Ok. So I am still debating on the song XD I have gone through all the suggestions so now it is a matter of choosing which ones XD eheh!

Killing Loneliness

Chapter 14: You Saved Me

The penthouse seemed very quiet as Loki walked in. He looked around to find a mess of food littered around the home. Loki let out a small chuckle.

"Jarvis?" Loki questioned the system. "Where is Anthony?"

Jarvis seemed to have lightened up at the words. "Master Stark is present in the garage, Mr. Odinson. Do you want me to inform him of your presence?"

Loki opened his mouth, only to close it. "You do not need to bug him, Jarvis. I thank you for the consideration."

"It would appear to be too late. I have already informed Master Stark," Jarvis replied, almost in a smug tone.

Loki raised an eyebrow, "Then why did you inquire of me?"

"I felt it impolite to not ask." Jarvis seemed to have carried much of Tony's snark.

Loki then heard feet carrying the man up the stairs, towards the room in which he stood. Loki stiffened as the steps grew closer. The door swung open to find Tony covered in oil from his garage.

"Loki! You are back!" Tony gave Loki a beaming smile. Loki knew he did not deserve such a smile. "How was the trip to Asgard? Your brother still an arrogant prick?"

Loki cringed a bit, but replied, "Of course. He is my brother after all." Loki gave Tony his biggest smile.

Tony seemed to frown when he saw Loki's reaction. "Loki, is everything alright?"

Loki let his smile stay on his lips. "Yes. Everything is alright, why wouldn't it be?"

"You know, for the god of lies, you are pretty awful at it," Tony stated in a droning voice.

Loki furrowed his eyebrows. "What do you mean, Anthony?"

"When you lie," Tony paused, poking Loki on the nose, "you have a weird smile on your face." He stood watching Loki's expression some more. "And your eyes are not as bright as they normally are."

Loki gave a humorless laugh. "Out of all the years I have lived, not one person has ever noticed that." He looked away from the man. "No one has." He mumbled more to himself.

"Loki…? What is wrong?" Tony questioned him, studying the god.

"Anthony. If…. What if you had never met me at that party?" Loki questioned, still looking anywhere but the man in front of him.

Tony took a deep breath. "I don't know. Don't really want to think about it either." Loki felt Tony's eyes burning holes into his head.

"I did meet you, and you are now my best friend." Tony had grown a bit softer as he spoke. "I am glad I saw you across from that party."

"But what if-" Loki began to say once more.

"It didn't." Tony cut him off. Loki finally turned towards the man.

No longer did he hold the expression of someone who was always in power or someone who knew exactly what to say. Instead, it held one of complete sadness and confusion.

"Why am I so forgettable?" Loki questioned in the quietest voice Tony had ever heard him use.

"I remembered you," Tony stated.

"But no one else would have. I am always forgotten. Always left behind," Loki mumbled, trying to understand. "In Asgard, Thor always has the attention."

"Fuck Thor!" Tony shouted, causing Loki to jump. "If he has more people in Asgard rooting for him, screw them as well. They can't see what is standing right in front of them."

Loki seemed to be in thought about what Tony had just said.

"What the hell happened anyways?" Tony asked again, appearing to be aggravated.

Loki studied the mortal in front of him. "Thor is being crowned prince of Asgard. I only found out today. No one told me of the celebration until Thor asked the All-Father for help in preparation." Loki explained in a bland tone.

"Well the All-Daddy needs his eyes checked." Tony snorted glancing at Loki, "Thor is way too high and mighty."

Loki nodded in agreement slowly. "Indeed."

"If you need, I can go kick Thor's ass for you," Tony told him with a mischievous grin.

Loki took one look at Tony before laughing. He kept laughing, no longer able to stop himself. His laughter soon turned into hysteria. Tears streamed down the side of his face. Loki placed both his hands on his face and turned away from Tony to hide the shame of breaking down in such a way. It was then he felt a hand rest on his shoulder. Loki shoved it away on instinct.

"Loki." Tony whispered to the man.

"Don't touch me," Loki told him weakly.

Tony once more placed a hand on the god. He didn't move it until Loki turned to look at him. "I don't know what the laws are on Asgard, but I know they hurt you." Tony was looking straight at Loki. "Let me fix you."

