Chapter 8: He Let Me Go

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I woke up the next morning lying on top of Damon. He was still asleep and I just stare at his sleeping face, he looked to peaceful. I tried to figure out what woke me up, and then I felt it. I groaned at the fact that his morning wood was rubbing against my clit. I started grinding into him, seeking more friction hoping for a release. I look up at him seeing if he will wake up soon. I can't believe I'm actually doing this, but some reason I could find it in me to stop. I start to kiss down his chest at the same time making quick work in removing his boxers. He remained motionless; his breathing had changed so I know he was awake. I wonder why he wasn't saying anything, maybe he was trying to see how far I would go, well he was about to be in for a surprise.

I heard somebody moan and was afraid to open my eyes to see who it was. The hint of strawberries hit my nose for the second time in two days and yesterday's events came rushing back to me. I remembered going to bed with Elena lying next to me, how she got on top of me is beyond my recollection. I felt her grind her pussy against my dick and I felt like I died and gone to heaven. She started kissing down my chest and laid there wondering how far she was going to go. I felt her pull my boxers off and I swear I stop breathing when I felt my dick slid into her mouth. God this must be one hell of a Christmas Eve, for this to be happening right now. I felt the vibrations of her moan when she had the whole thing in her mouth. I cursed when I felt my dick twitch ready to cum, like a school boy getting his first blow job. She started moving her head up and down while massaging my balls. When she removed her mouth I almost died wanting it to go back as if that was the only thing keeping me breathing. I felt her blow on the tip and it felt so good. She squeezed my balls one more time before moving her hands to my dick moving in a circular motion as her head bobbed up and down.

"God Elena…" I moaned, which I cursed myself for because I was afraid she would stop but that didn't deter her from her movements, just motivated her to go faster. "Shit, yeah right there" I moaned I never been much of a talker during sex but I be damn if she didn't change that too. My hand found their way to her hair, entangling them through my fingers guiding her head up and down. I groaned when I felt my cock hit the back of her throat. My hips started moving in motion with her mouth as she deep throated. I could feel my release coming as my dick twitched, "Elena you have to move" I warn her but she kept moving faster, humming sending vibrations through me and squeezing my cock in her hand a little tighter. "I'm about to…Oh God, Elena" I moaned as shudders went through my body, and she swallowed every bit of cum and I swear I fell in love with her a little more if that was possible. I let go of her hair and she kissed the tip after I came down from my high. She climbed back up my body and when I see her lick her lips with mischievous smile on her face. She bent down and kissed my lips not saying anything and I slowly aloud myself to kiss her back.

After I swallowed all his cum I slowly climbed back up his body imaging how it would feel when he was inside me. Once I saw the love and lust in his eyes, I knew I had to have more, so I leaned down and started kissing his lips. Slipping my tongue into his mouth while that battle for dominance I started pulling my clothes off without removing my lips from his. Soon we both lay naked in bed together as I let my hands roam his body. I move my lips from his and kissed down his chin.

"I need you inside me" I whisper into his ear before taking his earlobe in my mouth and biting before blowing on it.

I need you inside me replayed inside my head and I could feel my dick start to stand at attention again. God this girl was going to be the death of me. I know I shouldn't give into her request but I kept imagining how it felt to be inside her. I flipped her over pushing all the thoughts of stopping out my head. "You're going to have to stop me Elena, because I don't think I can." I say in between kissing her neck and while my hands traveled to her breast squeezing them both.

"Please Damon don't stop…" she moaned. "Make love to me." and that was it. Those four words were what put a stop to all my doubts, to all my previous this worries. I swear if my undead heart was beating it would have skipped a beat just from them four words. Separately they meant nothing but together, it was like drinking fresh water after being in the desert for 164 years. I took my time paying attention to every inch of her body and not taking one inch for granted.

