"We had a beautiful tragic love affair, what a sad beautiful tragic love affair"
"You hold me without touch, you keep me without chains."
Quick warning the rating might go up and this is a g:peen story but not graphic, my first of this kind of story so please bare with me. All reviews are welcome and any kind of advice, THANKS for reading and following, promise to update as frequently as possible.
Quinn POV:
Chapter 2:
Sometimes we fear human reaction so much that we act without thought, these are words I had hoped to never understand or need to understand. When I first met Rachel I honestly wasn't expecting to fall in love, been just having one night stands every once and a while. But relationships I knew I wasn't ready for didn't think I'd ever be ready for them.
Rachel had been everything I didn't expect when Brittany called me up and invited me for drinks with her and Santana and a few of her Broadway friends. I was ready to say no but saying no to Brittany would be like saying no to a little puppy and then giving it a shove just for good measure, basically it would be completely and utterly cruel. Reluctantly I attended this little get together at a local bar that Brittany and her friends frequented a few times.
I can honestly day that Rachel took my breath away the moment I met her , there was just something enthralling about her that just drew you in, and from the jokes "You're so gone" jokes from Santana I knew everyone could see that I was completely and utterly at her mercy.
Rachel was or better yet is the last woman that would and hopefully always capture me so deeply. I just wish I hadn't done things the way that I did, I wish I wasn't a coward then instead of crying in my arms right now with a suitcase pretty much packed and her ready to go, we could be sitting on the couch as we usually do on our free days either fooling around or just enjoying each other's company. Maybe even with Charlie playing with her toys on her flaw, us being the loving family that I had always yearned for as a kid growing up.
That's right the what got Rachel in this position , with her ready to leave me was because I failed at being honest, I broke the one rule that I had set up for myself when I started everything with Rachel. I threw away 3 years with the one person I loved unconditionally and who loved me just the same all cause of one lie that I kept from her, one lie that could make or at this point break us both.
Awesome hope you all enjoyed that, so let me know what you think, also what you guys went down with Quinn and Rachel. Just an extra hint Charlie is only Quinn's daughter. Next Chapter will be Rachel's POV before we get into how Charlie came into the picture.
