Authors note:

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so now the story…there is dareya scenes but I don't think this will stcfy the romantic readers…but at this flow of story I can't bring sudden romance

Story:

After a painful silence Sachin was the first one t break the silence. "Hume Daya sir aur Shreya ko saree batein batana cahiye"

All the team members looked at each other and Abhijeet said "ha Sachin filhal dono hi Shreya ke gher mein hey..Daya usse milne jane wala tha..dono ko ek saath batana hi thik rehga.."

Sachin nodded but he was not having courage to say such a thing to Daya.. So he looked at Rajat for help.

Rajat said "sir wo aise.."

"batana to hoga fir itne sochne se kya fayda.., waise mein chlta hu mujhe kuch kaam hey.. Sachin ager himmet na ker pao to koi baat nahi…Shreya ko samjha dena wo sayed kisi galat faimi mein hey"

And he went out.

Here Sachin decided to move to Shreya's house. He reached the place and found the or wide opened. So he entered. He heard noise coming from bedroom he recognized the voices so decided to leave but the sentence he heard made him stop.

"kya sunna cahti ho ki mein aab bhi Muskan se pyar kerta hu? Ha to kerta hu…kiu na karu uski galti kya hey…mein use apne jindegi mein bapas shamil kerne ki bareme nah soch sakta per iska matlab yeah nahi ki mein use bhul jao…kuch bhul jana itna assan nahi…"

"mein bhi to wohi kehrahi hu..ki unhe vulne ki aap koshish bhi mat kijiye…unhone bahut kuch khoya aab aur kiu, aap unhe apna lijiye.."

"aur tmhe bhulna asan hoga.."

"nahi…per mshkil to dono meinhi hey per isme sayed kam,..2 saal ki yaadein ar 7 saal ki tarap"

"Shreya ager saal mahina dekh ke pyar kiya jata, rishte banaye jate na to tum to Muskan ko ek din dekha fir uske liye kiu qurbani dena cahti ho?"

"dekhiye sir…mein aap ko Muskan ji ko accept kerneke liye majbur to nahi ker sakti per aise haalat o mein apke saath khush kabhie nahi reh paungi…kabhi accept nahi kar paungi ki meri bajase.."

"Shreyya…." A shocking whisper came out from Daya's throat. Sachin also can't stop himself so was about to enter when Shreya continued "unhone sab kuch kho diya..mere jindegi mein abhie bhi bahut kuch baki hey…wo serf deti gayi kya unhe pane ka haq nahi?"

"sayed nahi.." came a voice from bedroom door. Both turned that way and found Sachin standing. Shreya said "bhaiya aap?"

Daya said "Sachin kya kahe rahe they tum?"

"sir Shreya ne to socha ki Muskan ko bhi kuch khushiya pane ka haq hey per bhagwan ne aisa nahi socha.."

Shreya asked "matlab?"

Sachin took a deep breath looked at Daya and then stated "sayed Muskan abhie kuch hi din ke liye hi..khushiya aur dukh ke saath rehegi"

Daya looked at him with jerk "kya matlab?kya bolna cahte ho?"

Shreya looked at Daya came forward and took his hand in hers Daya relaxed with "I mean kya hua hy?"

"epithelial tumour"

Shreya asked "wo kya?"

Daya also turned his questioning glance to Sachin who looked away and told all the matter in details. Daya was utterly shocked he sat down on the bed unable to react. and Sachin noticing the scenario looked at Shreya who was wiping hr tears.

Sachin came forward patted hr shoulder signaled towards Daya and then left with "khayal rakhna"

Shreya stood beside Daya and kept a hand over his shoulder. "Daya.."

Daya looked at her blankly his eyes were not wet but were expressionless. Shreya rubbed his hairs with "kuch nahi hoga unhe sach.."

"Shreya wo dur rehti per thik to rehti na.." came the mumbled reply.

Shreya came closer with "aab bhi to waqt hy na, agr wo chemo lena start kare…hum log samjhaenge na unhe, aap samjhaeynge"

Daya nodded with "per wo to apne bache ko bachana cahti hy..uss bache ka kya hoga?"

Shreya rubbed his hairs with "hume unse baat kerni paregi na?"

Daya suddenly cried out with "mjhe ajeb sa dar lag raha hey Shreya, jiske saath hey mein rishte…..wo sabb….kahi tum bhi to…" he sobs.. Shreya cupped his face and lifts it up with "Daya please dekhiye idher mere taraf dekhiye.."

Daya looked at her and hugs her suddenly and hid his face in her arms. Shreya patted his back and whispers "I love you Daya."

Daya looked up and stood with "tum bhi kabhie Muskan ki tarah..?"

"kabhie nahi.."