After I said those words, it was like his body went into overdrive. Making sure he paid attention to every curve that was there. I felt his mouth go around one of my nipples while the other was being massaged by his hand. The other hand traveled down my body, past my hips to my clit.

"Ohh" I moaned as he flicked at my clit while switching his mouth over my other breast. As sucked on my breast in slipped two fingers inside me and I almost died at the feeling that pasted through me. He move his fingers in and out of me, still sucking on my breath and just when I was about to reach climax, everything stopped. "No no no….Damon please" I yelled as he smirked.

"Patience Kitten" he smirk and if looks could kill, he would be dead right now.

"Damon if you don't touch me, I…Oh God Damon-Yes" I screamed out of surprise when he thrust inside into me for the first time.

As I thrust into her, I felt as if I was coming home for the first time in over two hundred years. As I look down at her, love shining from my eyes as I stare at the pure beauty that radiated from her. Being inside her for the first time, I felt empowered, as though I can conquer anything if she kept looking at me with as much love as she was now. "You feel so good, so wet and it's all for Me." she nodded her head at my statement. I can see in her eyes how bad she wanted me to move, but I wanted to take all this in and capture this moment that will be with me for all eternity.

"Make love to me" I repeated as I put all my love into them four words hoping my eyes were saying the same thing.

"Yes ma'am" he smirked. He didn't hesitate, he crushed his lips to mine as he withdrew from me completely and then surge forward again with the same about of speed. He drove in deep pounding into me just to pull all the way out and surged forward again. His thrusts became hard and precise making me writhe and moan as he pounded in and out of me.

"Is this real?" I hear him whisper in a state of disbelief and hope as he eyes never left my face. He push a strand of hair out of my face and stared into my eyes, waiting for me to tell him that he was not dreaming and his dreams was all a reality.

"It's real Damon, I been waiting four months for this." I reply as I wrapped my legs around him as he started to speed up. I felt as if I was home in this moment. "For you." I finish, I start to move in sync with his movements as if mouth played with my neck, sucking on it leaving one hell of a mark. He brings his mouth to mine and our tongues begin this dance as if it was natural, and have been doing this for years.

"Dammit, Elena. If you keep doing that, this will be over way too soon for my liking." He hissed when my walls tightened around him harder. He gripped my hands in one of his and redoubled his thrusts, fucking me harder and kissing me like I was the only thing that held him to this earth. He keeps thrusting faster and I can feel myself reaching my end as he moves his mouth to my neck. I dig my nails into his back as I begin to see stars.

"Bite me" I get out through clenched teeth and he complies with my wishes, bringing his wrist to my mouth for me to do the same. As we bite each other it's like a new experience, a wave of euphoria ran through me and I was officially in heaven when I reach my climax. I pulled away. "Damon" I screamed as the feeling of being whole, complete washed over me. We rode out our climax together until we came down off our high. They held on to each other, it was like they were in heaven and they both refused to let go of this little piece of it they got. They were finally home and nothing was going to change that. I had the biggest smile on my face when he looked at me.

"Is this the best Christmas Eve or what?" he says not realizing he said it out loud till he heard me reply.

"You haven't seen anything yet" I smirked. "I love you" I said before giving him a kiss and letting him pull out of me. I get up not bothering to cover up, walking toward the bathroom, swaying my hips the whole way. Once I was in the bathroom I called out to him over my shoulder.

"Are you coming?" I say turning on the water, trying my best to not let that he didn't say it back get to me.

"I love you" she said stunning me into silence of how she said it so matter factly. When her lips were against mine I acted on pure instinct, never one to pass up a kiss from this woman. When she released me from her legs I pulled out of her and turned to lie beside her. Soon after she got up and I was mesmerized by the way she swayed toward the restroom. Once she was in the restroom I fell on my back and groaned. I was in deep and I don't think I wanted to get out anytime soon. "Are you coming" she said as I hear her turn on the water. What hell we're saving water, I convinced myself as I raced into the bathroom.

