My computer got fixed! Isn't it great? Well, I wanted to type this quickly so you wouldn't have to wait long, but it's really short. Hinata's 15, a year older from the last chapter, and has changed a little. She's a little more human, and possibly schizophrenic. Anyway, I don't own Naruto, but I do own the idea for this story and Hinata's special Byakugan. Enjoy!
'Had I really written this junk?' I asked myself as I reviewed my diary from last year. My plans had completely changed. I wasn't sure anymore. Do I change suddenly, or slowly? I had to do something, or else I would go mad. I thought about it. I thought about the people that had hated me, rejected me, and felt like I wanted to hurt them, to make them suffer the way I had. But somewhere, part of me said no. 'I can't hurt others like that. I can't.'
'But look at what they did to you!' The other half was mad. 'They hurt you, they killed you. Why don't you respond? You have every right to! '
'No!'
'Yes!'
'No!'
'Yes!'
'God, I feel like I have a devil and angel sitting on my shoulder.' I laid back down in my bed, falling asleep as I wished with all my being that things could be simple just once.
"Hinata, if you don't get up, I'm going to pour ice water in your bed!" Hanabi was shouting in my ear. I was confused, disoriented, and someone was yelling in my ear. If you put that all into an equation it would equal me hitting Hanabi. And that's what happened.
I jabbed Hanabi on her neck. She went rigid, and then started to twitch violently. It didn't register that I had done that until I woke up on my own 15 minutes later, and Neji and my father were trying to pick her up.
I guess you can tell that I'm not a morning person.
"Hinata! Who did this to Hanabi?" My father was glaring at me, while Neji was rubbing his temple, where Hanabi had just hit him because of the twitching.
Still a little disoriented, I simply got up, turned Hanabi on her back, and jabbed the back of her neck. I should have been more careful, but I was already thinking of showing my true colors, so why not accept this little push.
And this had nothing to do with the fact that I thought this was all a dream, no nothing at all.
After that I stumbled back into bed, and fell asleep again, blissfully unaware of my family members eyes boring holes into my back.
When I woke up again, I had no memory of what had happened earlier. I had, at the time, believed it was all a dream. I started to go downstairs when I almost slammed into Hanabi.
"Gomennasai, nee-chan," I whispered lowering my eyes to my feet. Surprisingly, she didn't sneer at me. In fact, she acted like she was afraid of me. Her eyes were wide, her mouth slightly open.
"T-that's o-okay, Hinata! R-really, just fine! Um…I-I gotta go…somewhere! Bye!" Hanabi proceeded to … what would be the proper term? Oh, I know, 'run like hell.'
"…………Well, that was odd." I muttered. Had I done anything recently to scare her? Not to my knowledge. I should have enjoyed it more if I did. Oh well.
I continued on my way downstairs, trying to keep as quiet as I could to avoid confrontation with my father. If I had done some thing to Hanabi that made her stutter, then I would really be in for it with Hiashi. I practically jumped down the stairs, and was almost out the door when
"HINATA!" So close!
"Y-yes, father?" I said meekly, walking as slowly as possible toward the dining room.
"Come and sit down." I almost fell down dead from shock. My father had an almost smile on his face, and was inviting me to sit next to him! I always had to sit far away from him except when really important guests came to visit. And still, I was always at least one away from him. Not to mention that he was sort of smiling at me! What in the world could I have done to affect him and Hanabi so? Could that dream have been…no, not at all. I would never have been stupid enough to do that.
"Um, F-father? Why did you invite me to s-sit ne-next to you?" I made myself look innocent and questioning. He, however, looked confused.
"Because of what you did this morning, of course." He said, the confusion giving way to pride. I sat trying to figure it out, as Neji entered the room. I decide to continue acting like I knew nothing.
"What did you do this morning?" I noticed that at this both Neji and my father looked shocked. However, it was Neji who replied.
"You beat Hanabi, of course." Neji was almost shouting, and I noticed a bruises on several parts of his body. What could he mea- Oh no! No, no, no, no, no! Don't tell me I did that! Neji was still talking but I couldn't understand him anymore. At that moment I realized that that dream was not a dream. This was going to be a long day.