And they hugged each other. Daya was still not relaxed and Shreya can sense it.

So she decided to skip the topic for that time being. She made him sat and sat beside him kept her head over his shoulder.. silence prevailed for some time then Daya said "hume Muskan se milna cahiye?"

"ji jarur.."

"aab bhi kya waqt hey?"

"21 st week chal raha hey abort krne ki waqt to nahi hey, per koi ilaaj to jarur hoga"

"per…hum usse mileng kaise?mujhe himmet nahi arahi hy.."

"Daya…please aap chaliye"

"nahi Shreya mein usse kya kahunga?"

"aap chaliye to milne…"

"nahi Shreya hum bad mein…mujhe thori der akela rehna hey…I'm sorry mein nikalta hu"

And he left her home without letting her utter anything more. He went towards the beach. And Shreya decided to move to Tarika's home

She reached at Tarika's place and rang the bell. Tarika opened the door and saw her so asked "tum…I mean.."

"bhaiya aye they mere gher.."

Tarika moved aside to let her enter. "Muskan ji kaha hey?kaisi hey woh?"

"apne kamre mein hey…thik hey per pata nahi kab tak…." She stopped feeling a lump in her throat. Then continued "Abhijeet keh raha tha ki Daya tumhare gher pey hoga…to sachin ki baatein usne"

"ha unhone suna sare batein..per sayed himmet nahi juta paye sab kuch samna kerneke liye bina kuch kahe nikel gaye…tut gaye hey wo…meine kaha tha aneke liye per…"

"mujhe pata thaw o nahi ayega…yeah to gher jake ro raha hoga yeah beach pey baitha hoga.."

"bhayiya ne bataya ki Abhijeet sir bhi.."

"yeah dono mein hi himmet nahi hey yeah sab face kerne ki…"

There was a silence in the room Tarika noticed Shreya lost in thoughts…she asked "Shreya, kuch soch rahi ho?"

"Tarika tum ek doctor ho…to ek doctor ki hisaab se kya lagta hey Muskan ji.."

"chances bahut kaam hey Shreya ager wo chemo leti to sayed….per fir uski bacha…"

"per ager unhe kuch ho jata hey to unka bacha.."

"mujhe meri iss family per pura bharosa hey" came a voice… they turned and found Muskan standing at the bed room door. Shreya stood up and Tarika came ahead with "tumhe uthke ane ko kisne kaha.."

"Tarika im fine…bed ridden nahi hu mein…" and Muskan made herself comfortable on the couch with "arrey Shreya baith jao, Tarika jyada tension leti hey…"

Shreya smiled a bit and sat down. Muskan started with "Shreya jo log mere itna care ker sakte hey wo mere bacha ka bhi khayal rakhenge…im sure.."

"per ek ma ki jarurat hoti hey k bache ko.."

Muskan was silent… Tarika continued "Shreya thik keh rahi hey Muskan….ek ma k baap dono mil ke ek bache ko bare kerte hey…hum mese koi…"

"Tarika..mein adoption agency se baat kerni ki soch rahi hu…"

"Muskan?" said shocked Tarika… Muskan hunged her head down and then got up and went to her room. She stood at her room door turned with "tumlog eahi cahte ho na ki mein iss bache ko gira du? Chemo lu? Nahi mein who kabhie nahi karungi…mein apn bache ke liy koi na koi intejam jarur karungi…"

And she entered her room. Tarika was looking shocked. Shreya kept a hand over her shoulder "Tarika…"

"Shreya mein isliye hairan nahi hu ki usne hum per bharosa kerke bache ko…wo sab thik per koi apne bache ko aisa kaise? Hum yeah jimmedari nahi nibha sakte?…hum.."

"I can understand Tarika…Muskan ji abhie disturbed hey…tum please iss sab ke bareme jyada mat socho…."

Tarika nodded. Shreya got up with "acha filhal to mein chalti hu…tum yeah sab jyada mat sochna"

Shreya came out and rang a number "hello…aap kaha hey?"

"kiu?"

"mujhe aapse baat kerni hey…"

"kal kerlenge…"

"nahi mujhe abhie aur isi waqt baat kerni hey.."

"Shreya yeah kaisi jid hey..mujhe abhie gher jana hey"

"to mein bhi aapki gher askti hu.."

"tum…"

"mujhe milna hey bas.."

"mein beach pey hu…"

Shreya cut the call and drove her car towards the beach to meet that person.

Tarika stood in the balcony.. her thoughts ran as "Muskan ki pass waqt bahut kam hey…sayed uska bacha bhi premature ho…yeah adoption bagera….kahi iss bache ko bhi ek aanath ki jindegi….nahi mein Muskan ko yeah kadam nahi lene dungi…meine pal pal dekha hey ki puri jindegi ek aanath hone pey kya jhelna parta hey…nahi…per kaun lega iss bache ki jimmedari….kehna to aasan hey per nibhana wo bhi puri jindegi..?"

