Hi! You guys are amazing! Thank you for your continuous reviews, favorites, and follows, it really means a lot. Most of you said that you liked longer chapters, so I'm definitely going to meat them up some more. I'll be incorporating Karma's POV, Amy's POV, and the regular 3rd person POV.

Karma's POV

Liam's lips left mine after I answered, and made their way down to my neck. His kisses were rugged and dry, which was a complete turn off but I didn't think twice about stopping him. I needed him to keep going, obviously not because it felt good, but because I needed to get Amy out of my head. I couldn't help but imagine what it would be like if it were Amy's lips on my neck right now. Her kisses would be delicate, I moaned at the thought of her breath against my skin. That seemed to get a reaction out of Liam, and his kisses got rougher. I couldn't do this, the only way I could do it was if I pictured Amy the whole time, which is the exact opposite of what I want. I wanted my head to be completely ridden of Amy, and her face, and her kisses, her everything. Being with Liam, about to lose my virginity, only made me think of Amy more.

I gently shoved Liam off of me. He backed off, sat up, and gave me a blank look. "What's the matter?" He surprisingly doesn't sound ticked off, just concerned, and it was comforting.

I shake my head before responding. "Nothing, I just." I stop, and I can feel his eyes still on me. "I just remembered it's a school night, and this all feels rushed." I manage to bring my eyes to meet his.

He nods slowly. "Yeah, you're right." He calmly moves away from my bed, reaches for his shirt on the ground, and puts it back on. "Whenever you're ready, Karma."

I nod at him, and watch him leave. I feel a flux of guilt propel through me; I'll never be ready. Not for him anyways.

Amy's POV

It had been precisely 38 minutes since Karma hung up on me. I hadn't bothered to call her back, I know Karma, and I know it would be no use to talk to her when she's upset. I just sat on my bed, and stared at my phone with not particular thoughts running through my head. I heard a knock on the door. I cleared my throat before answering. "Come in," I say, loudly.

"Hi, baby," I recognized the voice before she even finished her sentence, and she couldn't have come at a better time. She walked in, and closed the door behind her before sitting next to me.

I turn slightly, adjusting my body so I could get a better view of her. "What are you doing here? It's kinda late." I figured it was a fair question, it was almost 11, on a weekday.

"Oh, okay, I'll just leave," I watch her get up and take one step, before I reach for her wrist, she's smiling now. I knew she was joking, but I played along.

"Hey, hey," I say, grinning, as I pull her to me. She sits back down, but I don't remove my grip from her wrist. "I didn't say you could leave."

She inches closer, and gently closes her eyes, before whispering, "Am I doing what you say now?"

I tear the space between us, and place my forehead against hers before nodding. I see her smile with her eyes still closed, I swiftly close my own eyes and steal a kiss from her. I kiss her while she's still smiling, I feel part of her upper lip and part of her teeth against my mouth. She recovers quickly and begins to reciprocate the kiss. I feel all of her mouth now, and her hand softly grazing my jawline. The kisses are light, but still manage to put me in a daze. She breaks the kiss, too soon for my liking.

Her forehead is still rested against mine. Our gazes meet each other, she's still close enough to kiss. "I just wanted to see you," she says, her breath keeping my lips warm.

"You came at a good time." I responded without really thinking. Now, she'll ask what's wrong, and I'll have to tell her what happened with Karma, and knowing how she feels about Karma, she won't like it very much.

She backs her head up a little, to get a better look at me, I'm guessing. "What's wrong?" I see her eyes scan my face for a reaction.

I sigh quietly. "I talked to Karma." Her stare is firm, but I can see the way her eyebrows are acutely creasing. She's confused. Her confused look is actually insanely cute, because it's like she's not confused but if you look hard enough, you can tell she is.

"And?" she says, with a sense of desperation.

"And, I told her about losing my virginity to you on Friday night, and she was upset." The look in her eyes shifts from intensity back to her adorable, confused look.

"She was upset?" I nod. She shakes her head, puzzled. "Why?"

I shrug. "I doesn't make sense to me either." I see a grin form on Alex's face. "What?" I asked, perplexed.

"The only reason she would be upset is because maybe she does like you back," she replies, still smiling.

I'm still confused. "Why are you smiling, though?"

"Because," she moves closer to me again, "you're mine and," she inches even closer, and I'm already breathing heavy with anticipation, "you obviously don't feel anything for her anymore, otherwise you wouldn't have fucked me the way you did Friday night." I'm in a trance after what she just said, a fire is building at the pit of my abdomen, and it's going to erupt the second my lips meet hers. Her eyes are focused on mine, and they're even more beautiful when I can see the desire behind them. She moves her head almost completely against mine, our noses are barely touching, and her upper lip is brushing mine. "Am I wrong?" she whispers, the warmth seeping from her irresistible mouth slinks in between my lips. I shake my head in agreement, in a completely daze, she wasn't wrong. She finally presses her lips with mine, and I respond slowly, but with ferocity. Her mouth is synchronized with my movements, I glide my tongue on the upper part of her bottom lip, she gently opens her mouth for my tongue to edge inside. I feel her moan rumble against my lips. That makes my thoughts smother together, I'm not even thinking properly, all I can think about is having her bare body resting over my bed sheets. Our lips are grating against each other, becoming heavier, searing with lust, and I feel her hand move to the back of my neck. Her hand is warm, and layered with a thin coat of her sweat, and I vividly remember her body being thinly coated with sweat, and the thought pushes my appetite for her touch, and her body over the edge.

