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A/N: Hey guys *waves* thanks again for those who reviewed/favorited this fic you guys are amazing! Glee last night was amazing! Love, love Dantana oh and Rachel getting the part Amazeballs! Ok, on to something else I would like to say. I have been pretty quiet about the death of Cory maybe it was because it is still surreal that he is gone, maybe it's because I just haven't really found the words. It is always hard when someone dies it's even harder when it is someone that you loved and admired as we all did with Cory. He was a kind hearted soul with a talent that was bigger than he was. While it may seem silly to some that still after three months we are still mourning his death it, really all that silly to us because Glee is this show that everyone related to young or old. You get used to seeing these characters every Thursday night that they become almost like family so, it hurts worse because you know that you will never see that person/character on the show again. People ask why do you write fan fiction and watch reruns of Glee when all it does is make you cry. The reason why is simple it is a way to still have a connection with him and it helps with the healing process. Most people when they die all we have are pictures and memories that we hold so dearly to our hearts. Cory was fortunate enough to share his talent with the world and what tremendous talent he had. He left behind in my mind opinion a legacy that will forever live on either in our hearts or in reruns of Glee. RIP Cory may your star forever shine bright.

Ok that may have been one of the longest author notes that I have ever written but, it was something that has been on my mind for a bit now and l know all of us Gleeks are having a hard time coming to terms with the passing of Cory I really do think that next weeks show will be the closure that we all have been looking for. Ok, so anyway on to the story because I know that is the real reason why you came here not to hear me ramble on and on.

Present day-

Kurt had been pacing back and forth in front of Blaine's house for an hour now. Debating on whether he should just hop back in his car and go back to New York or swallow his pride and knock on that door. Blaine had hurt him really bad and he wasn't sure if he could ever forgive Blaine for what he did but he could no longer blame him and Finn was right he had to hear Blaine out. Kurt took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

"Kurt?" Blaine says in shock as he opens the door.

"Can I come in?" Kurt asks with a nervous smile on his face.

"Uh…sure." Blaine tells him happy that Kurt is here. "So, you want anything to drink?" he offers.

Well I'd hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying

"No, umm…you think we could like talk or something?" I ask him as I try to keep from just rushing over and pulling him into a hug and never letting go.

"Sure." Ok, so he wants to talk that was a start. Blaine thought to himself.

"Why?" I ask him trying to keep the tears that are threatening to fall from falling.

"Kurt, I-I don't know…I was lonely I guess." Blaine tries his best to explain why he cheated.

"Why didn't you talk to me and tell me how you were feeling. While I love being in New York you know that I would drop everything to come see you if it meant that much to you." I try to explain to him without letting my anger get the best of me.

"I tried to tell talk to you but, every time I did you were always too busy with Vogue or trying to impress some designer." He could see the hurt in his eyes and it made him feel like complete and utter shit.

"That is still not any reason for you to cheat on me." I tell him.

"I know it's not. Kurt do you know how hard it has been for me here?" I hear Blaine tell me.

"And you think it wasn't hard for me, that I wasn't lonely?" How can he even dare to use that as a reason? Hell I was just as lonely but I didn't cheat.

"I know, I know and it's a terrible excuse but it's the truth Kurt, I was so used to you being here when ever I needed you and when you weren't it hurt and I just didn't know how to deal with it. I swear to you that I will never cheat on you again. Kurt I love you so much all I want to do is forget about this whole thing and try to move on." I listen with content as Blaine pours his heart out.

"I love you too…but I don't trust you and with out trust we have nothing." I tell him I see his face fall and it kills me to see him like this but, I can't just forget about what happened.

No more alibis, no more inner lies
You've broken my trust and it can't be fixed

"I see." He tells me as he walks away. I just stand there part of me wants to run after him and tell him that I am a jackass and I forgive him the other….well is just not ready yet. I place my hand on the doorknob willing myself just to open it and never look back but something stops me.

"at some point you have to figure out if forgiveness or not having that person in your life is more important" Finn's words echo in my head and I realized that all I want is Blaine in my life. I remove my hand from the doorknob and run up the stairs to his room. "I forgive you." I tell him as I pull him into a passionate kiss.

"Really?" He asks breaking the kiss.

"Yes, I do Blaine I love you and I can't see myself with anyone else in this world." I tell him and I see a smile form on his face and it is his turn to pull me into a kiss as he closes his door.

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Back at the apartment.

Rachel is sitting on her bed trying to come up with a song for the winter showcase when Finn comes out of the bathroom holding something strangely familiar. "Rach…what's this?" he asks holding a pregnancy test.

"That is a pregnancy test I believe." I tell him confused of why there is one in my trash.

"I know what it is…Rachel are you…pregnant." I can see the all the color run out of his face as he asks me this.

