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I said, Hello I think I'm broken.
And though I was only jokin'
It took me by surprise when you agreed.
I was tryin to be clever
But for the life of me I never
Would have guessed how far the simple truth would lead.
You knew all my lines. You knew all my tricks.
You knew how to heal that pain no medicine can fix.
Puck is outside leaning against the railing waiting on some kind of information when Mr. Shue walks up behind him.
"I figured you might want some coffee." Mr. Shue says handing me the cup of coffee.
"How was Nationals?" I ask not wanting to talk about what was going on at the moment.
"We, won. How is Santana." I can hear the uneasiness in his voice.
"She's still sedated the doctors won't tell me much. I know that if it was reversed they would be saying a lot more. I just can't shake the feeling something more is wrong and that is why they are not telling me anything. What if she doesn't make it? I've lost her once before I can't lose her again not now." I tell him trying to fight back the tears that are threatening to fall.
"Puck, Santana's a fighter she's going to pull through this you know that right?" I feel him place a reassuring hand on my shoulder.
"What if she doesn't? Then what?" I ask.
"All we can do is pray that she pulls through this." the words were simple but reassuring. He was right that was all we could do right now.
"You're right. I have to be strong for her and those babies." My voice cracks at the mention of our children.
"Speaking of babies have you two picked out names for them?" He asks trying to change the subject.
"Brooklyn Grace and Chris Noah, she wanted Christopher but, I figured everyone is going to call his Chris anyway so, I just saved him sometime." tell his letting out a small laugh.
"Those are wonderful names oh, and good looking out dad." He gives me a small smile. "Hey, how about you go get some rest and we will let you know if we hear anything." I know that he is trying to help but, all I want to do is just sit her until I know that she is ok.
"Thanks, but really I am ok. I think I am just going to hang out here for a minute and think." I tell him letting my mind wander off.
"Ok, well if you need anything we are all here for you." he tells me as he gives me one last hug and heads inside.
"Mr. Shue thanks." I tell him as he gives a slight nod. I turn back around and continue staring out into the distance.
And I bless the day I met you.
And I thank God that he let you
Lay beside me for a moment that lives on.
And the good news is I'm better for the time we spent together.
And the bad news is you're gone.
I stand there just staring out into nowhere looking for a sign anything that would let me know that everything is going to be ok. I know that Santana and I weren't the typical couple like Finn and Rachel but, there was still something special about us and I wasn't ready to let all that go.
Looking back it's still surprising
I was sinking, you were rising.
With a look you caught me in mid-air.
Now I know God has his reasons.
But sometimes it's hard to see them.
I lie awake and find that you're not there.
You found hope in hopeless.
You made crazy sane.
You became the missing link that helped me to break my chains.
She was my world whether she knew it or not I was hers while, we may have been trying to sort through this mess we called a relationship I had plans one day to make her my wife. It wasn't supposed to be like this not for us. Nobody can make me feel the way that you make me feel. I know that she is the one for me I need her so much I just can't lose her. I know that may sound redundant but it's true she is and will always be my everything. If I lose her I don't know what I am going to do. She has to pull through she has to if not for me for out babies they need her just as much if not more than I do. I close my eyes letting a single tear fall.
"Puck." I turn around and see Rachel standing there still in her wedding dress. This brings another tear to my eye.
"Rachel…." I start to say as she pulls me into a hug.
"The doctor would like to speak to you." She tells me as I nod slightly as we walk into the hospital.
"Noah Puckerman I presume." A man in his late thirties in blue scrubs walks over to me I nod.
"Yes, is she ok…I mean how is she?" I brace myself for the worse.
"She is awake and is going to be fine." I hear let out a sigh of relief as I hear the doctor's words.
"Can I see her?" I ask all I want to do is rush through those doors and pull her close to me and never let go.
"Yes, but she is still very weak so we are going to keep her here for a few days." I only hear the word yes as I rush into her room.
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"That was quite a scare you gave us back there." Tell her as I try my best to keep my emotions at bay.
"Ya, sorry about that." She lets out a small smile.
"God, you don't know how happy I am to know that you are ok." I tell her as I grab her hand and kiss it.
"Puck you are such a sap." I chuckle at her remark now that's the Santana I know and love. "So, how are the babies?" she asks.
"They are doing great doc wants to keep them here for a few days but they are so beautiful." I beam
"Can I see them?" she asks
"Ya." I give her a small smile as I let the nurse know that we would like to see the babies.
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A few moments later the nurse comes in….
"Knock, knock." We hear the nurse come in with Chris and Brooklyn. "I think these little guys would like to see their mum and dad." she says as she hands me Brooklyn and Santana Chris. I looks down and can't believe it I am a dad. I look over at Santana and my heart just swells up I have never seen her look so beautiful.
"Can you believe it we are parents now?" Santana says as she plays with Chris' hair.
"Crazy huh?" I say to her.
"Can we come in?" I hear Rachel ask as she opens the door. I motion for them to come in.
"Wow, Puck they sure are beautiful." Finn says as he looks at the babies.
"You want to hold them?" I ask Finn and Rachel.
"Sure." they both nod.
"Ok, Brooklyn this is your Godfather Finn." I say as I hand her to Finn I can see the surprise in Finn's eyes as mention that he is the Godfather.
"Really?" Finn asks I nod and he just gets this big smile on his face.
"And Chris, this is Rachel your Godmother." Rachel is taken aback by Santana's statement. If someone would've told her two years that she and Finn would be godparents to Puck and Santana's babies she probably call them crazy.
"Really?" is all that Rachel can say.
"I know that's it's shocking to you considering all the hell that I have put you both through the last few years but, you two have became my family you took me in when no one else would. I know that today may not have gone as planned I just want to say thank you." Santana's voice cracks as Rachel walks over and gives her a huge hug.
"It's ok Santana there will always be time for another wedding." Rachel says wiping a tear from her eye.
"Besides what's a wedding with out a little drama?" Finn says as the whole room erupts with laughter.
"Well said." Puck nods as they continue to hold the babies and talk.
Ok, I think that is enough of the drama for now. I am thinking that there will be about four more chapters left and then on to a sequel maybe I ma not sure yet. What I do know that there will be a Finnchel wedding in this fic. Hope you enjoyed this until next time...