Loki did something neither had been expecting. Loki brushed his lips against Tony's. Tony grabbed at Loki's shirt bringing him closer. Their tongues danced against one another's, both attempting to take lead. Loki soon found his back pressed into a wall, their mouths never leaving the other's warm lips.

Soon they both pulled back for air. Tony took a couple deep breaths, closing his eyes. Loki watched the man, before his own lips went back onto Tony.

"Stop," Tony said with his eyes still closed.

Loki paused a minute, before continuing to make his way down the man's neck.

"Loki. Stop." Tony said with more conviction this time.

"Why?" Loki pulled back, eyeing the man in front of him. "I thought you wanted this." Loki glared at the man. "It is just sex, nothing mo-"

"I don't want us to just be fuck buddies." Tony leered at the man in front of him. "If I wanted a quick fuck, I could have just gone outside."

"It isn't like you haven't had sex before, Anthony." Loki replied, a bit hurt by the actions. He did not understand why Tony was acting this way. After all, he believed Tony understood what he thought of sex, just a release, nothing more.

"I don't want it to just be sex," Tony finally said. "You don't understand, Loki." He eyed the god. "I like you too much just for you to be a pity fuck." Tony seemed disgusted at his own words.

Loki closed his eyes to consider Tony's words.

"Please." Loki's voice broke. "I need to feel wanted." Loki put his hand onto Tony's arm, squeezing it tightly.

It was then Tony's resistance fell. He leaned forward, placing his lips once more on to Loki's. It was not as aggressive as before, his lips molding around the god's. Slowly inching his hands down Loki's form, he motioned the man towards his room, his mouth never leaving the spot he had placed it.

Loki followed the man into the large bedroom, gripping onto Tony as if he were the last thing to grasp. Tony finally broke the kiss to stare right into Loki's lush green eyes that were now filled with nothing but lust.

Tony gave him a look of discouragement. "I still disagree with this." Tony took a breath. "But I don't want you to feel alone." Then Tony changed his expression to one of content. "As long as I am alive, you will never be alone."

Loki cut the man off with a coarse kiss. He could not help but feel his heart swell when Tony stated those words. At the same time, he did not deserve such devotion. Tony could have anyone he wanted, and ended up with a god that no one liked.

Loki was now dragging the man across the room towards the bed. Loki pulled Tony forward roughly, causing Tony to let out a moan. Tony's hands went up and grasped Loki's hair as he pulled it; he then began to trail kisses down the taller man's throat. The kisses soon changed to bites, as he sucked, leaving welts down the god's neck.

It was then that the back of Loki's knees hit the bed, causing him to fall backwards. Both men fell onto the mattress. Loki only grasped the man's shirt tighter, attempting to pull it up over the man's shoulders.

Tony groaned but lifted his arms, getting the shirt off in seconds, releasing his lips from skin only to get the shirt off. He then began to unbutton Loki's suit which he had worn every time he came to Earth. Tony kissed down his chest each time, using his experienced hands to slip his hands underneath the shirt.

Loki grunted when Tony placed a knee between his legs, resting it just below the god's crotch.

Once Tony was done unbuttoning the shirt, Loki took hold of his chin, forcing him to look up. Loki took his lips, placing them on his own once more, dragging him up.

Loki's hips thrust up towards Tony's, causing the man to let out another long moan into the kiss. Tony persistently worked Loki's shirt off. Loki shrugged the shirt off his shoulders. Tony pulled away from the lips his mouth had been attached to moments prior, going to the now exposed shoulders.

The god's hands went towards the button of Tony's pants. Tony grasped them before they made it to his belt, holding them above the trickster's head.

"Anthony," Loki growled in annoyance, but did not move his arms.

Tony moved his mouth away from the shoulder and peeked over to Loki's face. "If we continue doing this - ," a thrust of the hips, " - we do it my way." Tony gave him a playful smile, lust now completely clear in those dark brown eyes.

Loki started at those eyes for a moment before stating, "Stark, I would never allow su-" Loki was cut off when Tony's other hand grasped him through his pants. Loki let out a cry of pleasure.

"You were saying?" Tony said his grin still in place.