"No…I am not pregnant." I tell him but, I get the feeling that he really does not believe me seeing that the test was in my trash can.

"So…if you are not pregnant why is there a pregnancy test that says differently in your trash?" he questions I know he doesn't believe me but honestly I have no idea where it came from.

"Finn…I swear to you I am not pregnant and I have no clue of where it came from." I try explaining but I know he is not believing it. Then it dawns on me of who's it could be. "Santana." I say.

"What does Santana have to do with you being pregnant?" he asks confused.

"The test is Santana's she is the one who is pregnant not me." I tell him everything finally making sense to her now.

"So…you're not pregnant?" He asks a wave of relief washing over him.

"No Finn I can promise you that I am not pregnant." I can see the relief wash over his face which worries me for a minute but I just brush it off.

"Ok, good." I give him a strange look. "No I-I mean I would love to have a baby with you but not like right now." God he is so cute when he stumbles on his words.

"I get it Finn. Trust me you and I are in no way ready for a baby." I tell him.

"We can still practice right?" I give Finn a nod and he pulls me into a kiss. We pretty much spend the rest of our day like this.

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With Finn at work and Kurt in Lima the house was very quiet she wasn't too sure where Santana was but she hoped that she would be home soon so she could talk to her about the pregnancy test. Rachel poured herself a glass of wine and began to flip through the channels. She really didn't like being by herself in the apartment it always reminded her of when Finn was gone. She had spent many nights crying on this very couch wondering why he left her and where he was, little did she know that he was right here in New York the whole time. Rachel turned the TV off having enough of watching Funny Girl she decided that she would turn on the radio and read reading seemed to be the one thing to really calm her down that and well…music of course.

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The slamming of the door wakes her up. "Santana?" Rachel says her voice still thick with sleep.

"Oh, hey sorry I didn't mean to wake you. Where's Finn?" she asks acting very weird.

"It's ok. He's at work. So Finn found something today in my trash. Care to explain?" Rachel decides there was no beating around the bush about this so she just decided to come out and say it.

"Ya." Her face paling from what Rachel had just said.

"Santana are you pregnant?" she asks Santana nods her head and breaks down. Rachel walks over and pulls her friend into a hug. She had never seen Santana like this before.

"Shhh…we are going to get through this San I promise." I try to reassure her.

"God, how could I have been so stupid?" She says in between sobs.

"Santana you are not stupid. So you made a mistake you have Kurt, myself and Finn to help you. We are here for you no matter what." I tell her.

"Really?" There is glimpse of hope in her eyes.

"Yes, have you been to a doctor yet?" I ask as she dries her eyes.

"No…I just found out yesterday." she tells her.

"Ok, so tomorrow you and I are going to go to the clinic and we are going to make sure that you are pregnant." I tell her.

"Rachel what if I am really pregnant what am I going to do? I can't raise a baby on my own." She breaks down again.

"You are not alone you have us and no matter what the outcome is we are here for you." I tell her once more.

"Thanks Rachel, you know I almost feel guilty for being such a bitch to you in high school." She says which causes us both to laugh.

"You did what you had to do." I tell her. "How about we grab some ice cream out of the fridge and watch a movie till Finn gets home." I suggest to her.

"I'd like that but….under one condition." she tells me

"What?" I ask

"I get to pick the movie." She tells me as she grabs the remote and I grab two spoons and the ice cream out of the fridge.

"Deal." I smile at her. We sit there and watch TV when my phone rings.

"Who's that?" Santana asks as my phone starts to ring.

"I don't know, maybe it's Finn." I shrug as I pick up my phone. "Hello?" I answer.

"Rachel? It's me Puck you need to come to the hospital it's Finn." As soon as I hear the words my heart drops and I can feel the tears begin to fall.

"What…why?" I ask trying not to go into complete freak mode.

"Finn was picking me up from the bar and there was an accident we were hit head on by a drunk driver." I can tell he is trying to keep his voice from cracking.

"Is he ok?" I ask as panic sets in.

"It's bad Rach real bad please just come to the hospital." I can hear the fear and pain in his voice.

"Ok, I'll be there." I tell him as I let the phone drop to the floor.

"Rachel?" Santana just looks at me.

"It's….Finn….he and Puck were in an accident and…" Rachel says in between sobs.

"Let's go." Santana says grabbing Rachel and pulling her out the door.

Ok, sorry for the cliffhanger here but I had to end it somewhere.

So here is what's next

Rachel visits Finn in the hospital.

Santana finds more out about her pregnancy and confronts the father.

We will also see a bit of Klaine action.

Hope you all enjoyed have a great weekend everyone. Leave a review if you want.

Songs for this chapter.

Someday by Nickelback

Last Kiss Goodbye by Hinder