After a nice steamy shower together and a nice blowjob, Oh man she is incredible at it I love coming in her sweet mouth, we both dress grab her suitcase and head back to my house. The valet pulls my car around and places her suitcase and backpack in the trunk and I open the door for her. I climb in the driver side and lean over and kiss her lips and she smiles that shy sexy smile that I love. Anastasia is being very quiet and I can see how nervous she is. I want her to feel comfortable. I kiss her hand gently and she smiles nervously at me. I turn on some classical music to break up the silence a bit. I know she feels wrong about coming back with me.

"Anastasia I know you feel strange about this but listen, as much as I would like to tell the whole world how much I love you, we can take it slowly. I want you to stay with me in my room but if you feel better leaving your belongings in your room that's fine too. You don't owe anyone an explanation we are consenting adults and it's my home and you are my girl. Do you understand?"

"Yes, I want to stay with you Christian but what will Taylor think or Gail when she returns? They will think I'm some sort of.."

"Anastasia STOP, do not even think like that. I'll have you know that for the last 3 years Jason Taylor and Gail have been dating each other, they both work in my home for me under my roof, they are well aware that I know. They are the two least judgmental people trust me Ana they have seen it all" Oh fuck maybe I went too far, shit.

"Oh" she looks at me with what appears to be a little jealousy and rolls her eyes. Yes so they both know I like it rough and that I maintain a certain lifestyle if you will but this is different I mean even Ana knows, she had to clean up my playroom after a few bouts with Kelsey. Surely Taylor must have noticed by now. He's very quiet but very observant and anyone can see I'm crazy in love with Anastasia.

"Don't roll your eyes at me again or I will take you over my knee baby and spank your soft creamy pale ass until it's all warmed up and pink then I will fuck you hard and fast, I think you know I will" I really will and I now eagerly await her eye rolling. She smiles and blushes and looks down at her lap. She gets more beautiful to me each minute I know her.

"Don't get shy on me now baby not after all we've done last night and this morning" I chuckle

"Taylor knows I like you" she whispers and my mouth drops open.

"Really Miss Steele, please do continue" Yes what did she tell him? and damn that fucker never said shit to me. He works for me why didn't he tell me I had an admirer?

"Well okay, I didn't exactly come out and tell him but he noticed me staring at you lots of times and he would just give me like a nod sort of like he knew. He also knew I had an issue with Kelsey but I begged him not to tell you. I thought you would fire me, he said he would vouch for me but I just wanted to handle it on my own."

"I should fire him for that, he should have told me" I seethe

"No please I begged him not too even though he said if it happened again he would tell, he knew that I kick boxed for three years and that I could handle myself. I just didn't want to involve him I'm an adult I don't need a babysitter. I think I did a good job of keeping it under control. If she wouldn't have attacked me then I would have just stayed" she says in a low voice like she's about to cry and I grip her hand tighter and continue driving.

"I broke it off with her before you said anything to me Ana. I have had feelings for you since I met you. I think about you all the time, even when I was with her" I admit awkwardly.

"Christian I need to ask you something" she says nervously.

"Yes of course, anything Anastasia"

"I know um.. Okay I think I know what you do in that red room of pain" she whispers. Did she say red room of pain? And I just burst out laughing.

"Don't laugh please" she scolds and I try to suppress my laughter at her keen observation of my playroom.

"Sorry, please continue" I mutter. I have to hear this.

"I have an idea of what goes on in there and I wonder if you are going to do that to me" she nervously squeaks and my eyes literally pop open in surprise. How the fuck can I answer that? Does she want me to do that shit to her? I mean I'd love to fuck her in there but the thought of inflicting pain on her after what I know about her hurts just thinking about that. Then again I am not prepared to give up my lifestyle, I can work up to it but I could not hurt her, it would be strictly for pleasure.

"Anastasia those women were my submissives and I their dominant nothing more. Our relationship was strictly sexual and it was about pain and pleasure. It's a very controlled relationship but it includes inflicting pain. I could never hurt you Ana. I would love to have you in there and try a few things but nothing too painful, I do want to spank you though, especially for running out on me last night. I'm not used to worrying about anybody. These feeling are new to me" I raise my eyebrows and she blushes furiously and smiles. She leans over and kisses my neck as we drive. I pull into the underground garage in Escala and climb out and open her door. I take her belongings from the trunk and we head to the elevator. Her heartbeat is so fast I can practically hear it.