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Author note: This woulsn'r be posible without the help of my beta, Iheartjensen or Ellie, thank you so much for helping me with this one, really apreciate it! Chapter 6.

Word that really hurt

Julie left after telling Jake she would call him, later, she headed back to the Road house, when she came inside, she found Ellen cleaning the tables.

"Hi child, welcome back," Ellen told her smiling.

"Listen whatever you spent to fix this place I'll give it to you, and I know you don't want anymore trouble, so I'll find a place to sleep tonight. Thanks for everything," Julie told her, turning around, but Ellen's voice stopped her.

"You are not the only woman who has ever taken her anger against this bar, trust me I understand you. Don't worry I have no problem with you staying here, why don't you go and get some rest, you look like you need it," Ellen explained laughing.

Julie smiled and headed for her room, but she bumped into Dean on the way there. She remembered what had happened, this guy wasn't guilty like his brother, and an apology seemed like a good idea.

"Hey sorry about hitting you last night," Julie told him. Dean stopped and looked at her.

"I'm fine; it's Sam who you should be apologizing. I mean he got hurt pretty bad and you're messing with his head," Dean explained, running his hand through his hair.

"Well you have nothing to worry about anymore; I'm planning on staying away from your brother for good, see ya." Julie replied and left.

She entered her room and started getting some clothes out of her bag when Sam came in. She looked up and took a deep breath, she didn't want to see him, especially now.

"What can I do for you, Sam?" Julie asked.

"Just a quick question, do you beat up every guy who kisses you, because you didn't beat up Mark or that guy you hooked up with last night," Sam told her, she felt anger rising inside of her, when his words made her realize something.

"Who the hell do you think you are to be following me?" Julie asked, walking closer to him.

"You were pissed and I was worried that you would have an accident," Sam replied, looking at her.

"I don't need a babysitter okay, so from now on mind your own damn business," Julie told him. Sam turned around and took a deep breath before talking again.

"You know, since my girlfriend died, I had never allowed myself to care for someone, but I actually thought about having a relationship with you. She was so nice, tender, beautiful, and gentle and now I feel like I betrayed her and the worst part is that I did it with someone like you." Sam explained.

"What does that mean?" Julie asked, understanding where Sam was going with this.

"Well let's face it Julie, you are a bit of a mess and you don't have a problem with going to bed with every guy you meet, without caring about what happens afterwards." Sam replied, but immediately regretted his words. Julie laughed and felt hurt.

"Wow Sam that is the nicest way anyone has ever called me a whore, the use of words and the explanation of my behavior, impressive, great work" Julie told him, turning around and walking to her bed. A tear rolled down her cheek, somehow his words had really affected her.

"Now if you're done insulting me, I think it's time for you to leave." Julie told him, trying not to sound broken.

"Julie, I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that," Sam tried apologizing but Julie stopped him.

"Now Sam, after one brilliant insult you should leave, I mean taking it back makes you look weak, and we both know you meant every word. So do us both a favor and get the hell out of this room," Julie told him.

He wanted to go to her, but instead he just left. He had done enough. Once the door closed, Julie allowed herself to really cry. Man her dad would be so proud that his little girl turned out to be a complete whore. Sam sat down beside Dean and sighed.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" Dean asked.

"I think I made things worst with Julie," Sam replied.

"What do you mean?" Dean asked.

"Long story short, he called her a whore," Jo replied. Sam looked at her wondering how did she knew.

"You did what?" Dean asked, surprised.

"It wasn't like that," Sam tried to explain.

"Sam, I was there I heard it. You called her a whore and even if you think Julie has no feelings your words really hurt her," Jo explained.

Sam chose to stay quiet and Dean kept drinking his beer. They had been there for a while and hunters were starting to show up, that's when Sam saw Julie coming out, there was this guy with dark brown hair and brown eyes, probably a hunter he came up to her and asked if she wanted to play some pool. Sam stared at Julie and she noticed, she told the guy she would be there in a minute and then approached Sam.

"Is okay Sam; I'll make sure I have sex with him tonight, because in your opinion that is what I do right? Bang every guy I meet, oh and don't worry I know your brother is off limits, but every other guy in this place is fair game. Damn, it looks like I'm going to have a very busy week, there are so many. Maybe I can have three in one night, that way I'll be able to do them all, what do you think? Does that work for you?" Julie told him then walked away to join that guy.

Sam placed his face on his hands, he had really screwed up, Dean realized Julie was hurt and the way she had spoken was the biggest proof of it. He placed his hand on Sam's shoulder and shook his head. Sam got up and left the bar. Julie was playing with the hunter but deep inside, she kept realizing that her behavior was wrong, she was acting out of pain, instead of feeling she wanted to forget, avoid the reality that only person in the world who she really loved was gone and that no matter what she was never going to see him, talk to him or be able to tell him how grateful she was for the way he had raised her and loved her. This had to stop before it was too late. Sam didn't seem like a killer, there had to be an explanation and she was going to find it, maybe asking around or trying to talk to Ellen about it. The guy kept talking but she wasn't listening, she noticed Sam coming back into the bar and telling Dean about a case, they said goodbye and left, she wanted to see them in action, so she told the hunter, that she had work to do and left after them.

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