I pick her up and she squeal in joy as I put us both in the shower, loving her body pressed against me. "You're going to be the death of me woman." I say kissing her, falling more in love with this woman by the second. Christmas Eve just keep getting better and better.

After continuing this morning's activities in the shower three more time, we finally exited the bathroom. I knew we had to talk about what this was, well she had to talk and I was going to listen because I was hell of confused. Was I just a sexual release? And if that was the case, what's up with her telling me she loved me twice since I been here. We dressed in silence, neither of saying anything but as I took her in I could see she was glowing and the smile that haven't left her face all morning which further confused me. She walked over to me and kissed me before heading out of the room, and I sit on the bed trying to figure out what the fuck just happened. Enjoy it while last Salvatore, stop over analyzing everything. Or pretend it never happened and see where that gets you. My mind shouted out to me and its right either I go along with or pretend, those was my only options because I don't think I can handle anything else at the moment. I place a smile on my face walked out of the room down stairs to at-least pretend everything was all hunky-dory.

I walked into the study to see everyone there waiting for me. I throw a wink at Elena, who was standing by the door, on my way to pour me a drink before sitting down in the armchair. Not missing how Elena migrated toward me coming to cuddle into my side. I look around the around completely ignoring the know-it-all looks on their faces. "So are we going to finish our talk from yesterday?" I ask and all nod their heads. "So, what's been going on here? Why call me to come here?"

"Well we called you home because, Elena has been a pain in the ass since you left" Jeremy answered. Elena stuck her tongue out at while I smirked but wondering why that was as I looked down at Elena but she wouldn't look at me.

"Stefan left a month after you, when she went all crazy on him and turn the switch off and bitch slapped him." Caroline continued laughing at Elena, while Bonnie started to look uncomfortable.

"Hey, that was totally justified. I mean I just found him in bed went another woman." Elena rolled her eyes.

"What" I say as my eyes went shocked.

"But that's not even the best part not only was that woman, Bonnie" Elena shot her an apologetic look. "...he had the nerve to say it was my fault because wasn't same after you left, even though they were together long before we got back together." She finished.

I was shocked by this new information. "I'm going to kill him" How dare my no good brother cheat on her, I mean are you fucking kicking me. Because I wasn't the same after you left. Rung through my head, what hell she meant by that. "You weren't the same how" I say not realizing I had got up and was pacing until I stopped to look at her. But she wasn't the one that answered but my eyes never left her while she did her best to avoid my eyes.

"Oh it was bad. She pretended it didn't faze her the first month but avoided coming to the boarding house after her little breakdown in your room and your name was like a scared language around her." Caroline said as the pain of hearing that came over me. Did I mean anything to her at all? "Then she started having these dreams about you which farther put her in depression and she stopped drinking blood, I mean Stefan and I practically had to shove it down her throat the whole second month you were gone." Elena shot Caroline a glare silently telling her to shut up. "What? Its true I mean you literally starved yourself. Anyway after that she the third month she came to break up with Stefan found him bed with witchy over here," I would have laughed at her choice of words if all this wasn't so heartbreaking. "Then she practically into find Damon mode and tried different ways to find where you was. Search the whole house for clues. She didn't find any until a couple of days ago about the same time Jeremy called you and told you to come home. So moody Elena, depressed Elena, psychic-bitch Elena, and happy Elena yeah that's about it. I mean we went through so many moods after she finally confessed she was in love with you, it was literally and emotional roller-coaster." Carolina finished.

I stared at Elena waiting for her to confirm everything Caroline just said. "Is it true?" I asked her cursing myself for showing how much hope had felt in those three words. Could last night really have meant more, God I hope so.

She finally met my eyes and hers held so much love in them that I almost stumbled back. She open her mouth to answer my question but before she could say anything the front door open and voice ranged through the air.

"Damon" I hear Kendall yell.

I look at Elena again before she turned her head avoiding my eyes, and I knew the conversation was over. "Kendall" I said turning to face her just as she came into the room. "What are you doing here?" I asked her.

