Chloe's eyes weren't straying from Becca's. Both girls were still trying to catch their breaths, Becca was resisting the urge to lift her hand up to the red heads face, and run her thumb over her voluptuous lips.

"I ah…my god" Chloe chocked out, Becca wasn't sure if Chloe was still processing what was happening or if the realisation of what they done just hit her. Chloe took a tiny step back, as her eyes were shooting from Becca's eyes to the door.

Is she just gonna bail?

"Chlo…" Becca reached up to grab Chloe's hand, she could tell the red head was battling internally with herself.

"We need to talk about what just happened, I need to know what you're thinking? Becca asked trying to tread carefully with Chloe.

She watched as Chloe swallowed and attempted to find her words

"I think…that was probably the most intense and amazing kiss I have ever experienced" Chloe spoke peering up at Becca.

The brunette couldn't help but grin at this, her stomach fluttered at the thought of Chloe confirming exactly how she felt.

"But…" The red head continued, her eyes changed dramatically the intensity had gone and was replaced by fear.

"I also think I'm engaged, I just cheated and I can't do this right now Becca" Chloe stepped backwards and faced the door before heading towards it.

"Woah! Hang on a minute how the hell did this just do a one eighty?" Becca was trying to understand how her stomach had just been fluttering from the red heads previous words, to dropping from how she finished them.

"Becca please don't do this" Chloe pleaded as she walked even further towards the door.

The brunette began to follow her as she replied "No YOU don't do this, are you really just gonna fucking leave it like this?" Becca was now begging for her not to walk away.

Not like this

"I…I'm sorry" the red head stuttered out, with that she left the rest room.

Becca stood in the same spot staring at the door Chloe just walked out of, she didn't know which emotion to feel first as she battled to hold the tears back.

Get me a fucking drink

After a few minutes passed by, Becca summoned the courage to walk out there and find Amber. She wasn't going to let the red head break her, not tonight at least.

As Becca powered through the restroom door she quickly scanned around, frantically trying to locate her blonde companion.

Walking through the crowd she eventually spotted Amber, she was stood at a table glancing around the area while sipping her drink. Spotting Becca she quickly waved her over.

"And where have you been Miss Mitchell?" Amber questioned her, narrowing her eyes as she tried to study the small brunette.

"I told you, needed the restroom. Come on let's get some shots in" Becca suggested as she grabbed the blondes hand and led her to the bar.

"Glad you're in more of a party mood! Plus no angry ginger will be coming over to scream at us" Amber laughed as she took her two shots, cringing as they hit the back of her throat.

Becca frowned at the blondes words "Huh what do you mean by that?"

"Well I just seen her take off with that dude, looked like they were in a hurry" Amber observed.

Becca's heart sank upon hearing Amber's words, she could just visualise it. Chloe walking out of the rest room, leaving Becca alone to go over to Tom. Running out of the bar holding hands, all loved up. The flashes of visions were making Becca feel more and more hurt and angry.

She quickly swiped the shot glasses off the bar and downed both of them within seconds. She then beckoned over the bartender and ordered another four.

After a couple of hours drinking and dancing, Becca was well and truly wasted.

"Come onnnn little Becs let's get you home" Amber said as she tried to carry Becca but almost stumbling herself.

"Heyyyy I…I am not short okay? Well I am but it's cos you're soooo tall, you're like a tree. Minus the leaves" Becca slurred as the two women made their way to the nearest cab.

Both women drunkenly got in to the cab as Amber spoke

"Hey, we're making two stops, first one is"

"No we're just making the one stop actually kind sir" Becca interrupted the blonde as she was about to give Becca's and her address.

Amber looked over to Becca, grinning at the brunettes suggestion.

"Right, this is only because I wanna make sure you get home safe and in to bed okay?" Amber replied, Becca nodded as the cab pulled out and made its way to Becca's apartment.

The two girls staggered up the stairs heading towards Becca's front door, both women giggling at how wasted they were.

Becca finally managed to open the door as the two women made their way in, the brunette discarded her keys on to her worktop as she placed her jacket on a chair.

