Ok. I word on this for like 4 days so you better review... It is extra long and I didn't use any songs in it just talking and dialogue. Ok, I want everyone to know that I changed the rating to 'M' because there are going to be a few graphic scenes and things said in the chapters to come. etc.

Disclaimer-I don't own ish.

I met the person that didn't know who Shareefa was immediately after the whole thing was wrapped up. It was a man. His name was Will It didn't surprise me I knew it was a man from his voice. I couldn't tell how old he was, but I was pretty sure that he was in my age range. he had short kinky hair that was hid underneath a hat. He had a clear complexion except for acne scars that he had on his face. I didn't know him previously when I had lives in Forks all those years ago. Either that or I didn't remember him. I'm almost one hundred percent sure that I didn't know him. I don't usually forget people that I have met in the past even if I only met them a few times. I always remembered, but there is a first time for everything.

When I came up to him he was shocked. I could see it in his expression. Obviously he didn't expect me to do what I said I would. After getting over his shock he fallowed me into my car as we went to the department store or the one that Forks had. I didn't have to tell Alice that I was leaving I figured that she would have foreseen it and she did. She came to my window as I was about to leave, asking if I wanted her to come. I told her no and that it was fine. I didn't want her to come along because I didn't want Will to feel uncomfortable. I would have told her, but I wasn't going to say it in front of Will. I'm not tacky like that.

I put in my copy of Shareefa's album. I told him this was Shareefa and he said it was good. I was glad that he liked it. I was confident that he would like it. If he was at an interview for me then he should like Shareefa since both Shareefa and I make real music. Real recognizes real and I was certain that my fans were real since they were listening to my music. I figured he was a fan since I didn't get the feeling he was a hater.

We pulled into the parking lot of the local department store. I grabbed my purse and walked with him into the store.

"Bella?" He asked.

"Yeah" I looked him in the face.

"Shouldn't we go to my place."

What did he just say. Go to his place. I ain't havin sex with someone I don't know even if he is a fan. I ain't no slut. He is crazy.

"I mean to get money" He added when he saw the look on my face.

I laughed. "Don't worry I got this" I said reassuring him that I would pay.

I grabbed him by the arm pulling him to the cd racks. I put a copy of Shareefa's cd in the cart.

I wasn't coming all this way just to get him one cd if he didn't know who does real music other than me he was about to. I am going to take him out of the mainstream side of music. That is if he is in it.

"Do you listen to Mariah Carey?" I asked.

"Never heard of her".

My eyes got wider than they should have. Does he live under a rock or something. Well, Forks could be considered that since it's small as fuck all.

Forty five minutes we were still getting Cd's. The cart I had was close to being full and by no means was it a small cart. It turns out that he didn't know all that much good music. I took the cart up to the only free aisle to pay for it. I was surprised to see who was the cashier.

I could understand now why the aisle had no one in it. No one could stand the cashier. It wasn't someone who I was on good terms with. It was a girl who had always been jealous of me when I had went to Forks high. It was Lauren. This is not going to be good. I hope I don't end up getting in a confrontation with her. I have no tolerance for fake bitches so she better act like she feels. She better not be actin nice just because I am famous now and got money.

"Oh my god, Bella how long has it been. It's so great to see you." She said cheerfully. This bitch is so fake.

I rolled my eyes to the back of my head. Are we really going to act like we like each other. I for sure wasn't going to play like that.

I was going to tell this bitch off when Will started before I could.

"You are such a liar. You have been hating on her since the second her first single came out. You said how you were going to beat her up if she ever came back" Will said.

I see. This bitch thinks she can take me. She has another thing coming to her. If it comes down to it I'm going to rip out that 5.99 Kmart hairpiece.

She started to deny what he said. She said it was all lies and he was the one who was being fake and he had been hating on me.

I laughed. "Shut the fuck up Lauren we both know that you have hated me for years. Be real for once in your life and admit it."

Lauren's face turned to one of anger and resentment. I glanced around and the few people that were in the store stopped to watch. Oh, this shit is rich. They saw me put this bitch in her place.

