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A/N: Hey guys *waves* hope everyone had a great weekend. I want to say thanks to everyone who left a review you guys are amazing and the reason I keep writing. To all my new followers welcome. Ok, so few things here I will be updating twice a week with school coming to an end soon I have to get my butt in gear so I can graduate. I have decided that I am going to make this fic an even 20 chapters and then I will have a sequel I realized there is still too much to tell in this story so…I know you did not come here to listen to my random ramblings you came here to find out what Rachel said so what are we waiting for let's see what our dear Rachel said.
Rachel had awoken from one of the most amazing dreams she had ever had. She had dreamt that she and Finn had gotten into a fight about Quinn and the next thing she knew he was proposing to her on the dance floor. She picked her left hand up and stared at the ring that was now on it. She couldn't believe it she was going to marry Finn. She admired the ring a few more minutes still not believing that last night wasn't a dream which, also meant she owed Quinn a huge apology how could she think that there was anything actually going on between the two. She felt like the world's biggest ass for even thinking that but, what else was she suppose to think. She continues to look at the ring in awe.
"Beautiful isn't it?" Finn asks placing a soft kiss on her shoulder.
"I still can't believe this is really happening." She tells him moving closer towards him not wanting this feeling to go away.
"Crazy huh?" He gives her a lazy smile as he leans in to kiss her.
"Are you sure about this, don't you think that maybe we are moving too fast?" Rachel says breaking the kiss and letting her thoughts get the best of her.
"Rachel ( He let's out a small chuckle he loved how she was always second guessing things while it may be frustrating at times it was a quality of her that he kind of liked) I have never been so sure of anything else in this entire world. Like I told you when I first came back you and I we are endgame there is no one else for me. Considering past events I don't think that we are moving too fast. All I know is that I don't want to waste another minute without you." He tells her and he can see the sincerity in his eyes.
"I love you." is all that she can say before she is pulled back into a kiss. They continue to explore each other's bodies. For the first time in a long time they were both truly happy and nothing in the world could take that away from them.
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Meanwhile downstairs a very somber Santana is lying on the couch replaying the conversation that she had with Puck.
"Santana had decided to take a step outside to clear her thoughts her attempts to find Puck had failed. She tried to talk to him at the bar but, he was too busy and whenever she tried to say something he would change the subject. She couldn't find Rachel anywhere she just assumed that she had found Finn and they were off somewhere making out. She leaned against the cold brick and let her thoughts take her away. She regretted lying to Puck about needing him actually that couldn't be farther from the truth. She needed him more than anything in this world. While they may not have been the closet of friends there was still something there while, she wasn't sure what it was but it was definitely something. She let the tears that she had been holding in fall she hated this feeling she blamed it on the many hormones she had racing through her body for the reason she was such a mess. She wiped at the tears that had fallen and brushed herself off as she got up deciding that it was now or never she knew what she had to do. As she began to walk back into the bar she is met with something that strangely feels like a brick wall with the overwhelming scent of Axe cologne. "Watch where the hell you are going jackass." she says not caring to look up at the asshole that ran into her. She continues to walk back into the bar when a hand that she assumes belongs to the person she just ran into.
"Look at me San." she knew who that voice belonged to and there was no way he was going to see her like this.
"No." she shakes her head.
"Please." he slowly lifts her head up and he can tell that she has been crying. "I know you said you don't want anything to do with me but please let me in Santana." He tells her.
"I-I can't." She tells him losing herself from his grip as she runs back into the bar leaving a confused Puck standing there.
How could she have been so stupid she had the perfect opportunity to tell him how she felt but, instead she ran off like a scared little girl. She sat up and looked at the clock on the wall she had a doctor's appointment today and she really wished Puck was here to take her. She got up and decided to make herself a bagel for breakfast, it wasn't much but she really wasn't feeling all that hungry. She placed the bagel in the toaster as she waited for the bagel to finish there was a knock on the door. She had thought about calling for Rachel or Finn to answer the door but she knew that after last night they were probably not coming out of their room for a while. So, she decided to open the door. When she opened the door there stood Puck with a dozen pink white lilies in one hand and in the other was a take out bag.
"I brought breakfast." Puck says as she motions for him to come in. "These are for you." he says handing her the flowers she takes them from him and inhales the scent.
"Thank you." She smiles at him as she places the flowers in a vase. "So what are you doing here?" she asks opening the take out bag and grabbing two plates.
