I wake up at 5am and I have a complete feeling of warmth and safety take over me, usually I wake up in a fit of rage from my nightmares but being here with Ana has kept my nightmares away for the night. I have never felt so at peace with myself, see her lying asleep next to, holding her in my arms. I have yearned for her like nothing ever in my life and here she is so beautiful in every way lying beside me. I was able to admit to her that I loved her. I have never told another soul those three worlds, not even my family. Of course I love them very much but it's not words that come easy for me except with Anastasia.

Making love to her last night had to be the most satisfying sex I have ever had in my life. I had built so much hope into it since I laid eyes on her the day she came to work for me. I knew deep down I would have to have her. She is not just something that I want to possess, I mean I want her more desperately than anything ever before but she is far more than a possession, she is my heart. The feeling of her holding me, loving me, kissing me has changed me. I am a different man now, I want her in a way like no others before her, I want her to love me and care for me as I do her. I need her in my life; I can see a future with this lovely woman. The thought of her not being part of my future, does things to my mind and soul that could destroy me.

I have so much to talk about with her but I'm not much of a talker and she really isn't either. How will I handle her work situation? Surely she will not want to work for me while we are sleeping together. I don't want her to go I want her to live with me, she can keep her room or she can stay in my room which I would prefer. I want to take care of her, spoil her but I already know she won't let me, she can be quite stubborn but for now I must convince her to stay. I will buy her, her own business if she prefers not to work for me. I won't have her penniless or struggling, she is my girl now and she will be taken care of. I will have to go over it with her but right now I have such a desire to make love to her. Lying here watching her sleep, feeling her soft naked skin close to mine has me hard as a rock. She looks angelic, seeing her so close and feeling her soft silky skin, oh and her breasts are just so beautiful. I could stare at her forever.

I hold her tight and press into her while she lays fast asleep, my hand trace her breasts softly and I slowly circle my fingers around her nipples.

"What are you up to ?" she whispers and turns around.

She softly kisses me taking my face in to her hands. Oh she is delicious, her sweet mouth on mine her soft lips and tongue, licking and kissing me. I roll her on her back and slowly rub her body up and down while we kiss. She hooks her leg around me and my cock stiffens. Just kissing this woman is enough to send tremors through my whole body. She intoxicates me by her very presence.

"Oh" she moans as my hands trace her long legs up and down all the way back up to her breasts. He breathing is becoming faster as is mine as I rub her and my hand reaches her soft wet pussy. "Umm" I groan as my fingers trace and probe her until I find her clitoris and she rolls her eyes back and her hips circle round. I want her, I don't think after waiting so long I can't take it anymore. I reach for the nightstand and roll the condom on me.

She pushes me down on my back and climbs on top of me. "Oh baby, you want to fuck me"

"Yes, Oh I want you so bad Christian" she says all breathy as she climbs on top and slowly sinks down on my cock, possessing me as her mouth opens and she cries out.

"Oh yeah, baby feel me"

"Oh god Christian" she cries as she lays on my chest and slowly lifts her ass up and down slow feeling every inch of me.

"Oh Ana, you feel so good baby" and she is lost in me completely sheathing my length as she whimpers in ecstasy.

She slowly rubs herself back and forth keeping me deep inside her. I lift her up by her hips showing her how to move up and down.

"Oh, oh "she screams as I lift her up and down thrusting my cock in her hard so she feels every bit of me. He jaw is tight and her teeth gritted as she hisses and cries out from the feeling. She looks carnal and sexy as hell. Oh I love her so much.

"Show me how you love me baby, show me Ana, fuck me baby" and I grip her hips tight as she lifts up and down holding my arms as she slides in an out, she circles her hips and I can't take it anymore.

I tug at her clit and rub fast as I lay back panting. I flip her on her back and just grind into her fast as she cries and begs me to fuck her harder. I pound into her as my tongue possesses her mouth and fuck her pussy hard grunting load. The feeling is overwhelming. I can't fuck her hard enough, fast enough I just love her so much I want to be deeper and deeper inside her.

She silently comes as he body convulses and I slow down and slide into her deliciously slow so I can watch her come apart. She is beautiful, she is mine

"You are mine Anastasia, all mine"

"Yes baby" she whispers and I slowly make love to her now, my release building as I ease into her soaking wet pussy, her legs stiffen again and her muscles grip my cock tight as she moans incoherently as I find my release slow and deep. I suck and bite her sweet nipple as I pour myself into her, my hands wrapped tightly around her, squeezing and kneading her soft flesh.

"Never leave me Ana" I beg as my orgasm slows leaving me feeling lightheaded and satisfied. I release her nipple from teeth and look into her glossy blue eyes and hold her face and kiss her deeply.

"I love you, baby" she says and smiles softly and kisses me.

"I love you Ana; I don't want to be without you"

She smiles cute and hugs me tight

"I never want to leave you Christian, I've been in love with you since I met you" she admits and I kiss her and gaze deeply at her through half hooded eyes.

We both lie enjoying our post coital bliss until we catch our breath. I need to tell her now that I want her to come home with while she wants me like this. Oh fuck I hope this doesnt backfire