"Kendall" Caroline whispered as the others looked at each other trying to figure out who this mystery woman was and what she was doing here.

"Well I told you had till 3 o'clock to either be home or have call and here it is almost 5 and I have yet to receive a phone call from you." I open my mouth to butt in but she continued. "I don't want to hear your excuses. I wasn't waiting for your call and wasn't the one disappointed when you didn't. I mean God Damon, its Christmas Eve and they didn't receive a call from you. You don't have to worry about them feeling abandon by you and want blame them if they did." Kendall reprimanded. I put my head down ashamed at how I forgot to check on his kids, but between me ravishing Elena and finding out his information, it slipped my mind.

"I'm sorry" I whisper as everyone else in the room stands there in shock.

"I'm not the one you need to apologize to" she stated.

"Kendall, knock it off. He didn't mean to do it, I'm sure right?" Kiara said walking into the room with the kids not too far behind.

"Right, it was and honest to God accident and it want happen again." I promise looking up to Kiara and she nodded her head.

"Good…" she said before she got interrupted by multiple feet rooming into the room.

"Daddy" the kids yelled as they all bound toward me at once. A huge smile crossed my face as they arms wrapped around me.

"There are my little monsters. Daddy has miss y'all so much." I say kissing all them on the forehead before lifting Jayden up into my arms and in wrapped his arms around my neck, holding on as if I would disappear any second now. That broke my heart, as none of the kids would leave my side as they went on about what they did since I been gone.

I finally met his eyes which held so much pain and love in them, it made my heart soar. I open my mouth to answer his question but was cut of when the front door open and a woman voice ranged through the air that mad my heart drop.

"Damon" I hear the woman yell.

He looked over at me again before I turned my head avoiding his eyes, as they start to feel with the anger for the bitch that said my Damon name. "Kendall" He said and I turned to face her shooting daggers at her as soon as she came into the room. "What are you doing here?" I hear him ask.

"Kendall" Caroline whispered as the others looked at each other trying to figure out who this mystery woman was and what she was doing here, I ran my eyes over her. She was about the same height as Damon, looked to be about 21 22, had straight blonde hair with blue eyes. I wanted so bad to get up and rip her out, and I will if she touch him but for now I settled with glaring at her

"Well I told you had till 3 o'clock to either be home or have call and here it is almost 5 and I have yet to receive a phone call from you." The bitch answered. "I don't want to hear your excuses. I wasn't waiting for your call and wasn't the one disappointed when you didn't. I mean God Damon, its Christmas Eve and they didn't receive a call from you. You don't have to worry about them feeling abandon by you and want blame them if they did." She reprimanded. I saw Damon put his head down and I wonder who hell this woman was that she could come in here and talk down on him. And who the hell is she talking about, they? I hissed at her but it went completely unnoticed by the pair.

"I'm sorry" he whispered and I was in shock at how he didn't fire a comeback but was apologizing to this bitch.

"I'm not the one you need to apologize to" she stated.

"Kendall, knock it off. He didn't mean to do it, I'm sure right?" I turned to see another girl walk into the room. She looked just like the other girl but with dirty blonde hair, I mean they could literally past for twins.

"Right, it was and honest to God accident and it want happen again." He promise looking up at the girl who just walked in and she nodded her head.

"Good…" she said. Then I saw five kids come through the door and I prayed they were not connection between Damon and these girls.

"Daddy" the kids yelled as they ran toward Damon and my heart dropped again and the last 20 minutes. A smile came to my face as I saw one of his rare smiles, he use to save for me, when the kids reached him.

"There are my little monsters. Daddy has missed y'all so much." He said kissing all their foreheads and I sit there in shock as my world crashed down around me. He really had moved on, he has his own little family. I think as my eyes go from each person that surrounded him. He let me go, I thought as tears begin to fall from my eyes.

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