Disclaimer: I should be studying

Misaki: Join the club and do the Disclaimer

Me: Eh! Whatever, I only own Koharu and the plot formation please enjoy….

Misaki: That was easy… are you ok?

Me: No anyways let's move on.

Chapter 4: We need to talk

Famous Author Usami Akihiko has practically fallen off the face of the earth. Said author hasn't been seen in weeks nor have any of his inspirational books been released. His editor and family have given no insight as to his whereabouts or well-being. Every magazine in the nation is asking the same question, what has happened to heart throb novelist Usami Akihiko and where is he? There will be of this story at 9.

As Misaki heard these words come from the living television set he felt a twinge of guilt. Misaki hadn't even spoken to Usagi-san in 5 weeks and honestly it was hard for him to wake up every day and not see him.

While Misaki knew Usagi-san needed him he didn't think it was this bad. Misaki had asked Aikawa personally and she said he hadn't showed up at home after the first week he just disappeared and it worried Misaki. No matter how much KO told him to move on he just couldn't he loved Usagi-san way too much.

Yes Misaki loved him and yes Misaki had initiated their separation but what hurt the most was that Usagi-san hadn't even attempted to come after him. Yes it was selfish and Misaki hated himself for it but he couldn't help but hope that Usagi-san would attempt to win him back which he hadn't.

Misaki was at his wits end? He didn't know what to do anymore. Should he swallow his feeling and move on? Should he go and apologize to Usagi-san? Should he go and explain what actually happened and make Usagi-san apologize? Or should he leave things be and see what happens?

Misaki was so conflicted he wanted to move on, forget he had ever even met Usagi-san but he couldn't. Usagi-san was a part of him it was as if they were a part of each other. Misaki craved Usagi-san's presence but it killed him knowing Usagi-san hadn't attempted to get in touch almost as if he didn't care.

What happened to all those sweet nothings the pervert would whisper to him? All those times he told Misaki how much he loved him? Those times he fought for their love? What about all the things they both sacrificed for one another?

Did it suddenly mean nothing? Was it as Misaki originally thought, a game? Did he really mean so little to him? Misaki felt his heart break even more at the thought of this, to think 4 years of pretend he couldn't bring himself to believe it.

Right as Misaki was beginning to despair his phone went off. "Hello? Misaki speaking" he said in a depressing monotone. "Misaki? Is that you? It's Aikawa we have found Usagi-san's location! I think you should come with I am outside come on!" said Aikawa hurriedly over the phone. "I will be down in 2 minutes!" said Misaki rushing to leave.

Misaki had been staying in Ko-kun's apartment building since his split with Usagi-san. He still did the same thing he used to minus the affection he received from his once perverted author boyfriend.

He felt lonely whenever he saw Ko-kun with his girlfriend (Ha! You didn't see that coming did you!). Anyways he rushed down to see Aikawa standing at the front eagerly awaiting his presence. "Let's go" said Misaki as they ran off to find the missing author.

~Later On at a bar nearby~

"Come on, why don't you come home with me tonight sweetheart we can have some fun" purred a stranger into a reluctant Usagi-san's ear. Usagi-san simply wanted to drink his problems away like he had been doing for almost a month.

However at this point after 3 nights of goading from this stranger he was starting to think a random fling is what he would need to forget about his love for Misaki. Sure he would still love the brunette he always would but what else could he do?

He let the rather determined stranger lead him to a rather deserted corner of the bar. Usagi san having been practically 10 times what buzzed is was barely coherent. The only thing going through his mind was 'I miss him but I need to forget'.

The stranger who Usagi hadn't even bothered to learn the name of or even properly look at began kissing him. It felt horrible when he considered his passionate kisses with Misaki. Usagi however didn't need passion all he needed was a distraction.

So he let the stranger feel him up even though it disgusted him, one because Usagi san was always the seme and two because this man wasn't Misaki. He was about to abandon his thoughts about regret, disgust, and even Misaki when…

CRASH!

A wine glass from the bar was thrown against the wall right next to his and the stranger's heads. They pulled apart startled, Usagi slightly grateful to whoever threw it or that was until he looked up.

He was met with the sight of Misaki smiling. Not only was that strange but on top of that a dark ominous aura was surrounding Misaki and there was a look of complete rage in his eyes. Usagi san for the first time ever was afraid of Misaki.

Misaki pushed the man aside and went straight up to Usagi. When they met face to face Misaki frown and narrowed his eyes and in the coldest most distant tone Usagi had ever heard Misaki said…

"We Need To Talk."