Hello everyone! I warned in the last chapter that this and the next chapter won't be as "bright". This how ever won't be too sad or depressing. Its just a different out look on things. Its Axel's view on things. Please enjoy!

UPDATE: August 16, 2013

E is for Existence

THE PAST...

To Exist is to be a being in state of form in which you are there. Rather its here or on mars to exist practically means your alive.

Who are we to say what exist and what doesn't exist? Or how does one know they exist? It's rather simple, its either you do or don't.

So if one does exist its safe to say they have a life. Life is usually enjoyable, it's full of laughter and fun time with friends and family. That was nothing more than a fairy tale for some. Or in better words to Axel that was fake.

"To have a life means to exist, but what if you don't know if you have a life?" Axel asked himself as he looked at his reflextion. With dirt on his face, uncombed hair and tattered clothes, he wasn't sure if he had a place in this world. Everyone around him moved on in life swiftly. They didn't have time for teens in the back alley staring at themself in a window. Nobody had time for a Nobody. Which is how Axel felt.

It wasn't his fault he was poor, it wasn't his fault he was all alone, nor was it his fault that things never seemed to go right for him. None of this was his fault. Then who's fault was it?

His parents? Perhaps, he only had a faint memory of his mom, but she gave him away at a young age and he had no idea who his dad was. So basically the only parents he knew was his social worker, whom he never liked and other workers at the Orphanage. But hey, not everyone was meant to have a good life.

So there he was in the alley. Not sure of what to do next, he had just ran away from his orphanage. He was tired of being there, tired of fowolling the rules, and tired of this life and he wanted to find something more. But else was out there?

He could find a job, but who wants to hire a runaway teen? He could go to school, but who would pay for it? Axel walked around for awhile, not sure of what to do next. He didn't want to go back but it was getting late, and he didn't have a place to go. Deciding it would be best just to go back he did. Little did Axel know going back to the Orphanage was the best decsion he ever made.

THE PRESENT...

Now that Axel thought about it he was glad he had went back to the orphanage that day. See he was one that believed if someone did just one thing different than tthings wouldn't be the way they were suppose to. To Axel if he never went back to the orphanage than he would have never went back to school. If he would have never went to school he would have never found his passion for music. With out his passion for music he would have never been in that music store where he met Roxas. If he would have never met Roxas than he probably wouldn't be able to say he finally found the answer to something he was looking for, for a long time. After being with Roxas he finally knew that he existed.

Existence has always been a question to ponder, atleast for Axel, but as soon as Roxas came into his life that changed. He now knew that he existed not only for his self but for Roxas too. Roxas gave his life a furher purpose and Axel ejoyed every moment of it.

SO what do you guys think? I think its pretty Good.! Sorry for taking so long to updat this, Work, Work,Work! Enjoy, Review! Thanks :)