I started to put the contents of the cart on the counter as Lauren rang it up.

It took twenty minutes to ring all of it up and the woman behind me was getting testy. I could hear her sighed countless times in frustration.

"The total is fifteen hundred and sixteen cents" Lauren said with resentment.

"Holy shit" Will said shocked.

I looked at him.

"That's what I said when I first went shopping after I got money. I got it." I reassured him again.

"Check or credit card?" Lauren asked.

I laughed. Please. I ain't have a credit card or a checking account. I bring money with me anywhere. It may be bad since I am a celebrity and I could get robbed, but people count do worse with a credit card and don't get me started of a checking account. Banks are like the devil. They tell you what you want to hear, but end up fucking you up in the end. So, I use the last resort. Cash. Cash can't fuck you up like a bank can. I grabbed my purse and took out the money I brought with me which was ten thousand. I took the correct money and gave it to her. She looked at me like I was crazy. I gave her an irritated expression. She took the money, put it the register and gave me my receipt.

I wasn't one to talk behind people's back like Lauren was. I was going to tell her what I thought of her and I did just that. I gave her a hundred from my money.

"Go get yourself some quality hair extensions. Not from the Kmart on sale bin. Oh, and next time you want to say something about me say it to my face. Talk behind my back again and odds are you will you will live to regret it".

"What does that mean. Are you threatening me?" Lauren sneered.

I didn't see any fear in her face although there was no reason for her to be scared, yet. She had not seen the other me yet. She better watch her mouth before the bitch comes out of me. We will have more than words if that happens. Some people think I'm being sassy when I write songs like 'whatever bitch', but it's really a warning. Today it could be whatever bitch. Tomorrow it could be 'my hands around your throat bitch'.

"Let's just say it's a warning" I said giving her full on eye contact.

She still showed no fear in her face. I smirked. She had no idea the monster I could turn into if I was provoked.

I always had a bad temper, but it only got worse when I started working in bars. Men would hit on me constantly and occasionally grab my ass or try make moves on me. I always handled it before the bouncer came over to stop whatever the men would do.

Will and I took the bags out to my car leaving Lauren and her fake Kmart hairpiece.

We were both loading the bags in the car when I heard a familiar voice.

"Well, I don't believe it. Bella is back in town."

I looked behind me to see one of my best friends still to this day.

Angela.

"Oh my god Angela." I didn't expect to see her.

We haven't talked in like three weeks. She had told me she and Ben got engaged and were going to get married and she was busy planning the wedding. I didn't blame her I was busy too with my carrier. I'm glad that we both ran in to each other. She was one of the only people who I could turn to when shit got rough. I had called her when I got signed and she was so happy for me as I was for her when she got engaged. When she told me she got engaged we were on the phone for hours talking about stuff which we always did. Even if we didn't talk for months it wouldn't matter. It just mattered that when she called and we would go on and on. Thank god we both got unlimited minutes. She is like the sister I never had. We both had each others back no matter what.

We both ran to each other and hugged. Oh, lord I'm gonna start getting emotional in a minute. I held my tears in though. Didn't want the whole town to see my makeup smeared. I ain't lookin a mess like that weak bitch Lauren. Especially not in Forks. People will be talking behind my back and I'll have to whoop everyone's ass.

We pulled away from each other and got a good look at each other. We hadn't seen each other physically since I left Forks a few years ago. I had originally come to Forks to see Angela, but Alice kinda distracted me. Plus there was a lot of drama that happened since I got back in town. Getting hit over the head, telling Edward I didn't want him, having to deal with Rosalie getting pissed off because I didn't want Edward, Breaking down in front of the whole Cullen family and last, but certainly not least getting yelled at by Charlie. A lot had happened, but I'm glad that we ran into each other now.

"Why didn't you come and see me" she said with a hand on her hip trying to act mad.

I laughed.

"I was going to, but I kind of got preoccupied" I said.

"I can see why with this gorgeous man." she whispered so Will wouldn't be able to hear.

"Angela" I laughed in embarrassment.

"What is it?" Will asked.

"Nothing" I said.

