So I got a review asking if this is going to be a Mer/Der or a Mer/Mark fic, and I'm not sure it might be a little of both. But it will turn into a Mer/Der. I only introduced Mark because I thought it would be an interesting twist to see if the "Dirty Mistresses" could have something. Not sure where I'm going with it, I'm not even sure if I like it enough yet, but this will defiantly be a Mer/Der story. I like really angsty stories and I enjoy writing them more, I'm not big on fluff but maybe a little at the end.
Mark and Meredith ended up back at Merediths place.
"Sexy blonde doctors" he stated as his hands reached out to grab Meredith's face and kiss her. It was a short peck but then Meredith pulled him back in for a deeper one.
"Dr. Grey" he said moaning as he began to kiss her deeper
"Meredith" she corrected smiling and kissing him more and more "We're not at the hospital, we're at my house, call me Meredith"
Meredith was on top of Mark kissing him passionately. Derek was far, far, far from her mind and all she felt was the buzz from the tequila and the taste of Mark's kiss.
"Maybe we should get a room" Mark teased
"We already have a room, this is my room and here you are and here I am" Meredith whispered. Mark leaned into to kiss her again, this time he pulled her shirt off when he did it and she giggled. She began to take his black sweater off when there was a knock at her door.
"I'm busy" she shouted
"Mer, there's someone here to see you" Izzie stated
"Tell them to come back later" Meredith protested and kissed Mark again giggling
"I think you might want to come out here Meredith" Izzie stated trying to hide the fact that she knew what Meredith was doing in the room with Mark.
"One second" she told Mark as she kissed his ear and his jaw and made her way back to his lips again
"Oh come on" he said pulling her back to him.
She jumped up and threw on her Dartmouth t-shirt
"Okay what is so important?" Meredith asked Izzie as she made her way downstairs
"McAss is here, I told him you couldn't talk right now but he insisted" Izzie said glaring at Derek
"Derek?" Meredith asked with her arms crossed annoyed
"Meredith" he said, he had the look, the Derek look; where his eyes were glazed over and twinkling, the look of absolute admiration.
"We should talk, we need to talk" Derek said coming into the house approaching her
"You're married, there's nothing to talk about"
"Meredith, I'm sorry. I should have told you, but there is more to the story. Let me explain"
"No, Derek, nothing you say makes up for the fact that you're married and you didn't tell me"
"She cheated on me, she cheated on me with my best friend, my very best friend Meredith, I left New York and I moved here. The second I caught her in bed with him it was over, and its still over, Meredith just" he trailed off as he took his hand and softly layed it on her cheek
Meredith began to lean her head in but stopped herself.
"What was I to you? Revenge?" Meredith asked her tone sharp
"You were a breath of fresh air, Addison and I's marriage was failing Meredith and I met you and you gave me hope, you are a breath of fresh air" he finished, his eyes gazing intently at hers.
She wanted to throw herself at him, she wanted nothing more than to kiss him and hold him and make love to him, but he was married and he didn't tell her.
"It's not enough for me" she stated
"When she came in with long legs and fabulous hair, and told me what you should have told me, it was over then, and its over now" Meredith stated. The look on Derek's face was the saddest look she had ever seen. He looked like a hurt puppy.
"You need to leave now Derek" Meredith stated
"Mer" he pleaded
"I just…I can't do this right now" Meredith said
"Okay" Derek said softly
"Okay" Meredith echoed
Derek turned and headed for the door before he turned back once more to look at her. He gently closed the door and left.
Mark came barreling down the stairs, wrapped his arms around her and gently kissed her neck
"Where were we?" he whispered in her ear, and she pinned him against the wall and kissed him
"Dirty" he stated with a smile and picked her up and carried her back up the stairs.
She needed this, she needed to forget Derek. Derek was married, Derek lied to her, and more importantly Derek's wife was here to fix things, and if Meredith knew one thing it was that she wasn't going to be the other women or the homewrecker.