"Well…I thought that you might want a ride." He tells her as he sits down at the table.
"For what? I thought I already told you that I didn't need your help." She tells him placing the two plates on the table.
"Damn it San would you stop being so stubborn." he tells her slamming his fist on the table causing Santana to jump. "Sorry." he gives her an apologetic look and grabs a towel to clean up the juice that has spilled.
"I am not being stubborn I am just protecting myself." she tells him not really sure why it's not like it will change a thing but she had to try.
"From what?" he asks surprised
"You, who else." she tells him as she takes a bite of her food.
"I am just going to come out and say it. The only person you are protecting yourself from is you." He says to her finally having had enough of this. She begins to say something but is cut off. "No, let me finish and when I am done the floor is all yours. See, the thing is you're scared I get it trust me I do hell this whole being a dad thing scares the hell out of me and I know it does you but, the thing that scares you the most is being vulnerable you have always been the master at hiding your feelings but, you can't do that around me because Santana I can see through all your bullshit." He can see the tears welling up in her eyes and as much as he wants to pull her close to him and wipe away those tears he couldn't he had to tell her how he felt. "I love you Santana I always have no matter what girl I was with it was always you. There has never been anyone in this world that has ever been able to break me like you have and, I know you love me too I can feel it." He tells her as he takes a step closer.
"No, you're wrong." She shakes her head and tries to protest as he pulls her closer to him.
"No, I think you know I am right." he tells her their faces are inches apart he wants so badly to kiss her right now but, he knows he can't he just pulls her closer to him as she lets out everything that she has been holding in. They stand there for a few minutes.
"I better get ready." she tells him wiping her eyes. He nods at her.
"You still want a ride?" he asks she nods her head as she walks away. He knew that they were nowhere near good but this was a start and it made him happy.
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Puck was sitting in the waiting room of the doctor's office with Santana he could see all the other expecting mother's sitting there with their significant others placing comforting arms around them. He looks towards Santana he nose in one of those what to expecting when expecting books he wanted so badly to place his arm around her to let her know that everything was going to be ok instead, he just placed his hands in his pocket and waited patiently for the doctor to call them.
"Santana Lopez." a woman calls which breaks Puck out of his thoughts. Well this is it he thought as he gave Santana a slight nudge when she looked up he pointed to the nurse who was calling her name. Santana gets up as Puck just sits there not sure of what to do.
"You can come too." She holds out her hand and Puck takes it in his and smiles.
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"Good morning Santana how are things going with you and the baby?" The doctor asks looking over her chart.
"So, far so good." She says to the doctor.
"I see that you have brought your boyfriend with you today." the doctor asks noticing Puck's presence.
"He's not….well…he's…" Santana wasn't sure how to answer that. Were they friends? Were they dating? What were they? Luckily Puck had this one covered and answered for them.
"Boyfriend…Noah Puckerman sir." Puck says as he reaches his hand out to the doctor. He can hear Santana let out a small sigh of relief.
"Nice to meet you Mr. Puckerman. Would you like to hear your baby's heartbeat?" The doctor says as he squirts this weird gel stuff on Santana's stomach. Puck nods and the doctor places the wand over her stomach. Puck is in awe at the sight before him.
Well I just heard the news today
It seems my life is gonna to change
I close my eyes, begin to pray
Then tears of joy stream down my face
He could feel the tears in eyes fall he didn't bother to wipe them away. It finally hit him he was going to be a dad and it was the best feeling he had ever felt. "Did you guys want to know what the sex is?" the Doctor brings Puck out of his thoughts and he looks at Santana.
"It's your call mama." Puck tells her.
"Sure." She smiles and nods.
"Well…congratulations you two looks like you are going to have a girl." The doctor tells them as Puck's eyes are fixated on the screen. He couldn't believe it he was going to have a daughter. "Hold on looks like I miss read something here." The doctor says which sends Puck into a panic.
"What is it doc is there something wrong with the baby?" Puck asks not sure if he could handle something being wrong with his daughter.
"I don't know how I could've missed this. Seems to me that you two are going to have twins a boy and a girl." There is a loud thud and Puck is out cold. While Santana lets out a laugh and just looks at the screen.
"Twins?" Santana asks she wasn't ready for one yet…alone two.
"Yes, twins." The doctor says as Puck comes to.