Turning round to Amber, she noticed the blonde was preoccupied by something, Becca strode over to where Amber was.

"Hey what you…" Becca paused as she tried to adjust her drunk eyes on to what the blonde was doing.

Holy shit I'm so wasted

Becca then realised what the blonde had in her hand, it was the picture frame with the photo of Amber still in it.

Amber turned around with the frame still in her hand and looked up at the brunette, Becca was sure she could see her eyes glistening with tears.

"You…you still have this? I mean you still have it up?" Amber asked more as a question than a statement.

Becca tried to think her words through properly before saying them, she knew alcohol always clouded her judgement.

"Well yeah…for a few reasons really. Main one being I'm not ashamed of my past" Becca shrugged as she looked down to the floor before continuing.

"No matter how much it hurt" the brunettes words obviously had an effect on the blonde as she placed the frame down back in its place and she walked over slowly to Becca.

She raised her hand to Becca's face, stroking her cheek while she surveyed the brunettes face. Amber's hand then stopped moving, she was no cupping Becca's face as both girls stood in silence staring at each other.

Before Becca could comprehend what was happening, Amber swooped in and locked her lips on to Becca's. Being so drunk Becca didn't actually register what was happening for a good 10 seconds.

When the brunette did finally realise, she surprised herself by not stopping the kiss. But deepening it and causing the blonde to moan in to her mouth.

The two women were now in a heated kiss both battling for dominance, there was no soft kisses involved or sweet caresses. Still not releasing each other the girls continued kissing as they made their way through Becca's apartment. Knocking over a lampshade as they made their way to Becca's bedroom.

Amber guided Becca backwards on to her bed, as she climbed on to the brunettes lap pushing Becca down so she could attach her neck with kisses and bites.

Becca was totally lost in the moment, she knew it was wrong but it felt so good and was such a good distraction from

Chloe

That's all it took for Becca to suddenly sober up,

What the fuck am I doing, Becca get up leave now

Becca couldn't help but feel turned on as she witnessed Amber take her top off over head and discard it on the other side of the room. Becca's eyes followed her top as it shot through the air. It landed directly on top of a hoodie, but not just any hoodie it was the red heads.

Becca's head suddenly came in to play as she grabbed the blonde's hands to stop her from unbuttoning Becca's jeans.

"Hang on stop" Becca spoke inbetween their kisses as she sat up, edging Amber off her lap on to the bed next to her.

"We can't do this…I can't do this" Becca spoke out as she looked to the blonde, hoping her words wouldn't anger her.

Amber's eyebrows rose up along with her eyes, almost in a defeatist attitude.

"It's the ginger isn't it?" Amber spoke softly to Becca, the brunette really did see a change in the Amber she used to know, from the one sitting in front of her now.

"Yes it is. Not only that though, Amber you broke me. Not just my heart but me, because of what you did to me I still have trust issues. I push people away and make shitty sarcastic comments all the time. We had some amazing times together but…it's the past yano?" Becca was impressed at how well this was coming out seen as she was so drunk.

Amber nodded her head lightly as she walked over to the corner to retrieve her top and put it back on.

"I get it Becca, I do" Amber gave Becca a genuine smile which put her at ease following her speech to her.

"Well seen as sex is off the table how about a little bit of a cuddle huh?" Amber playfully winked at her and nudged Becca's side.

Becca let out a laugh as she rolled her eyes

"Seen as it's you I guess so, keep your hands to yourself though Amby" Becca commanded.

"Awww Amby, you haven't called me that in years" Amber bounced over to the top of Becca's bed as she got under the covers. Becca followed her and wrapped her arm around the blondes waist.

Becca realised in that moment how over Amber she was, although she would always love the girl on some level she was no longer in love with her. This made her feelings for Chloe all the more intense.

Becca was brought out of her thoughts by a voice

"Yano…if ginge doesn't realise what she's got with you and makes the same mistake I did. I may have to go kick her ass for you DJ" Amber whispered as she was drifting off to sleep.

Becca smirked at the comment, her head couldn't cope with any more Chloe drama tonight. Now Becca just wanted to get some rest.

