WARNING: ADULT CONTENT!

The Secret Life of the ADA Novak

By: Liv-x-Case-Benson & dcmasters

Ch. 9: Sharing

Casey was allowed home two days later and told to rest as much as possible. She'd given Olivia the scan photos, having only briefly looked herself. Olivia had made sure Casey was settled in bed before arranging for Ben to come back.

Olivia sat beside her, holding her hand. "Maybe you should rest a little more."

"I've been resting for two days. Though, not with you in bed next to me."

Olivia slid down, opening her arms. "Then come rest with me."

Casey moved into her arms, closing her eyes. "I'm sorry. I've been a nightmare," she whispered.

"No. It's ok. I love you. I'll be here, no matter how hard it is."

"Even with a baby?" Casey sighed, holding to Olivia tightly.

Olivia nodded, kissing her cheek. "Yes and this baby will have more love than he or she will know what to do with."

Casey smiled, turning her head to kiss Olivia. "I love you." It was the first time the attorney had said those words in the past few days.

Olivia kissed her gently. "I love you too."

Casey brushed Olivia's cheek lightly with her hand as she settled back against her, closing her eyes.

Olivia held her tightly. "I love you," she said, rubbing Casey's belly gently.

"She loves you too," Casey whispered in her ear.

Olivia smiled. "You saw the pictures long enough to see the gender?"

"I asked when you went to get coffee."

"Are you happy?"

"It's a lot to take in again. I'm... getting there. Mainly because of you."

Olivia nodded. "It's a lot for anybody to take in, but we'll be ok. And I'll be with you as long as you want me."

"Forever's a long time."

"But forever's how long you'll have me."

"I love you, Olivia."

Olivia smiled. "I love you too, Casey and mini-Casey."

Casey kissed her deeply.

Olivia kissed back, stroking her cheek.

Casey pulled back slightly. "Move in?"

Olivia smiled. "I thought I already had, but of course I will. Do we need a bigger house?"

Casey smiled. "I meant officially. Are you saying you want to buy somewhere with me, Benson?"

Olivia nodded. "Yes I am, Novak. The kids will want their own rooms."

"I thought Olivia Benson liked her own space and didn't commit?"

"That was before I got to know this beautiful redhead. Before I fell in love with her."

"Do I know her?"

"Hmm, I think so. She has beautiful green eyes. She's strong-willed, amazingly intelligent. Incredible sexy..."

"I'll have to tell her she's a very lucky lady next time I see her."

"Yes. You are," Olivia said.

Casey smiled. "Can I ask you something?"

"Anything."

"Before me, did you want children?"

"Yes, so much. I just didn't think I could carry because of my job," Olivia said.

Casey nodded. "How many?"

Olivia sighed. "I don't know. As many as my partner and I want, no less than two..."

"Why are you sighing?"

"It's just a general idea. We could have more than two."

"Good, because I wanted ten."

"Wanted?"

Casey nodded. "Now that I met you, I want fifteen."

"Fifteen? Casey, that's a little much."

"I'm joking. Just wanted to watch you panic for a moment. It worked."

Olivia sighed. "Ok now, for real, how many do you want?"

"Four, depending how I feel after that."

"Ok," Olivia said.

Casey was silent for a while, her head resting against Olivia's neck. "I always wanted to adopt a child."

Olivia nodded. "We could do that too."

"Why don't you bring me the computer and we can look at houses."

"Not now. Now we rest, ok? We've been through a lot."

Casey nodded, closing her eyes as she drifted off.

Olivia covered them up, snuggling her close.

Casey fell into the deepest sleep she'd had in the past few days, sleeping for hours.

Olivia woke up three hours later, playing with Ben for a bit before watching a movie with him.

"Why's mommy so tired? Is it her tummy ache again?"

"Yeah, she's not feeling good, so she needs to sleep."

"Like a few weeks ago when you were at work?"

"Mommy was sick then? What happened?"

"We were drawing. Mommy was sick and then said she was going to lie down. She was sick a few more times and then I tried to wake her, but she was really tired so I put myself to bed next to her to make sure she was ok."