"Did I hear right we are going to have twins?" Puck asks and the doctor just nods. He couldn't believe it somehow he had not only managed to knock Santana up but there are two babies in there. He knew he was going to be in for one hell of a ride.
"Ok, Santana I will leave you to get dressed. The nurse will have a script for some prenatal vitamins and she will schedule your next appointment." The doctor says as he leaves the room.
"So." Santana lets out the breath that she didn't realize she had been holding.
"Twins…that's good right?" Puck asks not sure what to say.
"Well…not the news I wanted to hear but I think that we can handle it." she gives him a smile.
"I'm so screwed." Puck says under his breath as they exit the exam room.
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Back at the apartment Kurt and Blaine are sitting on the couch watching a movie and catching up.
"So tell me how is Finn?" Blaine asks truly wanting to know how he was doing.
"He's doing good. He is able to walk with the use of a cane." Kurt tells him. "So…how have things been with you?" Kurt asks placing his hand on his leg.
"Great actually, New Directions are going to Nationals next month and I would love it if you guys could come." Blaine tells him.
"What that's great of course we would love to come! Where is nationals at this year?" Kurt is truly happy for Blaine.
"well…it's in Hawaii this year." Blaine can hardly hide his excitement.
"What!" Kurt exclaims causing Finn and Rachel to come down to see what is going on.
"What is going on?" Finn asks
"Oh, hey guys! Blaine was just telling me about how New Directions is going to nationals again and guess where it is." Kurt tells them.
"I-" Finn starts to say something when Blaine interrupts him.
"Hawaii and, I would love it if you guys could come." Blaine is bouncing up and down like a teenaged girl.
"Wow…that is wonderful Blaine but, I don't think that Finn and I are going to be able to go." Rachel is happy for her friend and old classmates but given the circumstances she wasn't sure if she wanted to go. Rachel tucks a strand of hair behind her ear.
"Rachel…what the hell is that on your finger?" Blaine asks catching a glimpse of the ring that is on her finger.
"Huh?" she asks confused.
"Oh, don't play dumb with me missy did my brother propose to you and not tell me?" Kurt fakes being hurt.
"Yes, little brother Rachel and I are engaged." Finn says happily.
"Oh, my god you guys have to let me plan your wedding. I am thinking a spring wedding." Kurt begins to ramble on and on about wedding ideas.
"Whoa slow down there little bro." Finn laughs at his brother.
"Sorry it's just you know how much I love weddings." Kurt gushes.
"You guys could get married in Hawaii." Blaine throws out which causes everyone's heads to turn to him.
"That is a great idea Blaine. Come on if it wasn't for Glee club you two wouldn't be together." Kurt tries to convince them.
"I-I don't know it seems all too soon I mean can we even…" Rachel looks at Finn who looks over at Kurt.
"Nonsense you guys are going to get married after nationals. I will take care of all the details." Kurt tells them as much as they try to protest this idea of his. They knew deep down this may not be a bad idea after all.
"Ok, fine." Rachel and Finn both say knowing that there was really no use in arguing.
"Great! Come on Blaine we've got a wedding to plan." Kurt pulls Blaine towards the door when Puck and Santana walk in nearly hitting Blaine in the face with the door.
"Whoa where's the fire?" Puck asks
"Rachel and Finn are getting married next month." Kurt gushes.
"What!" Santana and Puck say at the same time as they give Finn and Rachel both hugs.
"Why next month?" Puck asks
"Well…nationals is next month in Hawaii and well since Kurt pointed out that without Glee Club we wouldn't be where we are now so why not get married in front of the people that mean the most." Rachel explains.
"Wow, you guys this is great I am so happy for you two. Puck and I have some news as well." Santana is truly happy for Finn and Rachel.
"Well…what is it?" Kurt asks.
"We're having twins." Puck tells them with a huge smile in his face.
"What!" Rachel, Finn, Kurt and Blaine all say at the same time.
"Ok, so this totally deserves a night out." Kurt tells them.
"Kurt I have my last final in the morning and I really need to get some studying done." Rachel tells him. Everyone starts tossing out reason's why they couldn't go out. It wasn't like they didn't want to go out and celebrate they all were just really busy.
"Fine, tomorrow night then?" Kurt asks and everyone nods in agreement.
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One week later…..
