I know I'm way over due… I've been out of town and it was really sudden. But I have a confession to make, even though you may hate me for this, I don't care. Okay here it goes… I think Jeff The Killer and Ben are pretty freaking awesome!

Okay but anyway…. Sorry if this chapters crap but my hand wont stop shaking… It's third person mostly today, Gomenasai. Oh yeah! I would like to thank KuudereKitty for the wonderful idea on the ending! Thanks Hannah~Chan! Okay… On with the story! There's gonna be one more chapter after this… But it's short, and It may suck a little because of how many tears will be on my keyboard. L I'm introducing an ending theme song! I DO NOT OWN THIS SONG! GeeHee! I love Picture Me Broken…

There must be something I could say

And if I never wake again

Remember me just as I'm Breathing before you

The same as all along…


Drocell walked slowly towards Ciel, and he let him examine his features, standing there as if he was already a doll. Now Sebastian wouldn't be able to keep him, Alois would, it would definitely piss him off and that was the best part.

Ciel sighed and Drocell stopped then looked at him with a confused look,

"Why did you come to me?"

He was a little shocked at his question, unsure how to answer, he just nodded and replied,

"Just sick of Sebastian, that's all."

He jerked his head down slightly in what Ciel figured was a nod. Drocell smiled and Ciel swore he could hear Alois making small noises as he shifted behind the door.

He just stood there staring at Ciel, much to his dismay, he knew Sebastian would find him soon and wanted the deed to be done by the time he did.

"Hurry up, damn it!"

"Alright, if you insist."

He took another step and Ciel closed his eyes gently. It was all over now…

I'll hold you from sorrow

It's better off this way

And if I die tomorrow

What of me follows you forever?

(Outside The Room)

"Hurry up, Drocell!"

Alois moaned as the doll shut the door, a small part of him was wondering why Ciel had come here, but more importantly, why he had agreed to this silly idea?

'Well at least Sebastian will suffer now!'

He giggled at the thought, then burst out into small fits of laughter,quieting before straining against the door, listening for sounds of pain or pleasure. All he could hear was Ciel's shouting and Drocell's constantly calm voice.

Bor-ing!

Giving up, he sat down in a small chair and stared at the dolls that were displayed in the window, letting his mind wander aimlessly...

'What would it be like to join them?'

'Can they see me?'

'Can they hear me?'

'Did they have homes?'

'Do their families miss them still?'

He shook his head violently, what did it matter? He didn't care, obviously. Why should he? Well, there was nothing that he could do now.

Alois walked back over to the door and listened again, he could only hear Drocell's voice now. Suddenly everything went silent for a moment, then Alois gasped, a loud crash sounding. He yanked on the door knob but it was locked.

"He better not break Ciel!"

Alois yelled sitting on the floor. Drocell was such a klutz, dropping things and tripping all the time!

Unforgiven sins

And all that lies beneath my skin

And all these things I never told you

(Sebastian's P.O.V.)

I went to go check on Ciel around two, but soon I discovered he was gone. Immediately I had rushed out of the mansion, giving specific instructions to Bard to stay put for the rest of the night.

My faced had turned a dark shade of red, and the rage practically poured out of me as I stormed down the streets of London. There was no way he would go back to Undertaker, so I had no idea where he was until I could practically feel his fear. Great, now he's in trouble.

I knew where he was instantly and I ran in the opposite direction.

That damn doll was at it again…

This time I wouldn't hesitate to kill him, Ciel would get punished as well. I chuckled lightly as the ideas formed in my mind of exactly how I would do so...

Finally I arrived at his shop, deciding not to use the door I jumped on top of the roof, crashing through the weak wood accidentally. As I brushed myself off Drocell tried to lunge at me, I quickly sidestepped his attack and gave him an unpleasant look.

My eyes widened as I saw Ciel standing there, stiff as a board, but my rage turned to Drocell as he knocked me down. If he wanted a fight he would have to look elsewhere.

I felt like screaming at Ciel as I heard Alois shout something from the other side of a door in the corner. How much trouble can you get into in one night?!

Walking over to Ciel I muttered a few choice words a butler should never say, and I picked him up gently but Drocell screamed at me and I was knocked down yet again. Drocell jumped off me then stared for a minute before saying

"It's too late now. He's almost complete! It's over!"

He laughed and I just stared at Ciel, dumbfounded, it can't be over… Not yet anyway.

"You can't save him now. It's exactly what he wanted you know?"

He smirked and I clenched my fists. I wouldn't let anyone have him! Not Alois, nor Drocell. Nobody.

I would find a way to get him out of this mess. I would never give up! No matter what…

"I can't lose him..."

"You already have, Sebastian!"

"No."

"I'll give you his soul if you still want it…"

"It's still mine!"

"No, it's his."

"I won't."

"Fine, let it rot."

"Alright, fine!"

I jumped through the hole I had made in the ceiling, I had a tear escape the corner of my eye. What was wrong with me?! Demons don't cry…


There must be something I could say

And if I never wake again

Remember me just as I'm breathing before you

The same as all along

I took him back to the mansion, Finny, Mey-Rin and Bard crowding around me. I just snapped at them and went on my way, up towards Ciel's room.

Once we had arrived I opened the door and set him down on the bed. This time I had no choice but to do it… I bent down near him his eyes were closed and he looked weak but peaceful. Suddenly his eyes shot open and I let out a sigh of relief…

Here I am in color

No lust or glamour or gold

I hope you remember me dressed in shadows

Black and White to flatter the faulted soul

You never witnessed me unfold

All these things I never told you…

(Back to third person)

Ciel's eyes fluttered open slowly and Sebastian looked relieved, but he closed them a moment afterwards, mumbling to himself and then Sebastian,

"Go. Away."

"No."

He sat next to him, a worried expression now on his face and a disgusted one on Ciel's.

"Can you move?"

"No…"

He struggled to turn his head even the slightest. Sebastian knew he would be stuck like this forever... So he leaned close to Ciel, inches from his face and whispered

"I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"Agni, not saving you in time, making you feel like I never loved you…"

"I never knew how you felt. I couldn't figure you out."

"I really am sorry."

"I know."

Sebastian bent down and kissed Ciel, holding him like a small child. This was it; he would finally get his soul. Even if he no longer wanted it...

He set Ciel's limp body down on the bed and walked out, trying hard not to hit something, he walked right out the mansion doors with no plans of returning there again, but as he walked a tear slipped out then another, soon they were falling down his cheeks but he never noticed and his expression never changed.

Sebastian left Ciel that day. He was and always will be the one that got away from a demon… From Sebastian...

There must be something I could say

And if I never wake again

Remember me just as I'm breathing before you

The same as all along

There must be something I could say!

And If I never wake again!

Remember me just as I'm breathing before you!

The same as all along!

The same as all along! (Repeats 6X)

I'm terrible I know but this was *Points finger at her face!* KuudereKitty's idea! Okay well I helped… I will be doing a small what happened afterwards to Sebastian thingy. I'll upload it in about a week or two… Three tops kay? I cried while writing this, just wanted to tell you in case you think I'm heartless. Alright, I love you guys! (Totally non-sexual way) And I really appreciate all of you reading! I wasn't even expecting ten reviews but over thirty! I mean for me that's huge! Thank you so much! All of you… Se you in a couple weeks! :)

~TK