Chapter 18

It's been two weeks now since Anastasia has come back here after the whole Kelsey debacle, it's been the best two weeks of my life so far. I cannot believe how in love I am with her. It's a foreign emotion for me to be in love with a woman. I of course love my mother and sister but you cannot compare a love for your family with an all-consuming romantic love.

I feel so possessive and protective of her. So far her transition has been easy for her. She already found a job working at a publishing house and she starts next week. I knew she was studying English literature but really I didn't know how intelligent she was. She is really a brilliant girl and the fact that she doesn't feel the need to flaunt it is so fucking hot to me.

She is still angry at me for paying off her loans even though it was anonymous she knew I did it and told me it was wrong of me to pay. She did love her birthday gifts though, she has played her new keyboard almost every night and I can see the joy in her eyes when she plays. I told her she can use my piano any time she wishes and she was very excited about that.

She sang to me for the first time last week and I was awestruck. Just having her sing to me this time, not in front of a bar filled with strangers felt so intimate. We had just finished making love for a good two hours and she fell asleep, I went to my piano to play a bit and she came and sat with me. I asked her to play something for me and she agreed. It was breathtaking she sings and plays beautifully.

I have so many contacts and I can get her a recording deal at the drop of a hat but she was very clear that she did not want to pursue it professionally unless it was her only means of paying bills. I don't think she will ever have to worry about that again. I'm a fucking hard working billionaire. I will never be poor again ever and neither will she; I would never let her go without anything, whatever she wants she can have as long as she lives.

Even if I lost all of my companies tomorrow I would still have billions set aside. That won't ever happen though I am too smart and good at what I do. Its second nature to me, I get a thrill from each business venture I successfully conquer. I've only been at it for a few years and nobody else is a close second to what I do. Yeah there are other billionaires out there who have achieved great things, especially in WA state but not as fast and efficient as me. Plus I'm a hell of a lot better looking and I highly doubt Gates is spanking and fucking his handcuffed wife six times a day.

I offered to buy Anastasia a new car and she went ballistic mad. I bought one anyway and I've told her it's my car and she can use it to go to and from work and she said maybe. I said Taylor can drive her if she preferred. She doesn't like Taylor doing stuff for her because just two weeks ago they were co-workers, but he's on my payroll and I expect him to guard Ana as if he were guarding me. I gave her the clothes too and she wasn't happy. She's not good with pricey gifts but a little time in bed and I can talk her into things.

She has a smart little mouth and can go tit for tat with me on any subject apart from sex. That's where she just lays back and enjoys my sexpertise.

I have already told her how much her smart mouth angers me and how I will spank her if need be. She doesn't seem care and she tells it like it is to me, fuck its turns me on. I am aroused every moment I am with her or thinking about her.

She is very naïve in the bedroom still and I love teaching her new things all the time. She already let me spank her a few times since and use a few toys. She doesn't like the playroom because she said it makes her think of Kelsey. I have already thrown out all the toys from her time with me and replaced them in anticipation for Ana joining me in there. She said maybe soon but at least for now she is willing to experiment.

Gail is returning today and Ana is very nervous. I've told her not to be and I will not let anyone interfere with my relationship with her or let anyone else dictate what they believe is right or wrong for her. Everyone on my staff knows better to get in my way of anything especially something as personal as my love life.

Anastasia said she spoke to Taylor and asked him to talk to Gail yesterday so she knows. Believe me I know Gail, she is a very kind and accepting woman she would never overstep her mark.

Ana decided to go grocery shopping today so Gail wouldn't have to. She wanted her to have time to settle back in. Ana and I will be having dinner with my parents tonight. I told my mother I am bringing a guest and she seemed very surprised, wait until she sees it's a woman.

My family all believes that I am either Gay or celibate because I give no details on my personal life, nor do they dare ask. If they only knew what I have been up to for the past 13 years they would all be shocked. I think my mother would especially be shocked due to the fact that her close friend and our neighbor Elena Lincoln was my Domme for six years and introduced me to the BDSM lifestyle from age 15 to 21. She would even visit me at college every four weeks just to beat me and have me fuck the shit out of her. The last year of our relationship she subbed for me as I made the transition from sub to Dom.I would be mortified if my mother ever found that out.

I owe her a lot although I would never admit it to her. She taught me self-control during a time when I had none. She gave me the skills to take control and become a dominant in my personal life and career and I excel at both. I have paid her back the 100k she lent me after I left Harvard and I also partner with her on a chain of high end salons.

I take all my subs there to get waxed and groomed but I really am just a silent partner eventually I will just gift them too her when I feel it's not benefitting me any longer, but right now even with this crap economy the cash is flowing and we just refurbished 3 of the shops, so I can stay on board a little longer.

I've told Ana a little about Elena and she was disgusted because I was so young to have a sexualrelationship with a grown woman. I have asked Elena not to be present tonight and she agreed. Elena is the only friend I have and the only person I can trust to discuss my lifestyle with. I have told Ana this and she says it's none of her business as long as I do not engage in sexual relations with other women as long as we are together.

I have no desire to be with anyone but her and I am monogamous in all my relationships, however this is a real relationship not a contracted one. I don't have any rules with her I just enjoy making love to her, kissing her, touching her and being intimate with her in every way possible. Up until now I did not believe I was capable of loving a woman like this or love at all and I won't let anything or anyone get in between that.

More to come...