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I Want My Happy Ending Chapter 9
I sat there pathetically debating on kicking and or spitting on the Volvo. I saw a stick beside the wheel. I picked it up and broke it. Why some people might ask. Well it felt good to control something. I used to take out my anger on sticks when Cidney got mad at me but I hadn't done it sense I came to Forks. I just sat there and cried, I cried my heart out. I couldn't take this any more.
I ran. I ran out of the garage and into the forest. I ran and ran and ran on still. Tripping over roots, vines, and sticks. I tore my dress on twigs and limbs that jutted out through the forest. My tears blurred my vision which made me fall even more. I was really thankful that the ground was squishy. I only had a few shallow scrapes and cuts. I ran until I reached a meadow. It was getting dark but the meadow was still beautiful. It was circular and had a bounty of flowers.
I collapsed in the grass; sobs racked my body as tears streamed down my face. I was cold but didn't care. Why did I care about Edward at all? I didn't even know him, why did it affect me? It hurt. It felt like there was a giant hole in my chest. But why? Why was I reacting this way? My mind kept telling me not to get close to him. Why didn't I listen? When you give something to a two year old they break it. When you give someone your heart to someone they are the two year old. It gets broken. I had learned this lesson long ago; the second time Cidney told me she hated me.
It didn't hurt the first time; I only brushed it off and went on with life. But the second time it sunk in, deep. Someone on this Earth hated me and that was a hard thing to live with. It hurt to know that. To know that you were disliked was one thing but to be hated was another entirely. I gave Cidney my heart and she broke it.
With Edward, he not only broke it but he put in the shredder then shattered the remaining peaces. It hurt even worse then Cidney's hatred towards me. It was a mystery to me, why did I care? I knew him for one day and it hurt so much. There was one question that kept coming back: Am I in love? Yes, I think I am.
I know its short but I HAD to leave it like this... so sorry?