Chapter 25 The New Housekeeper by ShadyGreySteele
We head back to my bedroom and I jump into a quick shower. Anastasia is exhausted and she put on one of my tee shirts and fell asleep as soon as she hit the pillow. I love watching her sleep she looks so peaceful. I sleep so much better when she's with me and my nightmares have taken a hiatus of sorts since she's been in bed with me every night.
She talks a lot in her sleep most of the time she makes no sense but it's still completely fucking adorable. Sometimes she says my names or says she loves me and needs me and I know in my heart it's true now. I dream of her sometimes, but if I could I'd dream of her every night.
I often find myself daydreaming about her at work or while driving. She is always on my mind almost every moment of the day. She is my first and only love and now I know what all the hype is about. I know it seems ridiculous at my age but she is the only girl I have ever loved ever and she will be the last as well.
It's too soon to ask her to marry me but it's only a matter of time. For the first time in my bleak existence I can see happiness in my future with Anastasia as my wife and possibly even children down the road, okay way down. I have to come clean though about my past to her. She knows a little about my childhood and she is the only person who has ever put her hands on my chest or back. She has free reign to touch my body.
My fear of being touched has made it impossible for me to have a normal relationship with a woman until now. Her touch is the exact opposite of what I fear, it soothes me. She knows and respects my boundaries and uses caution and restraint when she senses my anxiety building. She could easily punish my by allowing me from touching her but she doesn't have a mean bone in her body.
I ache for her touch; she has no idea how just holding her rights the world for me. The scent of her hair and her skin, her arms wrapped around me, her soft lips on mine. I could spend my life kissing her and never tire of it.
I feel restless tonight so maybe I'll go play the piano for a while. My Piano was the first item I bought when I moved into Escala, before I bought a chair or a bed or a dish. This is my solace, well its second to Anastasia. I set my glass of wine on a coaster and let my fingers run away with me as I get lost in a sad melody.
I shouldn't think so much, but now besides wallowing in my own despair of my early childhood I find myself wondering what Ana had to endure after her filling me in on her horrific childhood. She is so easy going and I have no idea how she was able to put it behind her or at least not let it consume her so she can press on. Must be a defense mechanism is all I can guess, she never had the options I had.
My adopted family always had money; I traveled the world before I was 15 and always had the best of everything. She's never left the USA and has spent her life running away and working paycheck to paycheck to make ends meet. She has the voice and the talent to make it big but she sees it as a gift and a curse.
Her sagacity still confounds me, she is the most intuitive and fascinating woman I have ever met. I'd love to take her to Europe or the Mediterranean for a few weeks and show her the world. When I was looking through her journal last week she wrote that she wanted to visit Disney World one day like it was a dream of hers to ride a roller coaster or sit in a tea cup and spin.
That broke my heart thinking of all she missed out on because she was struggling to keep food in her mouth and a roof over her head and most of the time she was homeless and living in shelters. Perhaps during Christmas I'll surprise her with a trip to Disney World or maybe Euro Disney, fuck I'll take her to every theme park in the world if she wishes to go.
Her friend and former college roommate Kate was completely unaware of this. Even now she has no idea what Ana has been through. The only thing she knew was that Anastasia lived in foster care two years prior to their meeting. She did know that Ana worked two jobs while in school but Anastasia never opened up to her about her past or why she had to leave school.
Ana has agreed to finish her degree here in Seattle so she can continue to work at the new publishing job that she seems to really love. She has no idea I have already bought the company but she is my world now and I'll do anything to keep her safe. I don't plan on telling her for a while. I want to give her a chance to move up the ladder a bit so I can increase her salary. I mean she quit working here right after we spent the night together so I don't think she's keen on being my employee.
My finger methodically stroke the keys as I get lost in the music and my thoughts but something catches my eye and I turn and there she is wrapped in the blanket standing in the dark watching me play. I give her my shy smile and she blushes and walks towards me.
"Sorry I woke you baby, I can't sleep" and I pat the bench signaling her to come sit next to me and she does.