"I may hold you to that" Becca murmured as both girls dropped off to sleep.

Becca was first to wake in the morning, stretching her arm above her head that had been cradled around the blonde all night. She sat up and tried to ignore the pounding happening in her head.

Coffee…need coffee now

Becca gently shuffled out of bed and headed to her kitchen, she began to prepare her coffee and checked her phone.

2 missed calls Jesse

1 Text message Jesse

Although Becca would hate to admit it to herself, she was half expecting a text off Chloe. Anything. Something. Trying to ignore the feeling of disappointment she opened up Jesse's text to read it.

'Hey weirdo, sooo you're not answering your phone? Are u alive? Did Amber abduct u? I think she has…I'm coming to check x p.s. on my way over now'

Becca rolled her eyes as she finished reading the text message, the last thing Becca wanted right now was for Jesse to come over and add to her headache she already had.

Plus Amber and Jesse never get on, and Becca had a feeling Jesse would have a lot to say to the fact Amber slept over.

I'll wake her up with coffee and hopefully she is gone by the time Jesse gets here

Becca didn't even finish her thought before she heard a knocking on the door. Although the brunette couldn't face dealing with him right now she couldn't just ignore him.

She slowly made her way over to open the door, hand placed on her head to try and stop the pounding that was still happening in it.

"How fucking fas…" Becca stopped speaking as she realised it wasn't Jesse. It was a fresh faced ginger who had a serious look on her face.

"Morning Becca…" Chloe's voice seemed to trail off as she looked the brunette up and down, Becca was only wearing her top she wore last night and no pants having drunkenly discarding them.

"Um Hey, what are…what are you doing here?" Becca didn't mean for it to come out as blunt as it did, but she was genuinely confused why she was at her front door at 10am, without so much as a pre warning text.

"To see you obviously" Chloe replied, her cheerful tone was there but it was also covered by an apprehension behind it. Almost as if she feared Becca's reaction to anything she said.

Before Becca had a chance to reply with anything back a voice from behind Becca spoke

"I knew I could smell coffee! Remember when we drank about 2 litres each that time we stayed up and…" Amber abruptly stopped talking after realising her and Becca had company. Not just company but Chloe, who was now glaring at Amber up and down.

"Oh sorry, I…ahhhh I'm just gonna" Amber pointed towards Becca's bedroom as she walked back in with her coffee.

Becca was still turned round watching Amber awkwardly enter back in to her bedroom, the brunette was almost too scared to look back round at the red head. When she did she was met with piercing eyes.

"I'm such a fucking idiot" Chloe whispered to herself as she placed her hand on her forehead and shook it in disbelief.

"Hang on before you make assumptions, she just stopped the night. We didn't sleep together, w…well technically we did but not sexually" Becca was stumbling over her words, she could see the hurt and anger rise in Chloe's face.

"Is that why she is half naked prancing around your kitchen? I knew this was a mistake. I fucking knew it" Chloe bit out at the brunette, her fists were now clenched together.

"Right like I said…nothing like that happened, your choice if you believe me or not. Also without sounding like a bitch Chloe but what right do you actually have to judge anyway? You are engaged in case you forgot, of course you didn't forget though because you left with him last night didn't you. Leaving me feeling pretty much fucked off!" Becca retorted back at the red head.

Chloe opened her mouth then shut it quickly

"Actually yeah, you're right Becca, you are 100% right. I have no right at all. Do whatever you want, fuck whatever you want, because I'm done"

Chloe turned around about to walk off, Becca quickly reached for her arm causing the red head to spin round. The red head stared at her, awaiting for a sound…anything, any words to come out. But Becca just stood clinging on to her arm staring at her.

Come on speak, she's clearly here to talk so TALK. Fucking great Mitchell

A look of disappointment swept Chloe's face as she pulled her arm back from Becca's grasp.

"It's good to know the kiss meant nothing to you. Makes it easier" Chloe mumbled as she made her way out of the apartment building.

Becca was left stood staring at Chloe walking away again, before the brunette fathomed any effort to comprehend what to say. The red head was long gone, and Becca was left feeling shitty, angry and alone.