"Antho- OH." Loki's hips shifted as Tony's hands cupped him through the fabric, moving up and down slowly.

Tony couldn't help but chuckle a bit. His laugh came out longing and animalistic. "Still can't hear you, Loki."

Loki only lay there, glaring at the man in annoyance. Tony kissed him intently in response. Loki could feel his smile through the kiss.

Tony's hand fiddled with Loki's buckle, quickly taking it off, and pulled the pants down. Tony raised an eyebrow, "Really? I thought of you more as a briefs kinda guy. I guess I was wrong." Tony put a hand under the boxers which Loki wore, taking hold of his manhood.

"I shall make future reference for that during my dirty dreams." Tony winked at Loki who could barely concentrate due to the hand's movements, his hips moving to meet them.

"Anthony, I swear on the All-Father, - hahh - if you do not hurry this up, I will kill you myself," Loki finally managed to say through gasps of air.

"So grumpy." Tony began to kiss down the man's chest. "Seriously, if I were you I wouldn't be complaining."

Tony let go of Loki's arm which was still above his head, going to his own pants. He rubbed through them once, before going to his own belt. Loki's hands, no longer being held back, went and grasped Tony's hair, pulling the man closer.

Tony slipped out of his pants, keeping his lips placed on the task at hand. He pulled Loki's last remaining clothes down, away from his body.

Loki gasped once more, his hips still moving against Tony's hand. Tony took his hand away, leaning over towards the end table. Loki groaned in protest.

"One second, sweetheart." Tony grabbed a bottle of lube and a condom from his dresser.

Tony quickly put a little bit of lube on his fingers. He then began to trace Loki's back until they lay on his opening. Slowly he entered one finger, getting a moan of discomfort from Loki.

"Stark," Loki gasped out.

Tony moved his finger slowly in and out. "I got you," Tony whispered into his ear. He then added another finger, beginning to scissor them back and forth, loosening the entrance.

Loki attempted to sink the fingers deeper into himself. His hips moved of their own accord, moving up and down on the fingers.

Tony chuckled at Loki's enthusiasm. He entered the third finger, making it much tighter than the first two.

"Stark, just do it already," Loki said, getting impatient.

Tony grinned down at the god. "Only if you ask nicely."

Loki growled. "Tony, I am getting sick of this little game of yours."

"Good. Now you know how it feels to be on the receiving end of it." Tony joked before taking his fingers out of the man. He then placed a condom on his erection, covering it in lube. He then placed himself at Loki's entrance.

"You ready?" Tony asked, glancing down to the man.

Loki rolled his eyes, then instead of replying he brought Tony into another kiss. It was then Tony entered him, moving his hips gently. Loki bit down on Tony's lips as he entered.

Loki felt the pain and the pleasure course through him. Tony shifted in him, trying not to thrust into him. Tony took hold of the god's hips, moving back and forth slowly.

It wasn't long until Loki's own hips were trying to meet his own.

"Faster," Loki commanded.

Tony, following the orders, began to move in and out of Loki, trying to find his sweet spot. Loki cried out in pleasure when Tony finally hit it. Each time, he attempted to hit that one spot, causing Loki to groan.

Tony then took hold of Loki's manhood, going at the same rhythm as his thrust.

"Tony!" Loki came, crying out the name. Tony seemed to stop moving completely when he heard it. He looked down at Loki with a wide eyed look. He leaned down, kissing Loki hard. He then began to thrust once more. It wasn't long until he came himself.

Tony moved over so he lay next to Loki. He had the biggest grin on his face.

"So… I finally got you to say my name." Tony looked smug.

"Shut up, Stark," Loki said, closing his eyes, exhausted.

"Does that mean you will say it again?" Tony asked.

All Loki did was mumble something which Tony did not understand.

"Fine. Go to sleep. But this conversation isn't over," Tony told the god, who was now fast asleep.

THERE. You don't know how many messages I got asking, "So...smut?" HERE. HAVE YOUR SMUT. YES. I WANTED TO WAIT FOR MY SMUT CHAPTER SO IT WASN'T THE FIRST ONE. WHAT OF IT. The beginning of this chapter is actually the reason I wanted to write this story. I thought of the beginning of this chapter before thinking of all the other chapters and couldn't get it out of my head so...