Olivia smiled, hugging him and kissing his head. "You're a good little boy, Ben."

"Thanks Mama," he replied, then looked worried.

Olivia smiled wider, kissing his cheek. "You can call me that. It's ok."

He smiled, hugging Olivia tightly."I like having you around because you make Mommy smile. You also make the best cocoa and give warm hugs like Mommy."

Olivia hugged him tighter, throwing him on the couch and tickling him.

He shrieked with laughter, waking Casey, who sleepily appeared in the doorway with a smile. "What's going on in here then?"

Olivia smiled, hugging him. "Oh nothing. Parental bonding."

Casey's smile widened. "Didn't miss this Mommy then?"

Ben wrenched free, running to Casey. "Mommy!"

Casey knelt to hug him tightly. "I missed you so much. Were you good for Grandma?"

He nodded, hugging her tightly. "Were you sick at work? Is that why you didn't come to get me?"

"Yes, baby. I had to stay in the hospital for a couple of days, but I really wanted to pick you up."

He smiled. "It's ok."

Olivia stood. "Who wants hot chocolate?"

"Me!" they chorused as Casey took Ben's hand, walking with him to the sofa, pulling him into her lap.

Olivia smiled, hugging Casey and kissing her softly. "Ok, three cups coming up," she said going into the kitchen.

"Ben... How would you feel about having a little sister?" Casey asked softly, apprehension in her voice.

"A little sister? Like to play with?"

Casey nodded. "Once she is a little older."

"Oh," he thought for a minute, "what could I do with her until then?"

"Read her stories, tell her about your day, have cuddles..."

Ben smiled. "Mommy, are you having another baby?"

"Yes. Is that ok?"

He smiled. "Mhm. But will you love her more than me?"

Casey shook her head. "I'd love you both the same."

"Good," Ben said.

Olivia walked out with three cups of cocoa on a tray, setting it on the coffee table.

Casey pulled him into another hug. "Hey, Olivia. Did you know I'm going to be a big brother?" he asked proudly.

Olivia smiled. "Oh! That's great, buddy! You'll be a great big brother."

"And you'll be a good Mama, like you are to me."

Olivia handed him a cup. "Careful. It's hot."

He carefully shuffled from Casey's arms to hold his cup properly, and Casey shifted for Olivia to sit next to her. "You ok?" she asked softly.

Olivia smiled, taking a long sip before setting it down. "Perfect."

Casey settled into Olivia's side. "Adopt them," she whispered in Olivia's ear.

The detective nodded. "I will. All of them."

Casey smiled, kissing Olivia deeply.

Surprised, Olivia kissed back.

"Ew! You two are disgusting!"

Olivia laughed. "Drink your chocolate."

"At seven, charming!" Casey grinned, daring to kiss Olivia again.

Olivia kissed her again.

Casey pulled away slowly, putting Ben's favorite film on the TV. "Just going for a shower," she said, pulling Olivia with her.

Olivia smiled, following Casey into the bathroom.

Casey closed the bathroom door, then pressed Olivia against it, continuing their earlier kiss.

Olivia rubbed her back, moaning into the kiss.

Casey pulled at Olivia's top, somewhat desperately.

Smiling, Olivia shed her top and bra to the floor.

Casey squeezed Olivia's breasts, kissing her neck hard.

Olivia groaned. "Fuck baby. You feel so good!"

"You mean like when I do this?" Casey asked as her head dipped to take one of Olivia's peaks in her mouth, moaning.

"God, yes! I love it, please!"

"Please, what?"

"Please make me yours!" Olivia said.

"Is that what you want?" Casey whispered, running her tongue around Olivia's nipple, "to be mine?"

Olivia nodded. "Yes!"

Casey flicked the end of her nipple, then stood back up. She turned on the shower, adjusting the temperature until it was correct, stripping herself of her clothing slowly, making sure Olivia was watching. Casey unbuttoned Olivia's trousers and discarded them, quickly kneeling to remove her underwear with her teeth.

Olivia moaned, watching her.

"Like that? Hmm?" Casey asked as she stood, getting into the shower, waiting for Olivia to follow.

