I am back I know i have been gone a while but I will be updating all the stories hopefully by july but if not by then it will be in the month of july and i will try to update regularly.

Oh and all y'all voted and this is going to be a emmett/bella romance. don't like it I don't give a fuck. Haters go ahead and Flame yo' ass off. I laugh at haters.

But for the supporters I love y'all you are the reason I keep on writing thanks for y'all support. *kisses all around* oh and for the supporters I have a poll on my profile for songs you want Bella to sing go vote i want an opinion. Enjoy the chapter.

Disclaimer- i don't own anything except the plot stephanie owns twilight.

Bella's POV

I woke up to find myself in a king sized bed which was not my style. I quickly forced myself to sit up and figure out what the hell was going on. I glanced down and seen a pink scented slip of paper. I picked it up and hoped that would give me a clue as to where I was.

Bella, when you wake up come down to the living room I'll be waiting for you

Alice.

I understood then that I was at the cullen's mansion. I sighed a shaky sigh knowing that Edward would be there and walked downstairs to meet with Alice. As I decended the last stair on the stair case I saw Alice's face sparkle with joy. "Bella, how's your head" Alice asked which confused me. Had something happened to my head? I put my hand to the back of my head and what had happened the previous night came flooding back to me. The whole the chase the encounter and most of all the metal pole hitting my head. I felt dizzy after that and quickly sat down on the last stair of the staircase so I didn't fall. Alice was at my side in an instant. "Bella, what is it what's wrong" she asked concerned? "It's nothing just a little dizzy" I brushed it off as nothing which it was. "Do you want me to get Carlisle" Alice asked? "No that's ok I'm fine, but I do want to talk to him about something else, but later" I sighed. Alice pulled me up off the stair and guided me to the couch which there was a platter full of food obviously for me. "Eat, we'll talk after" she damanded and I obliged.

I ate the last piece of food of the platter which looked designer. "Ok, first things first never take a walk at night time and second you kicked his ass when you went all taekuandoe on his ass and you were like 'anyone else want a piece of this'" Alice said gracefully. I laughed at the last part of what she said. "One more thing Bella, where did you learn to dance" Alice said which stunned me. She must have seen my music video's. "Oh, that um, well when I dance I don't think about what mistake I'm going to make I just do what my body tells me to do" I laughed. "You must teach me one of your dances someday". Lovely. "On the serious side of things Edward wants to see you soon" Alice said which I was afraid of. "What's he want" I asked which was a stupid question. Alice gives me a slightly annoyed look. "You know what he wants, he wants you" Alice sighed. "Ok, but he wasn't the one to save me was he" I asked frantically? Alice chuckled at my nervousness. "No" she began. "Emmett saved you". Thank god. Ok, let me get this over with. "Where is Edward" I asked? "In the kitchen" Alice said. I walked in the kitchen Alice fallowing me no doubt and I jumped on the counter in a sitting position. I looked around and could the whole Cullen family there. Rosalie looked me up and down trying to find a flaw in me. Same old Rosalie still a bitch. "You wanted to see me" I replied. Edward took my hand in his. "Bella I'm so sorry I left you" he started to get down on his knees. Oh, god he better not propose. "Will you forgive me, I-I l-love you". If he was human he would have been crying by now. I could tell he was sorry. "Edward I forgave you a long time ago, but that doesn't mean what you want it to" I said trying my hardest to hold back tears. "What do you mean, Bella" He asked tears in his eyes that would never fall. "I mean that I won't take you back I have been broken once I won't be broken again the most you and I could ever be is friends take it or leave it" I said. Edward was stunned I could see it in his eyes. "That doesn't mean that I don't love you I will always love you hell you'll always be a part of me, but I respect both you and I too much to do that" I said. "I understand" he replied sadly after which leaving the room and into his room. I tried to be nice oh well. What happened next was very unexpected. Rosalie walked up to with a pissed off look. "How dare you do you know how much loves you I would kill if he felt the same way about-" she stopped herself before she said something she would regret. I was now very upset this bitch was makin me on the verge of tears. I jumped off the counter onto my feet. "Ok, you want to know why I can't be with him. I'll tell y'all why." I was now crying. "I can't have kids because of him. I LIED. How could I ever forgive him. I wake up everyday knowing that I can never have a child." I yelled. Rosalie was shocked at my outburst it was very unlike me. Let me rephrase that it was very unlike the "bella" they knew this Bella won't take any shit and this was a moment of weakness. Rosalie left shortly after. I wiped the tears away fiercely from my dark tanned skin. "Alice get my purse" I stated. "Bella i don't think-" Alice started, but I didn't let her finish. "Please just get my purse" I pleaded. "Ok" she replied simply after which leaving to get my purse. I turned around towards the rest of them. "Emmett thanks for saving me if there's anything I can do in return don't hesitate to ask". "Bella, I didn't do it to be rewarded but as long as you're at it you could do one thing for me" he grinned. "What is it" I asked? He lifted his shirt and handed me a pen. "Sign my abs" He stated simply. I laughed. It was the last thing on earth I would expect for him to ask. I put my hand on his hip and signed his abs with my other hand. I looked up into his eyes. "Anything else" I asked? He leaned down to my ear and whispered something along the lines of 'not unless you want there to be' in a seductive voice. I knew what he was trying to do. He wanted to embarress me and make me blush, but I figured I'd play along. "Get rid of Rosalie and I'll think about it" I whispered to him shocking him which was my objective. "I got you're purse" Alice said walking in with a smile on her face. Something told me she had a vision. I walked over to Alice grabbed my purse and left the cullen mansion.