Blaine and Kurt were out with Rachel and Santana dress shopping, which left Finn on his own in the apartment. He found that it was kind of nice having the place to himself. Kurt was driving him nuts with all the wedding stuff he had half a mind just to elope with Rachel but, he knew that it would crush Kurt if he did so he just let Kurt do his own thing. Finn walks over to the fridge hoping to find something to eat but, once again the fridge was empty one would think that with having to women in the house the fridge would be full but, he forgot that one of these women were pregnant and well having Puck here all the time really made it hard to keep anything in the house you would think he was the one that was pregnant. Realizing that there was nothing to eat he grabbed the take out menu from the Chinese restaurant down the street off the fridge while, it may not be the best thing to eat but it was food that did not require cooking and he was ok with that. After ordering his usual he sat down on the couch and flipped through the channels as he waited for his food to arrive. When he heard a knock on the door Finn got up to grab his wallet thinking that was really fast. When he opened the door he was shocked to see who it was.
"Mr. Shue?" Finn asks shocked to see his high school Glee teacher standing at his doorstep.
"Finn, how are you?" Mr. Shue asks as the two men share an embrace.
"I am good. I'm sorry but not that I mind that you are here but what are you doing here?" Finn asks confused as to why he is here.
"Well…I wanted to ask you something Finn." Mr. Shue says as he walks into the apartment.
"You know, you didn't have to drive six hours you could've called." Finn tells him not that he minded Mr. Shue was here actually he was kind of glad to see him.
"Well…firstly I heard about the accident and I wanted to see how you were doing." he tells him.
"As you can see I am doing pretty good doctor says that in a few weeks I will be able to fully walk again. You want something to drink?" He offers.
"Finn that is great news. Emma and I have been worried about you." Will shakes his head no.
"I appreciate the concern Mr. Shue. So, you said you wanted to ask me something." Finn grabs water out of the fridge.
"Yes, well I have accepted a position on the federal board of teachers." He tells him.
"Wow, which is awesome." Finn smiles.
"It is but, I need your help. The job is in Washington D.C. while, it is only for a few months I have to leave next week. I was wondering how you would feel about coming back to Lima and helping out with the Glee Club?" Finn is in shock he couldn't believe it Mr. Shue wants him to run the Glee Club.
"I-I don't know what to say Mr. Shue." Finn runs his hands through his hair.
"Say yes." It was a simple answer but, Finn really wasn't sure if he wanted to go back to Lima and relive it all again. He had a life here now and everything with Rachel was going so good there was no way he was going to take any chance at ruining it.
"Mr. Shue I can't." He hated telling him no but he had no other choice.
"Why?" Mr. Shue asks his face has fallen a bit.
"I want to help you out I do but, I can't." Finn tries to explain.
"Then say yes." He says hoping Finn will change his mind.
"The thing is Rachel and I are finally happy we are getting married next month and I am afraid that if I go back to Lima that things are going to be exactly the same and I can't go through it again." Finn tells him as he watches Mr. Shue's face change to an expression that he had never really seen.
"You and Rachel are engaged that is great Finn." Finn gives Mr. Shue a crooked smile. "I know that you have your doubts about Lima but, you wouldn't be coming back as Finn Hudson the star quarterback you would be Finn Hudson my friend and co-worker." Finn's eyes light up a bit at the mention of him being his friend.
"You consider me a friend Mr. Shue?" he asks
"Please call me Will and, yes I consider you a friend actually you are more than that to me you are more like the son that I never had. I have watched you grow into this amazing journey and I really think that you would have the same impact on them as I did you." Finn can tell that Mr. Shue is being sincere.
"Thanks Mr.- I mean Will. You really think that about me?" He asks
"I do and tell you what I want you to think about what I said and talk it over with Rachel. I will be in New York until tomorrow night here is my cell phone number call me when you decide." Will tells him as he hands him a piece of paper.
"I will." Finn tells him as Mr. Shue exit's the apartment. Finn sat back on the couch thinking about what Will had told him. Maybe it wouldn't be that bad to coach the Glee Club he thought.
Ok…so there you have it. So…what do you guys think he will say? I am sorry if this chapter seems a bit confusing or even fast paced but I swear it will all make sense in the end. Well thank you again for reading and keeping up with my wonderful randomness. Please leave a review and let me know what you think. I will have an update tomorrow I hope.
Up next Finn makes up his mind about Mr. Shue's offer.
Santana and Puck grow closer as the babies due date approaches.