Muskan was sitting on the window pane looking outside at the setting sun…she kept a hand over her belly

Dhal gayi sham..dhal gayi saye.

.rang kya kya badal gaye saye..

dhal gaye sham dhal gaye saye…

sath din var they sham ko lekin

mujhse agey nikal gaye saye..

dhal gaye saye..dhal gaye sham

She had tears in her eyes... "baby…mumma to apko her khushi dena cahti thi..per sayed na dey paye…aap gussaaa ho jaoge? Kya karu baby bhagwan na mujhe apne pass bula rahe hey….aap fiqar mat kijiye meine aap ki Daya uncle ko dekha hey apne ma-papa na hone par wo kitni dukhi rehte they…aap ko waisa kuch face nahi kerna parega…meine soch liya mein jo adoption agencies hey unse baat kerungi…aap ko na bilkul achi se mummy daddy milenge…mujhe apni iss family pey pura bharosa hey per aap ko mein kisi pey bojh nahi bana sakti"

She took out a photo from her suitcase… it was an old man "papa…aj aap hote to mein apne baby ko aap ki hawale kr deti…per mein bilkul akeli mere saath hey per mujhe dar hey ki kahi mera bacha kisi per bojh na ban jaye…"

While on the other side at the beach Shreya came down her car and looked around for that person. She found him sitting leaning on a big rock looking at the vast sea. Shreya came forward and sat beside him. "aap yeaha aise kiu baithe hy?"

"tumhe pata hey Shreya yeah lahere na humare her sawal ki jawab deti hey, humare tanhai ka sabse acha sathi hota hey…pata hey tumh jab bhi mein pareshan hota hu yeah boss mission pey jate hey to akela hota hu to yeaha chala ata hu…jab Muskan chali gayi thi na mein rat rat var yeah baitha rehta tha..hospital s release hone ki bad mein eahi baitha rehta tha…Abhijeet bhi nahi tha aur dil mein dhero sawal…"

"kya her mushkil ka solution deti hey yeah samundar?"

"nahi hamare dil ko sakoon deti hey aur tab hum khud jabab dhund lete hey.."

"to mre do sawal ka jabab de sakta hey aapka yeah shant man?"

"tumhare sawal?"

"ha.."

"karo"

Shreya took a deep breath as if gathering all the courage inside her closed her eyes "kya aap sach mein mujse pyar kerte hey aur shadi kerna cahte hey?"

Daya immediately turned towards hr and found sweat drops over her forehead.. he did understood something deep inside is bothering her. So called softly "Shreya.."

"nahi phle jabab dijiye"

"ha cahta hu mein tumse shadi kerna"

Shreya oened her eyes and said "kya aap mera matlab hey ki hum mein.."

"Shreya relax…kya baat hey?"

"aap ko Muskan ji ki haalat to pata hey…to ager sach mein unhe kuch….to nki bache ka kya hoga?"

"Shreya yeah to Muskan ko khud sochna cahiye na…hum mese koi kaise faisla ley sakte hey?"

"unhone socha hey.."

"adoption centres ki madad se jo log bache adopt krna cahte hey, bacha aida hote hi wo unhe yeah bacha saup degi"

"kya?"

"ha"

"wo pagal ho gayi kya..ek to yeah centre jyada tar bacho ko bahar…aur dusra to kal ko ager uss parents ko khud ki bache ajaye to yeah anaath.." he stopped his own past made him stop.

Shreya said "meine kuch socha hey.."

"nahi Shreya Muskan ney agr apne bache ko ek aanath ki jindegi dene ki sochi to wohi sahi..orphanage mein bhi pal ker ek bacha bara ho sakta hey kuch ban sakta hy…dekho na mein bhi to ban gaya" Daya replied in a painfull sarcastic tone which ended in a whisper.

Shreya said in a loud crying tone "per use rishta nahi milta puri jindegi wo tarapta rehga…ek ma ek baap ek naam ek rishte ke liye…her koi Daya nahi banta bahut se bache andhere mein kho jate hey…aur her Daya ke liye bhi koi Abhijeet rishte ki sej sajake baitha nahi hota…sare jindegi wo tarapte rahe jate hey"

Daya turned and look at Shreya found tears rolling down her cheek she continued "mein uss bache ko ek ma baap ek pura family dena cahti hu…aapki ankho mein jo khone ka dar hota hey wo uski ankho mein nahi dekhna cahti…aur iske liye mujhe aapki madat cahiye…aap mera saath doge?"

"per kaise?" Whispered Daya

"shaadi kerke.."

"what?"

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