singing brought me back to you Chapter 7: Alice interview questions bella singing, a twilight fanfic

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I saw what Alice had planed. She had several rows of chairs with people in each and every one of the chairs. Alice was standing on a stage that had been made for this occasion. Not only that, but there were two chairs on the stage one regular one and the other one that would be for a queen. I could tell that it was expensive it wasn't a knockoff. Easily a couple of grand. Damn, she went all out. I had a hard time not smiling. I knew now what she was planning. She wanted an interview. I shook my head laughing silently. She is too much.

"Now, ladies and gentlemen introducing the diva, the dancer, the songstress, with a kick you're ass kinda attitude. Believe me I've seen it. Bella get you're ass out here" She called me on stage and I started walking to the stage in a model like fashion.

My model walk was very good. I had practice millions of times. My best friend Brandy was a very graceful person and taught me how to do it right.

I could feel everyone's gaze on me. It didn't bother me being the center of attention. I actually like it a lot. I knew that there were fans in the audience, but I also knew there were haters in the audience as everyone has haters. Haters didn't bother me since I was comfortable in my own skin and they weren't gonna stop me from being me.

I continued to walk until I came to the stage, to which I walked up and sat on the throne like chair after which crossing my legs.

"I love the dress" Alice said as I sat down.

"Thank you" I said thanking her for the compliment.

"Ok, like I said I would let you're fans ask you some questions, but why don't you tell us how you came to be a singer for Rca?" Alice asked.

I began to tell her the story.

Flashback-

It had all happened about a year after Edward left me I changed myself because I knew that I couldn't go on like that forever. I moved to L.a where by coincidence I worked at a string of bars and one of the bartenders at the last bar I worked at found one of the songs I wrote and passed it on to a friend of her's in the music business.

I hadn't known anything about this. The bartender put the song back into my folder before I knew it was gone. She convinced me to sing on of my songs like while her friend was there. (Although, I didn't know that at the time.) I sung it acapella and after that everyone clapped.

Days later I was contacted by her friend who is now my best friend Brandy. Brandy convinced me to stop bartending and for her to take care of me until I got a record deal. I was nervous about the idea, but in the end I accepted.

Within a few months I had gotten an opportunity to perform for Rca and they said I had a good voice and that they wanted me.

End of Flashback-

"Wow" Alice said. "That is quite a story. It seems like a fairytale. Mariah's was also very fairytale like lady's and gentlemen I salute Bella the next Mariah."

I laughed shaking my head. I loved Mariah, but it would be a long long time before I could even be compared to her. If I even lasted that long. I was hopeful, but labels drop artists all the time.

"Ok" Alice began again. "Are you ready for all you're questions."

The audience cheered loudly. I had never answered fans questions so I was kind of anxious.

"Like I said every question will be anonymous so you better have not written on the question cards 'will you go out with me'. This is directed to you Mike."

I couldn't believe she said it. I started laughing. I love it. I bet Mike was pissed though.

"Are you ready, Bella?" She asked me.

"Yes" I replied.

She began asking the questions on the cards. There were a lot of cards my guess would be thirty to fifty.

"What dance songs that aren't you're own do you dance to?"

"I don't have any" I began. "Just kidding" I added towards the end.

"There are so many, but right now I am addicted to 'Shareefa's I need a boss'."

I heard someone in the audience yell who's Shareefa.

"Who's Shareefa" I said in disbelief. "Stick by after and you'll know who she is".

That's crazy how can he not know who Shareefa is. She is only one of the soulful singers since Mary.

"Next question, who are you're inspirations in today's rn'b".

"Oh, that's easy. Shareefa, Letoya Luckett, Keyshia Cole, and Alicia Keys."

Alice scoffed at the next question. I looked at her confused. She showed it to me and I knew why. It wasn't a question it was a comment from a hater. I just rolled my eyes not really caring.

Alice continued with the questions.

"You mentioned in an interview that you wouldn't do a pop album because you didn't like what pop represented in today's music would you ever do a hip hop album."

I hadn't been expecting this question, but still I answered it truthfully.

"Well, to be honest I have written a few rap songs, but I don't think I would write a whole album just for rap songs. I may however do a mixtape in the future or a double disc. One disc Rn'b the other rap."

"Wow." Alice stated. Obviously she didn't know that I would have said that.

"Next question" I said trying to move things along.

"Oh, right" Alice began again. "What do you think of the whole role model thing".

Yes, I was glad this question was asked because I had wanted to speak my mind on this for a while. I detested the whole thing.

"I think it's stupid. I think it's parents way to blame society for their bad parenting. I mean if you don't think it's suitable for you're kid block it. Don't let it into the house. A lot of people just like to talk, but do nothing about it and that pisses me off big time. I know you didn't ask this, but I will not and never will be a role model you got the wrong girl."

After my rant a few people started clapping and a few people started talking which is what people do best is talk. Run their mouths. The ones that were talking I recognized as haters. I rolled my eyes. Whatever. As long as they are not getting in the way of my business.

Alice continued to ask questions. Some were about how I live my life to get a better look at me the person. I told them that I lived in the same apartment with my friend Brandy that I did before I became famous. I wasn't Hollywood and I wasn't going to pretend I was.

I, also got asked about my sexual preferences and told them I was a classy girl and I do it all the regular way.

A few more were messeges from the haters and a few were really dumb questions.

The most personal question was If I just wrote about my heartbreak I had gone through from Edward and I told them no. I had been in many relationships and situations since Edward left me. I had dealt with more fake friends. I had dealt with cheating boyfriends, boyfriends who only wanted me for sex, and one relationship that had been very destructive, which was my last one.

I didn't get into the details of the last one I just told them the minimum that they needed to know.