Meredith woke up the next morning naked, hungover, and wrapped up in Mark
"Morning sexy blonde" he said as he kissed her mouth
"Morning" she said trying to fake enthusiasm
"I have work so um" Meredith trailed off
"You want me to leave" Mark answered a bit surprised. Usually it was him kicking the women out after their night together.
"Yeah, I have rounds and my resident, shes a Nazi" Meredith stated
"Oh yeah Seattle Grace, I have some business there today, so I'll see you there" he said as he kissed Meredith passionately one last time. He stood up stark naked and looked around for his clothes.
"Business?" Meredith asked with a laugh
"Business" he said seductively moving his eyebrows up and down
"You don't have any secret wives do you?" Meredith asked, now getting scared that a repeat of what happened with Derek would happen again.
At this Mark just threw his head back and laughed hysterically.
"Okay, well see you around" Meredith said as she headed out to take a shower.
"See ya" Mark said with a wink.
Back at the hospital Bailey entered the locker room
"Dr. Grey" Bailey stormed which caused Meredith to jump
"Do I need to be worried about you, are you doing okay" Bailey stated emphasizing each word. Very annoyed and in usual Bailey manner. The Chief decided to make them take classes on how to relate and deal with their interns. He said if she wanted to be chief resident she needed a bit more empathy and for the interns not to be so scared of her
"Yeah, I'm fine" Meredith answered.
Bailey rolled her eyes "You're with Shepard today"
"In neuro?" Meredith asked confused, she was told she would be on Addisons service all week.
"Did I stutter" Bailey asked annoyed.
With that Meredith took off to work with Derek.
"Dr. Grey" Sloan said as she passed him
He leaned in for a kiss. Quickly Meredith pulled him into an on-call room.
"On-call room, I like the way you think" Mark flirted as he grabbed her butt and pushed her against the wall.
"No, Mark, I'm at work. This is unprofessional. Last night was great but we don't have to do this and pretend like it was something more" Meredith explained
"We're just having fun, are you saying you didn't enjoy last night, because as I recall you enjoyed it thoroughly when you kept screaming my name during-"
"It was just a one night thing, it was nice, but I'm working, I have to go" Meredith said as she cut him off and left the on-call room.
As Mark made his way out of the room a few seconds later, he was pulled by the collar by Addison
"What the hell Mark" she stated angrily
"Jealous?" he quizzed
"No, what? No. Why are you here. I told you I am trying to fix things with Derek"
"And I'm not stopping you, just having some fun on my own"
"Meredith Grey is the last person you need to be sleeping with, this thing is a mess and you don't need to complicate it more, go back to New York"
"Addison, did it not occur to you that maybe Derek has moved on. He left he moved out here and he started dating Meredith, he's moved on"
"He's just mad, he'll come around. You need to leave"
"Derek came to Meredith's place last night, he told her it was over between the two of you"
"He didn't mean it" Addison scoffed
"Your marriage is over, don't make yourself look stupid Addison. He loves her"
"He doesn't love Meredith, he hasn't been here long enough to, I'm fixing this" Addison stated and walked away.
Meredith ran into Derek as she was on a search to find him
"There you are, I have something for you" he said with a smile
Meredith looked at what he was holding, a scan of a huge tumor. A tumor that had grown to take the size of over half the brain
"Wow" Meredith said in awe
"You're scrubbing in" Derek stated with a grin. The grin he only used on Meredith
Meredith smiled at him. Derek reached over and put his arms around Meredith
"Dr. Shepard, what are you doing?" Meredith asked coldly as she jumped back from him
"Mer, I told you last night, its over between me and Addison. I talked to the chief she's only here for one case"
"Just stop touching me, you're married Derek, do you know how this makes me look?" Meredith asked
"Meredith just" he reached for her again
"No, you and I are done. I don't want to speak to you" With that Meredith set off, to be anywhere other than with Derek.
