forced enemies
chapter two
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"what are you gonna do now?" the infant tutor asked his half asleep student
"what are you talking about?"
with glint in his eyes, reborn kicked the teen out of bed. said "don't play dumb with me tsuna"
tsuna just sighed and got up. rubbing the back of his neck, he sat on his bed "nothing... if that is what haru wants then I respect her decision "
even though he made it sound like he's okay and doesn't care, in truth he really wants to panic and beat himself up for letting this kind of thing happen, that he didn't try harder to put haru at ease and that everything is his fault why his family is upset
he couldn't forget everyone's expression after haru left. Kyoko didn't stop crying, yamamoto wasn't his usual self and forces his smiles, gokudera even skipped class. when he got home and broke the news, bianchi went quiet and headed out and the kids... well ipin seemed like she's holding back her tears, Lambo though... he kept on crying and crying, asking tsuna to bring haru back.
even the young boss wants to bring the girl back... but he doesn't know how.
haru
even though she's annoying and causes lots of troubles for them, though not that serious. she had done lot, just by smiling, cheering them up with her own weird way and staying with them. it was no wonder that everybody grew to love her and feels comfortable whenever she's around. even gokudera, who she usually buckets with but all knew it was his way of showing affection, wellmaybe
what happen before gave tsuna a surprise. he didn't expect that he'll lose someone close to him just like that... not her
though as she recites the words, it feels as though she was forced to say it and any second tears will fall from her eyes. tsuna waited...waited for her tears to fall. waited for her to tell the truth, her reason. waited for her to take back her words...
it didn't came
so he played along, wishing for the complications to stop and hopes for the best. she must have her reasons right?
'if that is what you want haru '
it didn't felt right saying it, not in the slightest bit. absolutely felt wrong to her.
man and he thought that everything was going well for him.
"tsu-kun! dinner's ready!"
with a sigh he got up and headed to the door, twisting the knob and opening it but before he steps out, he stops in the midst
"I'm such an idiot to say those to haru..." he stated, his back facing reborn. letting go of the knob and muttered "haru is too precious to let go of, help me neh?" he whispered the latter but was heard clearly by the infant
tsuna got out, leaving the sun arcobaleno smirking
o(╯□╰)oo(╯□╰)oo(╯□╰)o
haru entered the house, no lights were on and silence enveloped her like the usual. guess they're asleep. she thought as she head to her room.
once there, she threw herself to the bed and stared at the ceiling, once again remembering her previous actions, until her tears started rolling down again.
if he ever saw her like this, he'll definitely say that haru has become weak.
it is true... she had never cried this hard before, even when her father died, she didn't show any emotion. her father loved her very much, she too feels the same yet she couldn't shed a single tear.
it's their fault... being raised by a family who's goal is to kill and eliminate. everyday they made her watch actual deaths done by her family. soon enough it was time for her to kill. it didn't felt good like they say it was, it was horrifying and sickening. she wanted to stop... they wouldn't let her, so she didn't.
her mother was always reminding her "we are doing the world a favor by putting the Mafia to extinction"
later on she got used to it... the mixed smell of smoke, sweat and blood, the melody of screaming people in pain and the sight of piled up dead corpses... all of those seemed appealing to her... before, not sure if she still feels the same now.
right, because of that, the first thought she had when she saw her father's corpse... 'oh he's dead' is all then never again did she thought of her father.
heck she couldn't even remember the happy times they shared!
ah happy times... if she were to think of happy times it would be the days she had spent with the vongola family...
"haru should just die..." she murmured lastly before she cried herself to sleep
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morning came and as expected, haru woke up with a throbbing head. immediately her hand shot up to her head, hoping for the pain to go away
and really having someone surprise you in an ungodly hour is not helping
"boo" apparently her mother decided to tease her, not realizing that haru's not in the mood
sending a death glare to the older female, her smile immediately drop and gave the angry girl a brow
"what's up?" she questioned, making the teen more annoyed and gave her a look that say 'are you really supposed to be my acting mother?'
with a confused look she stared at haru, then she 'aaah'. sitting on the bed beside haru , she smiled
"what happened? why are your eye bloodshot and what's with those huge bags!" she exclaimed, which earned her another glare from the girl. chewing her lips, she thought yep that was stupid of me.
with seriousness in her eyes, she patted the girl's head "you finally did it..."
really this woman was not helping, haru thought as fresh tears came again
"there there, it's for the best" she began. rubbing haru's back "come on breakfast is ready and you have to go to school" she said with a smile
that made the tears stop... seriously! why did her real mother, choose this woman to play her part?!
with a click of her tongue, haru got up and pushed the annoying woman's hands away
"you are far from being a mom" the teen muttured, storming out of the room
"aww my baby got angry at mommy!" she cooed, following the irritated girl. not before whispering to herself
"today may be the last..."
╭（′▽‵）╭（′▽‵）╭（′▽‵）╯ GO!
walking along the streets of Namimori is a very tired looking girl. not really in her right senses
a massive headache was bad enough but her Foster mother was hell! out of the many days again has to pick on her, why today?
turning round the corner, she walked up to the usual house, her finger ready to ring the bell... wait... house?
"ara haru-Chan... good morning" Nana sawada beamed... bringing haru back to her senses
"A-ah ha-haru is ah uhm-" she stutters unable to think of an excuse
"tsu-kun is still asleep, do want me to wake him up?" she offered
in a swift haru shook her head and asked to keep her visit a secret to her son and the others
Nana just nodded and bid the girl goodbye
when she's out of the sawada residence sight, she neared a lamp post and knocked her head there a few times then let out a frustrated scream
"why am I so stupid!?" earning her weird stares from the by passers
quickly fixing herself she stormed of to midori high, face visibly red
...
she stopped infront of the gate, catching her breath first before looking up... just to see that the gate is closed
her jaw dropped 'that woman! she tricked me! and I was stupid to forget that today was a weekend!'
now what is she gonna do? she has no friends... and going home will only anger her. what now? the park then
turning round to head to the path towards the park, taking a step and getting herself trip for no apparent reason
"does the world hate haru?" she asked herself inwardly
standing up and brushing the dust off her, she froze in place hearing a familiar voice
"so you got tricked by her huh?" a husky voice laughed
blinking a few times, she turned to the voice, a pair of familiar sea green eyes greeted her, shockingly close that made her back away
"Caelum..."
the latter grin "you look weak Cher, oh I mean ha-ru"
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a/n: waaah! i'm not in my right mind when I wrote this!