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Author note: This woulsn'r be posible without the help of my beta, Iheartjensen or Ellie, thank you so much for helping me with this one, really apreciate it! Chapter 7.

Feelings and Truth are Exposed

Julie got in her car and followed the Impala, she was careful not to get noticed. She waited for them to get out of the car and go into the house. She got out and saw how the windows were breaking and there was so much noise coming from the house. She figured it was one pissed off spirit. She went closer and saw Dean being thrown against a wall. Sam was looking for something, she knew it was probably the remains of the spirit so he could salt and burn them. But apparently the spirit knew it too because it threw Sam against a wall and Julie didn't understood why her heart stopped for a moment, when she saw this.

She saw Sam getting up and released a deep breath, and then he finally found the remains. When he was salting and burning them, the spirit threw Dean out of a window and some of the ceiling fell on top of Sam. Julie ran to the door and saw Dean getting up.

"What the hell are you doing here?" Dean asked but stopped when he saw Sam trapped, he tried to run but the fall had really hurt him.

"Stay I'll help him" Julie told Dean.

"Don't let him die" Dean shouted.

But Julie didn't reply, she went inside and started to look for Sam. She was lifting pieces of wood looking for him; she shook her head, this would be the perfect opportunity to let him die but something didn't let her. She finally found him and he was pretty hurt.

"Sam, wake up. Sam it's me Julie, come on open your eyes, please, Sam. Damn it, open your eyes." Julie kept telling him and brushing the dust and hair out of his face.

Sam finally opened his eyes and looked at her, "Julie what are you doing here?"

He coughed and winced. Julie got worried, he could have internal bleeding.

"Are you hurt, do you feel any pain in your body," Julie asked, running her hand over his body to search for blood.

"No just a headache," Sam replied noticing her concern.

"Can you move, because this place could fall on us any minute," Julie told him trying to get him up.

Sam nodded and got up, it was hard, his whole body hurt but she was holding him. They walked to the door as Dean was coming inside.

"You are so stubborn, I told you I was going to get him," Julie told Dean helping Sam sit on the ground.

"Honestly I was afraid you wouldn't help him," Dean told her while checking on Sam.

"Nice, so Sam thinks I'm a whore and you think I'm a killer, well I think you don't need me here anymore," Julie told them, she turned around and left.

She didn't need this, she heard Sam shouting her name but she kept walking. She got in her car and left. She needed to sleep, she was tired and now in need of a shower. Sam glared at his brother and shook his head.

"Sorry, I was just been honest," Dean told Sam.

Sam tried to get up and Dean helped him, "Where are you going?"

"To find her and apologize. She just saved my life, Dean." Sam told him.

Dean got him up and took him to the car; he drove back to the Roadhouse. Julie had arrived and taken a shower. She was ready to go to bed, when there was a knock on her door. She moved to opened it and found Sam standing there.

"Can I help you Sam?" Julie asked him.

Sam smiled and took a deep breath, "Can I come in? I need to talk to you."

Julie moved so he could go inside; they sat on the bed and she waited.

"I'm sorry for insulting you and making you feel bad, I wanted to thank you for saving my life and tell you that the reason why I acted that way was because I really liked you and I got jealous," Sam explained, looking at her.

"I like you too," Julie whispered, but covered her mouth immediately wanting to take the words back.

She looked up and wanted to run but Sam stopped her. He leaned closer and pressed his lips against hers, giving her time to hit him if she wanted. Julie was tired of fighting, she liked him and even though this was a betrayal to her father she wanted to be with Sam. She kissed him back and it was gentle and tender not demanding and desperate. They kissed for a while just enjoying themselves. They broke the kiss and Sam pressed his forehead against hers.

"That was better that the previous kisses," Sam whispered.

"Yeah and no violence this time," Julie replied laughing.

Sam smiled and brushed his hand on her face.

"Have you ever done something you regret so bad but had no control over it?" Julie asked him, trying to explain her behavior.

"Yeah, I got possessed a few weeks ago and did some terrible things; the worst was killing a hunter and not being able to stop my body from doing it. I wanted to scream and save him but I had no control. I felt so guilty and ashamed after it happened I even shot my brother while the demon was inside me, if I hadn't been stopped I would have killed him," Sam explained.

Julie got up and turned around facing the window, the tears started rolling down her face. He got up and went to her; he held her and felt bad.

"You probably want to run and never see me again, I know I'm a mess and If I could take it back I would, I keep thinking of his family and what they are going through and it makes me feel miserable," Sam told her.

She felt horrible for thinking the worst of him, he wasn't guilty, and he had no control over what happened to him. She wrapped her arms around him and cried, feeling like the biggest bitch ever. She had judged him without letting him explain. Sam held her and allowed her to cry. She looked up and kissed him.

"I'm sorry that happened it must be hard not been able to control your own body," Julie told him, she felt like shit.

Sam smiled and kissed her softly, "It's okay, I'm just glad you aren't blaming me or accusing me," Sam told her.

Julie smiled, 'Oh God Sam if you only knew' she thought but instead kissed him.

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