Inside of the chiefs office
"Dr. Bailey, how are you" Richard asked
"I'm fine chief, I have a problem"
"You have a problem" The chief stated
"With Meredith Grey"
"What's your problem with Meredith?" The chief asked getting defensive
"She's heart broken sir, this thing with her and Derek and Addison, it needs to get resolved"
"I know Bailey" Richard said sighing
"Now I usually don't care about the personal lives of doctors but this morning Dr. Shepard and his wife both came to me trying to get me to put Meredith Grey on their service"
"Derek needs to figure this out"
"I don't think it's a good idea to have Addison here, with all respect sir"
"I don't remember asking you your opinion Bailey" Richard said with a warning tone
"I know sir, but I can't have two angry disgruntled attendings breathing down my back every single day over an intern"
A few weeks had past and Derek/Addison/Mark/and Meredith were still in this weird limbo. Mark flew back to New York for a few weeks to get his things together. Richard had offered Mark the leading attending position for plastics and Mark agreed. He just had to pack and end his contract with his hospital in New York. Addison decided to stay as well, she really felt Derek needed more time to process things and to take her back, even though she saw him going out with Meredith and even though she knew it was a long shot, she wanted her husband back.
Meredith was beginning to feel sick. She had been nauseous and thrown up the last few days, and almost everything made her want to cry, she had this weird need to be around Derek constantly. As they were leaving the hospital one night Derek dropped a bunch of papers. Meredith reached down to pick them up and saw that they were the divorce papers, the papers that Derek said he was going to sign immediately and give to Addison a few days ago.
"Mer" Derek pleaded when he saw the look in her eyes
"I thought you signed these and gave them back to Addison days ago" Meredith said monotonely
"I was, I just, I just need some time to think"
"Think about what?" Meredith asked
"Addison has been my family for 12 years, and with one sign of these papers I am just going to end everything and leave her. It's not an easy decision Mer"
Meredith just stared at him blinking back tears. She didn't know what to say so she didn't say anything at all. The next Monday, Derek still hadn't made his decision and Mark returned as Head of Plastics. The chief gathered all the attending's, residents, and interns as he announced Mark Sloan would be the new Attending. Derek was enraged, Addison was in shock and Meredith was surprised.
"Miss me?" Mark asked Meredith as made his way over to her
"I told you, it was just a one night thing" Meredith said, the last thing she needed was a love triangle, besides the one she was already in.
Later that day Mark waited for Meredith and when he saw her, he planted a deep kiss on his lips
"You know, I won't lie I thought about you while I was back home"
"Seriously?" Meredith asked annoyed
"Seriously, and I thought a lot about this" he said and kissed her again
Just then Derek came out
"Meredith, what the hell are you doing with him?"
"Derek, what is your problem"
"Do you know who he is?" Derek yelled
"Yes, Mark Sloan"
"He was my best friend from New York, the one who slept with my wife, how could you do this to me?" Derek asked in disbelief
"You said you didn't know who he was" Meredith said turning to Sloan.
Mark just let out a deep sigh
"Meredith and I are madly in love" Mark joked to Derek as he slung his arm around Meredith's waste and pulled her close to him.
Meredith stepped back "You lied to me, why?" Meredith asked a bit hurt
Derek didn't understand what was going on. He knew Mark and Meredith met and he punched him, he also knew Meredith put stitches into Mark's face. He figured Mark told Meredith who he was and his relationship with Derek and Addison. He also didn't think their relationship went any further than that.
All of a sudden it began making sense, Mark lied to Meredith and slept with her. Derek was enraged but he already punched Mark once and knew that he couldn't do it again with Richard being around today. Derek left, he couldn't take this. Not only had Mark slept with his wife, he also seduced Meredith and that was the last thing Derek ever thought could happen. He was furious. And Meredith as she rolled into bed that night was a wreck because as she looked down at the tiny white stick she was holding the word "Pregnant" haunted her. Since she had been feeling this way for weeks she would have to schedule a doctors appointment to determine how far along she was, what scared her the most is she didn't know if it was Derek's or Marks baby.