I should probably introduce them. I mean it must seem awkward for him to me to be talking to Angela and he's just in the background. I know I would be.

"Will this is Angela. Angela this is Will." I introduced them.

Both of them shook hands.

All of us talked for a little while, but Angela had to get back to Ben.

I took Will back to his home which was a small apartment. I helped him take all the bags up to his apartment and I left shortly after due to Alice sending me a text message. I would have left anyway, but the text came right after I brought all the bags into his apartment. I wonder how she got my cell number to send the text. Maybe it was while I was unconscious she went through my purse. It doesn't really matter regardless how she got my number. What mattered was what she sent in the text. Her message said that she had another surprise for me. Lovely. Well, actually, I shouldn't be so negative about it I mean it hasn't been that bad so far. She added that she wanted me to be on time and that it was a mean trick to be late for the interview. I think she mentioned that I was exuding diva behavior.

I text her back saying that she had to give me some time. She text me back saying I had forty five minutes to be there or she would find me and drag me on my hands and feet all the way there. I had a feeling that she wasn't kidding and she would do just that. I wasn't stalling. I didn't mind being around the Cullens it's just that it was hot out and I was in jeans and a shirt. This is Forks how long is it going to stay like this. I had to take advantage of it even if I rarely come to Forks. That isn't the point though. I am here now and I needed a change of clothes. I definitely wasn't wearing the dress either that would be too long to wear I needed something shorter. Maybe a skirt. I laughed. It would be fun to walk around in a skirt in Forks. Shake a few people up. Give the haters a reason to hate me. Yes, that's exactly what I'll do.

It's a perfect idea, but the town does talk and Charlie might be upset. Might is actually a big understatement. He would be far beyond upset. He would be livid. To him that would make me a slut being dress like that. I had two choices. I could do it and have him yell at me. Or I could not do it and let him say what I should and what I shouldn't wear. If I did it I would never hear the end of it and he would probably be yelling for hours on end. If I didn't do it I would be doing what Charlie would do in my situation. I made my decision right then and there. I was going to do it because it was something I would do. I had to be me. Not anyone else. Me.

I ended up going back to the Forks department store and tried on a peach miniskirt that showed off my ''assets'' well. It kinda made me look slutty so I put it back. It came down to my mid thigh and covered my panties, but I still had a problem wearing it. I knew people would have a problem with it too, but that's not why I didn't get it. I don't know why people have a problem and feel the need to talk about everything someone is doing, but I have to admit that it was going to be fun fuckin' with them in a classy dressed way.

For my top I found a orange and blue stripped colored hoodie. It wasn't a normal hoodie. It was low cut at about four inches past the end of my breasts. I was going to look sexy in a little more than a subtle way, but not completely obvious. I'm not going to feed into the blond slut stereotype. Besides just because I am wearing some a little short don't make me a slut. It had been a while since I had worn something this short anyway and I couldn't wear a dress since it was so hot. I wasn't going to wear shorts because for one Alice would want me to wear something sexier and two these Forks bitches needed to learn that I wasn't the same tom boy. Although if they piss me off that tom boy is still there and won't think twice about getting dirty in a dress. The ones who call me a slut for it are either sluts themselves or are conservative people who never let their hair down. I had more confidence in doing it as I told myself that. I actually never got why people called girls who wear short things sluts. I mean they are not having sex with every man. Well, some of them are, but the majority of them are just being themselves and that is just what I am doing. For the pants I found a pair of light blue faded Capri.

When I found what I wanted I went to pay for it. There were more free aisle's, but I wanted to see Lauren get upset again. I'm not an instigator, but this bitch had been talking about me for over half a decade and I think it's time I had my fun. Payback is a bitch and I was just getting started. When I brought it up to her she acted like I wouldn't wear it. She laughed as she rang it up. She certainly would be shocked when she saw me in this or was told about it by the whole town. Her and Jessica would both be saying that I was such a slut for wearing it when in reality both of them have worn them in the past and I have seen it with my bare eyes. It wouldn't be too wise for both of them to call me a slut though. For one I know Lauren has fucked more men than Alice has bought outfits. As for Jessica I wouldn't put it past her if she has fucked with other men behind Mike's back.