Smiling, Olivia followed her.

Casey's hands roamed Olivia's body, kissing her with passion as their wet bodies touched.

Olivia moaned.

Casey dropped to her knees, parting the brunette's legs as her tongue lightly flicked her clit.

Olivia pressed herself against the shower wall, moaning. "Oh..."

Casey smirked, looking up at her. "What did you want again?" she asked, moving back to suck and bite before Olivia had a chance to answer.

"Y...you," Olivia said. "Everywhere..."

"Here?" Casey asked, pinching her nipple, then rolling it between two fingers as her tongue found Olivia's clit again.

"Case..." she moaned, pulling at her hair."W-will you...I-I know you're n-not p-proud of it, b-but c-can I s-see you d-dance?"

Casey stood up, wrapping her arms around Olivia's neck. "Dance how?"

Olivia's eyes closed as she moaned. "Whatever you feel comfortable with," she said, opening her eyes again.

Casey nodded, taking Olivia's hand as she began dancing. Casey placed Olivia's hand on her own chest as she pressed her back to Olivia, grinding down her body.

The detective moaned. Casey was an amazing dancer. But it was even better that she'd agreed to this, She ran her hands, casually, along her back, watching, her eyes fixated on her, the look of almost a hungry predator on her face. She didn't want to scare Casey, but she just couldn't look away.

Casey suddenly pressed Olivia against the shower wall with a passionate kiss.

Olivia wrapped her arms around her, kissing, hipping at her bottom lip.

Casey moaned, entering Olivia with her fingers.

Olivia moaned, kissing her deeply. "Mmmm, God. I love you."

Casey's tongue danced playfully in Olivia's mouth, moving her fingers faster.

Olivia spread her legs wider, moaning into her lips, beginning to grind against her hand.

Casey moved her thumb over Olivia's clit when she felt her grind, biting her shoulder.

Olivia moaned louder, laying her head on her shoulder.

Casey moved her fingers deeper, curling them. "I love you," she whispered.

Olivia pulled away from her shoulder. "I love you too," she said, grinding harder and harder against her, kissing her passionately.

"Come for me," Casey whispered, placing her knee between Olivia's legs.

Olivia kissed her deeper, riding her leg. "I want to..."

Casey smirked, moving her head downwards biting Olivia's breast.

Olivia squeezed her eyes shut and leaned her head into Casey. "C-Casey!" she screamed, muffled by the shower and Casey as she came.

Casey supported Olivia, kissing her gently, holding her close.

Once she got her bearings again, Olivia held on tightly to her, kissing her.

Casey pulled away slowly. "I need to check on Ben..."

Olivia nodded. "Want me to come with you?"

"No, sweetheart, you've already come," Casey smirked, stepping from the shower.

Olivia smiled. "I didn't mean it that way, but if you don't want me to check on him with you, I can just get dressed."

"I know you didn't." Casey leant in and kissed her gently. "Get dressed."

Olivia nodded, shutting off the water and stepping out to dry off before pulling some clean clothes on, hugging Casey, patting her stomach with a feather touch.

Casey smiled, looking down at Olivia's hand. "Our girl," she smiled.

The detective smiled too. "Our baby girl with two mommies and not a care in the world."

Casey kissed Olivia's cheek. "Can you get me some pajamas and I'll sort Ben."

Olivia nodded, digging through the dresser.

"Ben, baby, wake up," Casey said, shaking him gently.

Ben groaned, looking into her eyes. "Hi Mommy."

Two minutes later, the detective walked out. "They're on the bed."

"Thanks," Casey smiled, "I'm going to get Ben some medicine. He's got a fever."

"Aww. Here, I'll sit with him. Come here, bud," Olivia said, sitting on his other side.

He cuddled into Olivia's side wearily as Casey disappeared.

Olivia kissed his head, cuddling him close. "Mommy will be right back."

"Sleepy," he yawned as Casey returned, now changed with a bottle of medicine in hand. She poured out a measure and held it out to him. "Take this."

