shit of Mason and beat him to death.

"Rose calm down. It would not be good if you got mad here. You do remember the incident at the gym." Adrian said which got me to break my gaze from Mason.

"You know what Ashford? Just because you don't get to be in my pants, gives you a right to call me whore. How would you know I am a whore? Because last time I remembered puking my guts out when you forcefully kissed me." I said. Which cause Adrian to laugh.

"Girl I really think that you are trying to give me a heart attack." Adrian said.

"Shut up Belikov! I deal enough with your crazy brother and I don't want to deal with your craziness." I said.

"Dimitri is not crazy." Viktoria said who was glaring at me.

"No he is not crazy he is so fucked up in his head that you can't even call him crazy." I said and I just thought that Viktoria would rip my head out.

"You know everyone is right about you. You are a fucked up bitch and a blood whore. You are such a selfish bitch who does not give any shit to anything or anyone. It was my brother, who saved you from being a hobo and wonder on the roads and probably has been a snack to a strigoi because we all know how useless you are.

"I mean come on your own mother don't want you and you don't even know when was the last time you saw her. Lissa brought you back and that was such a waste. I think she should have brought her parents or brother, then you. Christian made a mistake by falling in love with you and sleeping with you and I am sure you allowed him to take blood from you while having sex because that's who you are. You are pathetic and think you own the world.

"You are sitting on this table just because of my brother who you call is fucked up in his head and he was the one to bring you to the hospital that day in the gym. You are so useless – she couldn't say anymore because air was cut for her and it was hard for her to breath. All I was seeing was red and I wanted her to suffer for saying all that because she doesn't know me.

She doesn't know who I am. She can't judge me. I didn't know but tears were rolling down to my cheek and I wanted this bitch to suffer. I started to make her feel as she was on fire and every inch of her body was burning. I don't know how I did that but I just did.

She was screaming in pain and I loved it. I wanted to kill her.

"Rose let's go." Adrian said and I was not having any of that, all sudden there was a lot of water. There was a big ball of water on Victoria's head and it was all splashed on her. The ball kept throwing water down to her like a waterfall, never ending.

I felt strong arms around me and I was not having any of that so I pushed who ever it was really hard with my right hand. I heard something cracking and it was a wall. I was so lost in Viktoria and didn't bother to see who it was.

"Rose, stop all this. Calm down." Adrian said. So it was not him who I pushed in to the wall.

"No Adrian I am not going to stop. This bitch here would have to pay. She has to die." I said.

"Rose, no stop it. She is my sister." He said. I kept my gaze on Victoria.

"It does not give her right to call me shit if she don't know me. She does not get away from this just because she is yours or Dimitri's sister." I said with clenched teeth's. I don't know what I was doing but all the sudden Viktoria was lift in the air she was eight feet up in the air.

"Rose put her down. Please and don't throw her, just lay her back down on the floor." Adrian said and I was smiling. I didn't want to do this but I can't stop. She hurt me a lot by saying all that. For fuck sake she don't even know me.

"Rosie put her down." It was Christian who said that and it was the first time I heard him say something to me or say the nickname he gave.

"Go fuck your self Lord Ozera." I said.

"Rose, just stop it. Don't kill her please. You wouldn't be able to bring her back." Adrian said and I could here panic and terror in his voice.

"No one move near her." Adrian yelled and I guess there were guardians here. I loved all the screams that left Victoria's mouth but I want stop but I just couldn't. I wanted to kill her and I didn't wanted to kill her.

I felt strong arms wrap around me and someone started to say stuff in my ear.

"Roza, think about happy times. Think about your time with Lissa. Think about your time with Christian. Think about the night you both made love. Think about how much you love him. Think about the time you spent with Adrian and me. Think about happy time and leave Viktoria. Lay her back, safe down on the floor. Think what it would do to Adrian and me if you killed our sister?

"Adrian and I love Viktoria a lot and we wouldn't want you to kill her. I know what she said to you was not acceptable but please forgive, her. I ask you to forgive her. Forgive, her for me. Please it would kill me to know that you took Victoria's life." He said I started to think about all the happy time, which took some anger out of me.

"I love you." Dimitri whispered in my ear and that's all it took me to calm down and let go of Viktoria safely. I was just to shocked. I don't know what got over me and I felt like a monster. I wanted to take away an innocent life.

I broke down in Dimitri's arms and cried. I buried my face in his chest and fisted my hands in his shirt. I held him close to me for dear life. I don't know but whatever I did just made me feel like a really bad person.

"Shh it's all ok Rose. Don't cry." Dimitri kept saying all soothing words to soothe me.

"I…. am… so… sorry." I said between sobs.

"It's ok, it's all ok." Dimitri said to me.

"I… don't… know… what… came…over…me." I said still with sobs and tears kept coming out of my eyes.

"It's ok Rose, Viktoria, should have not said all that stuff to you." Adrian said and I felt his hand on my shoulder.

"I am a horrible person." I said.

"No you are not." Dimitri said.

"Yes I am. First I killed you and know I tried to kill Viktoria." I yelled and got up and ran out of the cafeteria. I was running fast. The speed I was running at was a strigoi. I don't know where I was running but I know I was going towards the woods.

I don't know how long I ran but I stopped running and sat on the floor. Tears were coming out of my eyes and I felt so bad. I felt like a monster. I am spouse to kill the evil, not the good but I just don't know what happened. I don't know something just snapped in me and all I wanted was to kill Viktoria.

In the shadow kissed book it said that it was not good to get angry because you do things that you regret. Anna didn't know about her gifts and once she got really angry with Vladimir and the next thing she knew she was making him suffer. It was hard for her to let him go but at the end she managed to.

She started having different gifts and was more powerful then strigois. Her speed was three times more then a strigoi just like I have. Her life got in danger when people found out about her gifts, now people know about mine. Dimitri was right; both of us are not safe, anywhere. I am not safe anymore. I don't know what will happen? I just want all this to end. I am not someone like this. I do not break down but all these emotions and the pain I am feeling. I am strong and I am a pure bitch. But all this is making me break down.

I hate all this. I hate what I have become. Maybe Viktoria was right that Lissa should have saved someone from her family rather then me. I didn't ask for any of this. I want to love and be loved. But everyone just look at me as a blood whore. I would do anything rather then become a blood whore.

I know I gave blood to Lissa for two years but that's what friends do. They are there for each other when ever they need them and I was there for her but she was never, only once bringing me back to life, which is worse. I want to have parents who would love me and tell me everything would be ok. But god is so cruel with me that he even didn't give me parents. They are somewhere in this world and does not care about me.

No one cares. I am just a toy for everyone. They play with me and when they are done they break me into million pieces. I started to come out and be open once again. But it did not go good. I almost just killed someone again today.

Maybe everyone is right. I should not be here. I don't belong with anyone here. I am not needed. I just don't even get why my parents even brought me in to this world when they didn't want me? I don't even know why I try anymore. There is not one person who wants me at the academy and now Dimitri and Adrian hates me to for almost killing their sister.

I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't even know that I had company. I looked up and there were three unfamiliar faces.

AN: I don't know I always have something else in my mind and whenever I am writing it comes out totally different. I was going to have all this happy but I don't know when ever I start writing it always come out to be depressed and that's what I just did with my other story to.

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