When I got in the car I put my makeup on. I didn't put much on since I was already wearing foundation and concealer. I put on light colored pink lip gloss and light purple eyeshadow. I also put long hoop earrings on and a couple gold bracelets on each wrist.

I was now at the Cullen mansion. Well, actually I was about five minutes away from it, but I was still close. I wonder what Alice's surprise is. Her first surprise was an interview. What could her next one be? That I didn't know and I have thought about it ever since I got the text. I couldn't guess for the life of me.

I came to the Cullen house about five minutes later. I parked my car in the lot and looked at my reflection in the car mirror before I exited the car. No one came out to greet me. I didn't expect it, but Alice wasn't exactly predictable. I figured that Alice wanted me to come in. I knew that Alice knew I was here if not for her vision it would be her ultra powerful hearing. I was anxious just like I was before, but I was pretty sure that she inside. Call it intuition.

I walked into the Cullen Mansion. Unlike the other time I was greeted this time by Emmett.

"Hey, Bella" He said not looking up.

He looked up and saw what I was wearing and his mouth was wide open. I smiled. I didn't expect to get that big of a reaction.

Emmett is such a freak.

"Wow. You look. Wow" Emmett said smiling.

I could hear Alice's laugh. She knew what I was wearing. I could tell. Besides why else would she be laughing. I shouldn't ask that she could be planning a make up session. I would not let that happen. She would make me look like a barbie and with the blond hair I probably would look identical to one.

"Just for that comment no sex tonight" Rosalie said.

"Rose, you already told me that for the last three nights because I flirted with Bella" Emmett pouted.

"Deal with it" Rosalie huffed.

Emmett sighed and looked at me.

"You are ruining my sex life." He said trying to look mad, but I could tell he wasn't. He was probably sexually frustrated though.

I laughed at his comment and offered a comeback.

"Well, if mine is shot right now why should you have one".

"You could always go back to Eddie. Oh, wait he won't fuck you" Emmett laughed.

"I heard that" Edward said from upstairs.

"Well come on, Emmett bring her up here" Alice said impatiently.

I walked with Emmett up the stairs.

Emmett started laughing out of context which was kinda weird. Actually it was Emmett. Emmett was weird.

"What's so funny?" I asked.

"You" he said.

I gave him a confused look. Did I have something on my face. The look I gave him only made him laugh more. It only added to my confusion.

He composed himself the best he could and answered my question in a way that made me understand.

"It's funny that you think you can rap".

What. How did he know that I said that? Better yet what made him think I couldn't rap? He didn't even hear me do it. I did it a few times over a beat and I was applauded and told I had mad skills, but the record company said for me to stay on rn'b. I had quite a few rap songs completed at my apartment that I shared with my roommate Brandy. I also had a studio in my room which was where I did some of my most personal recordings. I kept a lot of my best songs to myself because I wasn't ready to let it go yet. The record label probably wouldn't let me use them anyway since most of it wouldn't do good in the mainstream market. It was a pain a lot of the time being on a big label reason being they picked the songs that were on the album along with which songs were singles. I drew the line when they started telling me what I would sing about. I told them it was my way or no way. I would walk out the door and never come back rather than sell out.

"How do you know about that? Did Alice tell you?" I asked.

"She didn't have to tell me I saw it" Emmett answered.

"You mean you were there?".

"No. Alice recorded the whole thing and put it on youtube".

What. Oh my god. I'm not mad, but I wish she would have told she what she was planning to do. I laughed. It was funny. That bitch Lauren will probably see it and leave hate comments. I love it. Seriously though someone needs to bitch slap her and beat her ass into the pavement. Ooh I'm getting Ideas. Whatever I do though I'm gonna make sure I don't kill her. She's not worth me goin to prison for the rest of my life. There was nothing against having a little fun though. Even if it meant a little time in jail nothing I haven't done before.

"Wait. What makes you think I can't rap?" I asked.

Emmett looked at me serious now.

"Everything about you. I mean when was the last time there was a blond rapper and plus most rappers are hard and you could never be that".