He wrinkled his nose. "Mommy!" he whined, pushing it away and burying into Olivia.

"You have to take it, Ben. Please?" Casey pleaded, kneeling at the foot of the sofa.

He pulled away from Olivia a little bit.

Olivia took the cup from her. "Here, you sit up and I'll help you while Mommy gets some water to wash down the taste, ok?"

He nodded.

Casey stood with a sigh, walking into the kitchen.

Olivia held the medicine to his lips. "Come on. It'll make you feel better."

"What do I get if I take it?"

"Hmmm. What do you want?"

"A new dinosaur," he said, picking up a magazine, "this one."

Olivia sighed. "All right, ok. If you take your medicine, I'll try to find it."

He grinned, quickly taking the medicine cup from Olivia downing it as Casey returned with a glass of water, kissing his forehead. "Good boy."

Olivia smiled, ruffling his hair. "Do we have any soup?"

"I'll make some," Casey replied, leaving the room once more, putting the soup on the stove ten minutes later, sighing again. Why did she feel jealous?

Olivia made Ben a bed on the couch, tucking him in and walking into the kitchen. She wrapped her arms around Casey. "Are you ok?"

Casey nodded. "Just not used to him wanting anyone but me when he's ill. Even when he's at my parents, he makes then call me at two am and I drive all the way out there."

Olivia nodded. "Casey, he wants you. You're still his favorite person. You're just not used to sharing him. I offered to help while you cooked. It'll be fine."

"I've never... had him around anyone else before. Didn't want him to get attached to someone if I thought they were going to leave. Couldn't face it if they hurt him by getting close then disappearing."

Olivia turned her around, hugging her tightly. "But I'm not going to leave. I'm staying right here with the two of you."

"I know. I wouldn't have let you meet him if I thought otherwise. That's why I'm not used to sharing."

The detective nodded. "It's ok. It makes sense. If someone leaves you, they leave him too."

Casey nodded, kissing her softly, pulling away to turn off the stove and place some in a bowl. "You want to take it to him?"

Olivia shook her head. "I'll get my own."

Casey nodded, taking the soup through. "Here, sit up and eat this."

Ben sat up, taking bowl from her. "Yummy! Thank you, Mommy!" he said smiling as Olivia walked out with two more bowls, setting them on the coffee table.

"You're welcome," Casey smiled. "Can I sit?"

Olivia and Ben nodded as the detective sat on the couch. "Go ahead."

Casey smiled, pulling Ben gently against her as he ate, not touching her own.

Olivia slowly ate her soup until the bowl was empty, then she set it down, picking up Casey's. "Do I have to feed you?"

Casey took a few mouthfuls then shook her head when Olivia offered her more.

Olivia set the bowl down, holding them both. "Feeling better, Ben?"

Ben nodded, yawning.

"Come on then, Mister. Time for sleep," Casey said.

Olivia stood. "I'll set these in the sink," she said, picking up the dishes.

Casey pulled a picture from her pocket. "Sleep with this. It's a picture of your sister," she said, watching his reaction as she tucked him in.

He smiled, holding it gently as he sat up to hug her. "I love you, Mommy."

Casey held him tightly. "I love you too. Hope you feel better in the morning. Come and wake me if you need me."

He nodded, snuggling under the covers.

Olivia walked by the room. "Goodnight Ben," she whispered.

"Don't I get a hug?" he asked quietly.

Casey placed a hand gently on her upper arm with a smile as she left the room.

Olivia smiled, walking over and hugging him gently, kissing his head. "Goodnight. Hope you feel better," she said, joining Casey in the hall.

Casey moved into Olivia's arms. "Sorry about the soup. This one has decided I don't like it right now."

Olivia sighed, holding her close. "What does she want?"

"Bed and cuddles with her Mama," Casey yawned.

Olivia smiled, walking back to their room and closing the door before going over to sit on the bed.

"Are you ok? Only you seemed a little distant earlier when I came back through from sleeping."

Olivia shook her head. "I'm fine."

Casey nodded, getting into bed slowly, pulling Olivia down to her. "Don't worry about me, either. I'll be hungry by morning."

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