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Author note: This woulsn'r be posible without the help of my beta, Iheartjensen or Ellie, thank you so much for helping me with this one, really apreciate it! Chapter 4

Betrayal

The next day Sam looked for Julie but she was gone. Ellen told him she was coming back tonight, so he shouldn't worry. They went to check some lead for a case and came back pretty late. They had some conversation and then went to sleep, like the previous nights, Sam couldn't sleep and today it was worst because he was worried about Julie. He heard some noise and got up to find a very drunk Julie coming into the Road House. She was almost falling, he ran and helped her. Julie looked up and when she saw who was holding her, the liquor in her system spoke before she could even think about it.

"Get the hell away from me" Julie shouted falling on the ground along with Sam. Sam knew she was fighting because of her state; he had done it with dean, when they were investigating that hunted hotel. He gently brushed the hair out of her face and told her it was okay, she could trust him, Julie didn't know what the hell made her do what she did but feeling broken and alone, she leaned forward and her lips brushed against Sam's. Sam wanted to push her away knowing she was only drunk, but the softness of her lips and the fact that he actually liked this girl, didn't let him, he placed a hand on the back on her head and kissed her slowly, Julie in the middle of her drunkenness, gasped and parted her lips allowing Sam to dip his tongue inside and cares every inch of her mouth. From sweet the kiss turned into passionate.

She wrapped her arms around his neck and he brought her body closer, kissing her with all he had, her taste was intoxicating and not only because of the alcohol, it was her essence what made his head spin. She was licking, sucking and biting, caressing her tongue with his and running her hands through his hair, she wanted all of him; it was almost like something was pulling them together. They were full on making out and Sam hands were caressing her sides and sucking on her lips when the sound of someone clearing his throat made them separate. Dean had come out to look for Sam only to find him devouring Julie's lips in the middle of the bar. He was speechless; the girl had rejected him because she wanted his baby brother. This was unbelievable, he was going to ask for details later, because Sam was completely flushed and his eyes were kind of lost, so that had to be an amazing kiss.

Julie was slightly trembling, flushed and very warm; her heart was beating so fast that she could hear it. But the moment she opened her eyes and saw Sam, tears came to her eyes and she covered her mouth, she got up with difficulty, but she needed to get away. She headed to her room ignoring Sam screaming her name and telling her to stop. She crashed in her bed, crying so hard and feeling terrible for betraying her dad like that, she had kissed her father's killer and that was something she would never forgive herself for.

She couldn't stay in the bed, because the kiss kept repeating itself in her mind, to the point where she got up and emptied al the contents of her stomach in the toilet. No matter how much she let out, his taste and the feel of his lips was still present, she wanted to wash it away and forget it ever happened, because what hurt her the most was that she had actually liked it.

Sam was in his bed, staring at the ceiling and touching his lips, for the first time since Jessica he had felt something, her lips had awakened things in him, he thought were dead. He didn't want to loose her, he knew for some reason she was scared but he was going to convince her that this was not a bad thing; he was tired of being alone. Dean noticed his brother lost in thought and touching his lips.

""She is one hell of a kisser, huh?" dean asked, smiling.

"You have no idea" Sam replied, not even looking at his brother. Dean laughed out loud and closed his eyes, thinking this was good for Sam, he needed someone. Sam closed his eyes and slept pretty well with no nightmares. Julie woke up in the floor of the bathroom, feeling terrible, she got up and turned the shower on, she took all of her clothes and got under the water, the memories of the previous night still fresh in her mind, she fell to the floor, crying, bringing her knees to her chest and hiding her face in shame.

After that shower, she got dressed and decided she needed to put some space between her and Sam, she needed mark. Sam woke up and went to check her room, but it was empty, he thought I'll se her later. Dean was screaming for him, because they had to leave for the job, Sam was irritated but obeyed and went with him. Julie found mark and told him she couldn't do this alone, and mark felt quite good knowing she was asking for his help. They arrived at the road house and waited for a while, Julie was drinking a beer and not really paying attention to what mark was saying, she didn't even react when mark leaned over and kissed her, she did responded but felt nothing with the kiss, until she hear Ellen saying hi to Sam and dean. She pulled away and turned to look at them, dean was shaking his head and Sam looked hurt and pissed.

'He can't actually have feelings for me' Julie thought and simply smiled. Dean walked to where they were and introduced himself to the man. Learned his name was mark and that he was a very good friend of Julie. Sam excused himself and left for his room. He lay in his bed and kicked himself for being that stupid and believing that she actually cared. 'That's what happens when you let your guard down' he thought. Julie finished her beer and headed to her room with mark. They lay on the bed and mark tried kissing her but she told him she wasn't in the mood for that. Mark said fine and closed his eyes.

After a while he was sound asleep, Julie couldn't stay in the bed so she got up and went to the bar. She was facing the door thinking of how much her life had changed in the last week. Sam got up and went to get a glass of water, when he saw Julie standing in the middle of the bar. He approached her until he was standing behind him.

"Can't sleep again" San whispered in her ear. Julie turned around and faced him. Her eyes were cold but somewhere dip inside Sam knew she had an idea what her little display of affection had caused him.

"Listen Sam, what happened between us was a mistake, I was too drunk" Julie told him, trying to sound convincing.

"Is that right, a mistake well let's test the theory of yours" Sam told her, he was sick of playing it safe and always getting screwed over it. He pulled her body to his and crashed his lips on hers in a bruising kiss meant to show her how hurt he was. Julie tried to push him away and detach her mouth form his, but he just pulled her harder against him guiding her to the nearest wall, she tried hitting him with her hands but he grabbed them placing them above her head, still kissing her. Julie was getting seriously affected by the kiss to the point where her struggling stopped and she gave in. Tilting her head back and kissing him back. Sam only had one hand free, so he used it to cares her waist and thigh, making sure she couldn't move, he poured all he had inside in to that kiss, still thinking deep inside she was still fighting him, but the moment and moan escaped her throat he knew she had given up. Julie wanted to take it back, damn her body, for betraying her like this, but it felt really good, to be held and kissed like this. Sam did everything to keep her where she was, from licking her lips, to biting them, sucking them and slightly moving his hand under her shirt caressing her skin. He didn't want to stop for nothing, he knew anyone could walk on them but right now, her warm body close to his, the softness of her lips and her intoxicating taste was all it mattered.

Mark couldn't believe what he as seeing, Julie making out with her father's killer.

"You fucking traitorous bitch" Mark whispered, turning around and leaving them alone.

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