Disclaimer: I don't own supernatural, sam or dean, but the other original ones yes.

Author note: This woulsn'r be posible without the help of my beta, Iheartjensen or Ellie, thank you so much for helping me with this one, really apreciate it! Chapter 5. Sorry for the delay but my mother passed away, hope you enjoy it!

Tears and Pain

The images of the video started to replay themselves on her mind, she got so angry with herself and with this idiot, that when she realized his hold on her arms had gone soft, she grabbed his arm and twisted it around, making him pull away and scream in pain, she threw a kick to his lower back sending him face first into a bunch of tables. Sam reacted fast and got up, he thought she was probably just pissed but when he received a kick to his stomach when he tried to approach her, it was obvious this girl wasn't playing. He tried blocking her punches, but she was a good fighter.

"That's enough Julie," Sam shouted, trying to block a kick to his face. Her eyes were completely cold and he couldn't understand why he sensed so much hate coming from this girl.

"Enough will be when you are dead," Julie replied, attacking him with force, sending them both crashing into a few chairs.

They rolled on the ground and Sam unintentionally got a few hits on her. She wiped the blood from her lips and spit the rest. The fight was strong, hard and loud, which managed to wake up the entire road house. They all came into the bar and found these two tearing each other apart. Dean tried to kick Julie so she would leave Sam alone, but he ended up being knocked to the ground by her. Mark approached him and explained that Julie was professionally trained and she was used to taking on multiple opponents. Dean tried again, but Sam's voice stopped him. He couldn't believe his brother was telling him not to hurt her. With the way they were going, they were going to need a hospital soon. Mark felt like an idiot for assuming the worst, Julie was still going with the plan.

The punches and kicks were direct and hard. They were both having a hard time standing. Mark told Dean they had to separate them; Dean told him he could get Sam, because he wasn't in the mood to get kicked by her again. Sam felt Dean's arms wrapped around him. He struggled but Dean kept a strong grip on his body. Mark did the same with Julie, except for the part where Julie did hurt Mark. She was burning and completely lost, all she wanted was to beat Sam to death and she couldn't understand why someone was stopping her. Mark started whispering words in her ear telling her he was going to die, but not like this. It was going to be painful and slow; this made Julie calm down and start breathing slower. She finally got out of Mark's grip and headed for the door.

"Where are you going?" Mark shouted.

"None of your damn business," Julie replied walking away.

After she was gone, Sam was released, but he also went towards the door. Dean asked the same question that Mark had asked and got the same reply. Dean just shook his head and noticed the mess they had created. Ellen realized how much she had to clean up, but what really worried her was that this girl was hurting and there was something very strange about her behavior towards Sam. She recognized the anger and pain but most of all the hate.

Julie didn't even remember how long it had taken her to get to this bar; she had gotten into her car and drove as fast as she could. The look on the bartender's face was enough to tell her she had consumed enough liquor. She had drowned shot after shot without even taking a moment to breathe and now she was starting to feel the effects of her actions. Her body ached and her lips stung whenever the alcohol touched it. It was the only visible hit on her face, the rest were bruises on her arms and stomach, but nothing compared to the pain inside her heart. She had lost complete control and all because of a stupid kiss, she needed to control her temper or she was going to get caught and her plan would fail.

She searched into her back pocket and got more money, she placed it on the table and looked directly into the bartender's eyes and then into the glass, the guy understood and served her more. She kept drinking until a hand on her shoulder made her turn around and look up into a very familiar pair of brown eyes. The guy was tall, had brown hair, brown eyes, and dressed in a blue shirt with a flannel one on top and blue jeans.

"Jake," Julie whispered.

Jake smiled and sat by her side, taking one of the shots and drowning it himself. He noticed the split lip and the tears in her eyes, he knew Julie wasn't the kind of girl to break down and cry for any reason. So he touched her lip gently and smiled at her. A single tear rolled down her cheek and Jake wiped it away. They got up and went outside, Jake had a room in a motel near by, he told Julie that she looked hurt and in need of someone to talk. Julie agreed and followed him to his room. They sat down with a couple of beers and Julie told him everything. Jake held her close and told her it was normal; there was so much anger inside her that needed to come out, whether it was in a punch or a kiss. She laughed and relaxed, after a few more beers Julie told him she needed a shower and went into the bathroom. Jake asked her if she wanted company and Julie smiled. He took of his shirt and went in with her. It wasn't the first time they had shared sex, Jake had lost his mother and stayed with his step father who always beat him, so he had become friends with Julie and shared her problems with her, which one night led them to share their first time together. The only difference Jake felt this time was the fact that Julie cried afterwards. He held her close and guided her to the room; he laid her down on the bed and wrapped his arms around her. She cried for a while and then fell asleep. Jake brushed her hair and kissed her forehead, maybe if he waited Julie would give him a chance to show her that love didn't mean pain.

Sam had taken Dean's car and followed the path Julie took, when he finally stopped he saw her coming out of a bar, with a guy, they looked comfortable, Sam felt jealousy rise within him, especially when the guy opened the door to his motel room and Julie went inside. Sam waited for a while and when he didn't see her come out he realized she was sleeping with him. He felt so angry and hurt; this girl was driving him mad and making him act in a way he had never behaved before. She was playing with his mind and his feelings, for the first time he was allowing someone in since Jessica and this was the way he was treated, Julie was the opposite of Jessica in every way. He wasn't going to let some girl screw him over, he had thought she could be the one but now it was obvious she was only playing him like a fool. He felt sad for betraying Jessica with someone who couldn't even compare to her; he turned the engine on and left.

When he arrived Dean screamed at him for taking his car, but Sam was done taking crap from people he stared at Dean in a way that made his brother back off. He went into his room and crashed in the bed. He wanted to sleep and forget about her, but her taste and scent was still in him.

Julie woke up feeling disoriented and very confused, her body ached and her head was pounding, she looked around and saw Jake, she smiled, he always made her feel safe and at some point she had fallen for him, but everyone she loved died so she wasn't about to put Jake in any danger. She allowed herself a moment to listen to his breathing and heart beat. She kissed his lips gently and attempted to get up, but he stopped her.

"Stay with me, at least until the morning," Jake whispered.

Julie closed her eyes and remembered how many times he had said the same words when they were kids; she turned around and kissed him getting back into the bed. He wrapped his arms around her and smiled. Soon they were both asleep.

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