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I don't own twilight.

I took my shower quickly. I checked the weather and it was unusually warm for the time being so I took the rare opportunity and put something sexy, but classy on. I tried putting on a sundress, but it always looks weird on me. I must not have tried it on before I bought it in the first place. I settled for a yellow dress that showed off my curves as well as my breasts, but not to the point that it looked slutty. It looked sexy in a subtle way not as if I was going to Victoria's secret runway like most of the girls that live in Forks. The dress was also long and had a slit in it to show some leg.

I left a note in Charlie's room so that when he wakes up he doesn't freak and knows that I left and that I will call him when I get back.

I was now in my car driving the speed limit. Certain things about me may have changed. My tomboyish tendencies for example, but I still hated over the top fast driving. I turned on the radio and wasn't shocked to her garbage come out of the speakers. Most music today is trash beyond belief. Not that it made me sad or anything I always had cd's in my rental to fall back on. I put on one of my favorite cd's. My Life by Mary J Blige. I had really blasted it in my room when Edward left me.

I had gotten it from Angela the only true friend I had back then. Both of us were driving and she put the cd in and I was lovin it from the first track to the last track. I asked her who she was listening to and she was so shocked that I didn't know who it was that she didn't pay attention to the road and she almost lost control of the car, but she managed to gain control back. After that night I went out and I bought that cd. I listened to that cd so much that I ended up having to buy several copies because after a while they would break from me listening to it too much. I didn't have an Ipod then, which I have not. Well actually it's an Iphone, but that's not the point.

Anyway that was what got me hooked on music mostly Rn'b and Hip-hop both of which have took a turn for the worst these days. There are some good artists, but not that many. Most of the artists are just doing whatever to get money. With the music I did it wasn't fake like that it was what I felt was in my heart, which pissed the label off because they wanted a more generic pop sound, but I wasn't having that. I told them I would do a few dance tracks, but I wouldn't dumb down to the pop scene and that it was final. They could either drop me or accept it. They kept me on which surprised me because labels are notorious for dropping artists left and right. I was thankful and took it as a sign of god. I also took it as a sign of god that I got good opening week sales.

I told the label that I needed a break from interviews and performances. They had me doing interviews and performances night and day and I couldn't go on if I didn't have some rest and we came to an agreement that I could have a few days off and I immediately flew to Forks so that I could have privacy and not be bothered by the paps.

I parked near the Cullen Mansion some time later.

I didn't see Alice or Emmett come out to greet me which surprised me. Were they planning something. My suspicions were high right about now, but it would be rude to not thank Rosalie and Jasper for the flowers. I am many things, but rude is not one of them. Well, unless someone provokes me then I can become a rude bitch.

I got out of the car nervous at what I would come across when I went into the Cullen Mansion. I shook the feeling and went to the door and knocked. No answer. I knocked again and got the same response. Now I know for sure they are planning something. Either that or they are out hunting. I don't believe that though. I believe that Alice is the mastermind behind the whole thing that is planned. I sighed and opened the door. Surprise no one was there.

"Alice" I called. "I know that you are planning someone I'm not an idiot."

Still I get no answer. No noise. Nothing. I start to wonder if they are even here and not out hunting.

I flopped onto the couch. I noticed a note on the table beside it. I picked it up.

Bella

We have a surprise for you.

Come down to your old high school. We will be waiting behind it.

Alice

What. Are you serious? I was right. My instincts are always on point, but what is she planning. I grabbed my purse that I put down on the couch when I sat on it and was out the door. Wouldn't it be a shame if I stalled and showed up late? I smiled deviously. That would piss Alice off, but she probably already knew that I was going to do it. Although I eventually had to go to meet her just to see what she had planned? It would be a lie if I said that I wasn't excited to see what Alice had planned.

I went to the local music store and picked up a few cd's. When I went in there was a few people who I didn't know, but knew me. They were fans of mine and asked for autographs. It was still kind of foreign for people asking autographs from me. I didn't feel famous I was still the same person I was before I became a singer. I had changed after Edward left me though. Well not right away, but after I got over the zombie phase. I had hid myself from Edward I had tried to be perfect for him and that was something I am not. Over the last five years I have learned a lot. I learned that if I tried to be what a man wanted me to be then the relationship wouldn't work out and I would be dependent on him. I learned how to be me and be comfortable in my own skin something I had never felt. That is why I am now comfortable in wearing dresses and being sexy. Even if I was to get back with Edward (which would never happen) It would never work out. The Bella who Edward wanted was Dead and Gone like that T.I. song. I think one of the reasons Edward and the Cullen family thought I still was in love with Edward was because of my Album. I sang about heartbreak. The thing they didn't understand was that I was channeling the emotion and pain that I felt when Edward had left. The only thing I felt now was heartbreak over was that I couldn't physically have a child. I didn't want a child right now, but I still was angry that I had my choices toke away.

After enough time elapsed I decided to show up and see what Alice had planned. Right Now I was parked outside of my old high school. I nonchalantly walked towards the back of the school. I was shocked to see…