Alice had asked them if they wanted to hear me sing and they roared and roared.

Alice asked me which I wanted to sing. I told her that I would sing two ballads and If she could get me jeans and a shirt I would also do a dance song.

She smiled at that and got on her way of getting both of them.

She came back and whispered to me that she would have them by time I was done with the second song.

She had one of the security guys that she hired clear the stage of both chairs and set up the equipment for me to sing.

I stepped back onto the stage and started to sing my hit 'If I were a Boy'.

I had wrote this song for everyman I had ever dated. It wasn't just about Edward. Although I couldn't deny there was a part of it that was about him.

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it.
Cause they'd stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he's taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

Tears came to my eyes as I sang the bridge to the song. It was eerie how it matched the situation. Edward had begged to get back with me a day or so previous. I didn't hide the emotions when I sang. If I had to I would cry when I sang and I realized as I ended the bridge that a few tears were falling from my eyes down to my cheek.

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
Yeah you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you're just a boy

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
Yeah you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday

You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you're just a boy

I had closed my eyes, which i do sometimes when I sing.

I opened my eyes to hear the chapping and see the shock on some people's faces. Obviously they didn't think my voice was really real. They thought I had used a pitch corrector to make my voice sound better, but that was wrong. I didn't use anything besides the beat and my voice. As a matter of a fact I have a song on my album where my voice is the beat.

Alice came back on the stage.

"Wow, that was one helluva performance. I think a lot of girls can relate to that. I don't think that applaud was big enough. Come on now give the woman the praise she deserves" Alice shouted.

The crowd went wild erupting in claps, cheers and yells.

"That's much better. Now to grace the stage once again is yours truly the diva that puts Lady Gaga to shame on so many levels Bella Marie Swan."

I told Alice which song I wanted to sing next and she put the instrumental on through the speakers and I took the mic and started to talk.

"Now, this next song is about a relationship I was in a couple of years ago. He didn't love me the way I needed to be loved. This is called Lesson Learned and I hope you guys like it".

Lately we haven't had a chance to speak
Cause you aint really had no time for me
Maybe there's somewhere else you'd rather be
And I don't understand it at all
If I recall I gave you everything
But I can't remember one time you sacrificed for me
And I'm starting to feel like I'm losing myself
So I think that I'll just live with what's left

Why did you treat me like a girl on the side
Why did you have to go and make me cry
Boy tell me
You could've walked away
Rather than cause me pain
Baby I aint really need it at all
And I cant make you love me
So I aint trying that
You won't make a fool of me
So you can forget that
Going out a leading lady
How my mama raised me
Take the stripes that I've earned lesson learned

Why did you have to go and lie to me
When you were out there running in the streets
Well I'm tired of calling your cell phone
4 o'clock in the morning
You pick it up and all I hear is...
If I was too much woman all you had to say was
That you wasn't ready
And I would've understood
Well let me calm down
Why should I be mad
When honestly it aint nothing you stressing bout

Why did you treat me like a girl on the side
Why did you have to go and make me cry
Boy tell me
You could've walked away
Rather than cause me pain
Baby I aint really need it at all
And I can't make you love me
So I aint trying that
You won't make a fool of me
So you can forget that
Going out a leading lady
How my mama raised me
Take the stripes that I've earned lesson learned

Gave so many chances you blew it over again
Time and time I wonder why
You put me after your friends
You couldn't tell me the real
Boy do you know how it feels
When I call your phone and you don't call back
I know you can't be for real uh uh
So I packed my bags uh
And aint comin back
Treat me like I don't know you
What part of the game is that
Boy I aint turning around
This is no place for me to be
You never meant enough for me

Oh I, I learned my lesson

I'm leaving you
That's what I gotta do
You can't make a fool of me

I'm leaving
L-leaving you, u u u u u u u

Hayyyyy!

Everyone screams and cheers especially the girls seeing as they probably have felt the feeling. I didn't cry during this song reason being it's a lesson learned and I put that part of my life behind me.

"Ok now, Bella is going to change so she can put on a dance for all of you" Alice said as she flipped the curtain shut so I could change. I was handed the clothes and I dressed in them quickly.

I let Alice pick the dance song and I started to dance as I heard the beat starting.

"Now, this song is for the haters. You ain't gonna bring me down go ahead say what you want. I'm just gonna say 'whatever bitch'

You're callin' me a Ho cause I'm trying to get my freak on
But Bitch we're in a club, what the hell do you expect, Bitch?
I worked too freakin' hard to let a hater bring me down
and we ain't sweatin' you
what goes around comes back around

You see me in the club rollin' your eyes
whatever bitch
but chicks like you gets no love
whatever
Hatin' on me snappin' your neck
whatever bitch
to all my girls in the east, to all my girls in the west.. sang
whatever bitch
you see us in the club rollin your eyes
whatever bitch
but chicks like you gets no love
whatever
what cha come here for you wanna get checked?
whatever bitch
To all my girls in the east, to all my girls in the west.. sang
whatever bitch

I'm gonna dance. I'm gonna dance
I'm gonna work it. Work it all night long
don't give a damn. Bring on the boys
we can get the party goin' till the break of dawn

It's almost time to go and you eyes are steady cuttin'
and I'm still on the floor. Yo, what the hell did you expect, Bitch?
Been dancing all night long
Dj's spinnin my favorite song
and if you spoil my night
then we can take this shit outside
Tonight bitch

I'm gonna dance. I'm gonna dance
I'm gonna work it. I'm gonna work it all night long
don't give a damn bring on the boys
we can keep the party goin till the break of dawn
til the break of dawn
til the break of dawn
til the break of dawn... Bitch

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