What! He still thought I was a sweet little girl. Are you serious. I shook my head. He had really no idea who I was. That girl who was a walkover is gone. Although I don't go off over little things I don't take shit. I give warnings to people and if they still want to play then that is when I start to fight.

"You wanna make a bet on that?" I asked.

"You bet" Emmett stopped in his place.

"Ok if I win you have to admit that I am right that I can rap and do everything I say for the next few days" I stated my demands of the bet.

He looked like he was considering it. A smile crossed his face.

"Ok, but if I win you have to play video games with me seventy two hours straight. No sleeping. No breaks."

I didn't even have to think it over.

"Agreed" I said.

Alice came out of her room looking very impatient. I tried to suppress a laugh, but I couldn't help it and laughed.

"Emmett, the point of having you downstairs is for you to bring her upstairs not make bets. Bets that you may loose. Now come on, Bella" Alice dragged me to her room with Emmett fallowing. Inside her room which was oversized by the way was every member of the Cullen family sitting on a couch and then there were two chairs against the end of the wall exactly horizontal to the couch. Again she had the queen like chair.

"Alice what is with the chair. I'm not the queen of England. I don't need special attention."

"Of course you are not the queen of England. You're much younger and besides you are a star you deserve to be treated like a queen. Most woman would love it. There's something about you, Bella. You are one of a kind. Regardless you will sit in it if I have to tie you to it." Alice warned.

Emmett laughed which bounced off the walls and made it louder.

"What makes you think you can" I said. I was being sassy.

"Oh, I will and I got a whole team of vampires on my side. Who do you got on yours" Alice teased.

"I have a lot of people on my team" I replied.

"Like?" Alice asked.

"You wouldn't know them. They are from outta town" I said bringing my ponytail from my left to my right shoulder.

"Let me guess they are really strong guys who can defeat vampires" Alice said sarcastically.

"As a matter of a fact yes" I fired back.

"Are you dating the captain".

"Yes, but he has a few sexual problems" I kept playing along.

"Carlisle can probably get you a penis pump for him" Alice laughed for what seemed like hours until Carlisle growled at her in what I thought might have been embarrassment. I think the others were too shocked to say anything. After regaining their composer both Carlisle and Esme stood up to hug me. Edward, Jasper and Rosalie did not. I hugged both Carlisle and Esme at the same time.

They both told me that they were sorry for leaving. I told them it was ok and that it was Edward's choice.

I wasn't going to look like a jerk and not hug the rest of them. I did, but it wasn't because I cared how it looked. Well, maybe a little part was, but I wanted to be on good terms with the rest of them and not have a big drama session.

I hugged Edward while he sat down which was weird. He returned the hug. I expected he would since he was raised to be polite and not an ass. I didn't hate Edward I was disappointed in him though and a little mad or maybe a lot mad. I mean I can't have kids so I have a right to hate him, but I don't.

I moved to Jasper which shocked the whole Cullen family when I hugged him. It also shocked Jasper. I know these things. I whispered my thanks for the flowers and that there was nothing to forgive, but if he really wanted it I forgave him.

I moved on to the hardest part of all. Rosalie. I had no idea how she was going to react. She could smack me or turn her head or walk out. What she did do was very lady like and showed that she wasn't always a vain bitch all about herself. She stood up and embraced me. I blinked several times. Wow. Is this the same Rosalie or did someone trade her in an alien. I returned the hug nonetheless.

I also will be writing the raps that Bella is rapping which will also be pretty dark. not dark like devil, but still kind of dark. One of my reviewers said I like this story, but I'm not sure how it's b/em. I am glad you asked that cause a lot of people didn't give feedback like that. I will explain how it will be b/em without giving away what's going to happen in the future of this story. I'm tryin to balance it out not so much romance that it takes away from the plot. so there is going to be chapters without Emmett, but it's not going to be 3-6 chapters in a row without him, just bare with me. This is not just going to be a b/em story this is going to be about how bella deal's, learning lessons, showing the whole cullen family how she's not the same sweet girl who doesn't have a backbone etc.