"That's Okay I love hearing you play. I used to hide behind the column in the upstairs foyer and watch you play in the middle of the night" she whispers shyly as she lays her head on my shoulder and I lean over and kiss her head.
"You want to play something for me baby?"
"Not tonight Christian it 2:45am I just want you to come back to bed, I sleep better when you hold me"
"Come baby" and I take a sip of my wine and place it on the breakfast bar and wrap my arms tight around my girl as I head into our bedroom. I take the duvet cover off of her and she's completely naked and I stop breathing for a moment as I gaze at her glorious body.
"You are so beautiful Ana" and she smiles softly at me.
"It was warm in here and I woke up to take my shirt off but you were gone." She mutters as she climbs back to bed pulling the covers up to her chin. It never ceases to amaze me how shy she can be after all we've done already earlier this evening.
"Did you remember to take your birth control pill earlier?"I hope so I hate condoms and I love the feeling of being inside her feeling every part of her.
"Yes but I need a refill soon, I will call the pharmacy tomorrow"
"Very good now turn off your lamp and come here baby" and I hold out my arms to her and she curls up into my chest. Her hand gently traces my stomach and she weaves her fingers through my chest hair placing small kisses as she explores my body.
"That feels nice baby but I think I'll fall asleep better if I make love to my girl now" and in a second I'm on top of her skimming her body up and down as my mouth finds hers.
"Oh baby" I groan softy as I slip inside her while my lips mold hers. I need this nice and slow. I suck each of her nipples slowly and tenderly and I slide in and out of her. She feels so good, always so wet and she looks lovingly at me as I move in and out deliciously slow, savoring each thrust as she whimpers quietly.
"Oh Christian I love you baby"
"Umm, I love you Ana always" and I dig myself deep inside her still thrusting slow and deep watching her fall apart. Will I ever get tired of loving her, making love to her? Never. She's climbing higher and I can feel she's close as she tightens around me and I groan loudly.
"Oh baby come for me, I need you" and she cries out softly as she orgasms.
I'm going to come soon and I press myself deep inside her as I bury my face into her breasts nibbling, sucking and licking as I come inside her. I still want more. I need to taste her. I kiss her slowly and my hand slowly rubs her clitoris.
"I know your tired baby but I need to taste you" and she groans as I slowly kiss down her neck to her stomach when I reach her sweet pussy I spread her legs open wide and slowly circle her clitoris. I bury my face inside her lapping at her digging my tongue deep inside her as my cock stiffens again. Her hands grab my hair and she tugs gently as my tongue pleasures her and in no time she orgasms and I savor every drop.
"Oh Ana you taste so sweet always baby" my tongue still circles her clit and my fingers stretch her slowly.
"Now I want you in my mouth then sleep, turn over" she whispers, her eyes are glossy and filled with desire as she hovers over me stroking my gently.
Her tongue slowly circles the tip of my cock and I groan loudly. "Umm" she moans as her tongue traces my length up and down. Then she takes me in her mouth and sucks hard and slow, pulling me apart as I cry out. Oh the suction feels so nice as her soft warm tongue licks and sucks my cock slowly. She turns onto her side as pulls my hips towards her so I can slowly fuck her mouth as she holds me tight. "Yeah baby like that, it feels so good Ana" and she swirls her tongue over every inch of me as she gazes at me." Oh baby I love when you suck my cock" I groan
"Oh Ana, I'm going to come in your mouth baby" and she groans and sucks hard pushing me all the way to the back of her throat harder and faster until I come in her mouth. She sucks fast swallowing every drop and grabbing my ass tight as I pump into her.
"Oh you taste so good Christian, I love to having in my mouth" and she traces my cock with her tongue after I come kissing slowly up and down places a gently kiss on the tip letting the tip of her tongue tracing it round and round. She crawls into my arms and kisses me deeply. After a trip to the bathroom we both fall asleep in each other's arms.
Hope you enjoyed this chapter.. The next chapter will address Christian Journal snooping! Thanks in advance for your comments and support xo