I feel her lightly pull away from our kiss. I keep my eyes closed, "As much as I don't want to pull away," she gives me a peck, "I do need to go home" another peck, "but I promise we can finish another time." One last peck, and she's beyond my reach. I quietly whimper, and open my eyes, she's gathering her things, about to head out the door. She turns back around to me, "I love you," she says softly, and blows me a kiss. She's gone before I can do or say anything else.

I let my body fall on my bed. I lay there for a while, trying to recuperate my thoughts, and senses. I sit back up, and reach for my phone. 1 new text message. From Karma. Karma. My heart begins race. I let out a breath, and unlock my phone to read the text.

Karma: Hey I'm sorry for hanging up on you. Pls call me back when you get the chance. I really need to tell you something

My heart is really racing now. She needs to tell me something? Maybe Alex was right, maybe Karma does like me. Do I want that? Yes. NO. Wait. I don't. I have Alex, there's no room for Karma. I love Alex. Yeah, I do. I wouldn't have lost my virginity to her if I didn't love her. It's obvious I love her. Okay, why does it sound like I'm trying to talk myself into believing it? Shit. Maybe I should just call Karma and see what she has to say, and I'll deal with it the best way I can.

I dial her number, and she answers almost immediately.

"Hi," she says, in almost a whisper.

"Hey," I respond.

"Is it okay if I come over? I know it's sorta late, but I just really need to talk to you," she sounds panicky.

"It's almost midnight," I say, hoping she'll change her mind.

Karma's POV

I almost hung up when I heard her say that, but I stopped myself. I have to tell her, I can't keep feeling this way, it's torturous.

"I know, but I've made up my mind to talk to you about this, and if I wait any longer, I'll never do it." Hopefully she's convinced now to let me come over.

I hear her sigh on the other end before replying, "Alright, sure. Just be very discrete, or my mom will wake up and freak out."

"Okay, I'll be over in a few minutes," I hang up, and let relief take over my body, but it doesn't take long for the shaken feeling to reclaim my nerves. I go to my bathroom, and double check everything. My makeup was still a little smeared from crying over Amy and kissing Liam. I fix it the best way I can before making my way to Amy's house.

I text Amy when I'm outside, she greets me at the front door, and leads me to her room. Once we're in her room, I already feel a ton of regret in calling her and showing up, but there's nothing I can do about it now. I'm here, and she's waiting, and I'm petrified at what's about to happen.

Amy's POV

I take a good look at Karma once we're in the room, and she looks like a deer in headlights. I've never seen her so nervous about something before, and it was starting to make me nervous. I decide to say something to help ease her into confessing whatever she came all the way over here to confess.

"Are you okay, Karm?" she nods. "Whatever you have to say, it can wait. You don't have to do this now." Although I desperately wanted to know what she was about to say, at the same time, I didn't want to deal with whatever she was about to say.

"No, no, I think it's time." I keep my eyes on her face, and I can see that she's troubled, and whatever she was going to tell me, was going to clear the fog. The regard on her face reminded me a lot of how I felt a few months ago. She begins again, "Amy I think it's time to let you know how I've been feeling." It's deja vu. "When you first started dating Alex, I didn't think anything of it, I was actually really happy for you, and then I don't know, at some point, I started wishing I was Alex. I wanted it to be me the one who you were kissing, holding hands with, hugging, spending your weekends with, losing your virginity to. And earlier today when you told me, that's when I realized that I really do feel something for you, it had all been building up until that moment, and when you told me what happened, it became clear. I felt so gutted, so I called Liam and we were about to do it, and I couldn't, because I just kept imagining you doing everything. My feelings for you have decided to just show up over the last 2 months, I see you differently now, in a good way. I know it's shitty timing, and that this isn't easy for you because you're happy now, and I'm being incredibly selfish for throwing this on you right now, but I really couldn't hold it in anymore, it's suffocating me."

I wait a few seconds before even moving, to ensure that Karma had said all she needed to. She remains silent, but I still haven't formed what to say. Yes, I'm with Alex, and yes, I do have very strong, undeniable feelings for her, but Karma. Fucking Karma. She's everything. Everything I've wanted since that stupid kiss in the middle of the gym, and here she is, in the middle of my room telling me she wants to be with me. She's looking at me with a fractured gaze, one I've never seen before. It's not even pity that I feel, it's more like shame. I've done this to her. I just want to fix it by telling her that I want to be with her too, and laying a long, achingly amazing kiss on her lips, but I know what I need to do, and that wasn't it.

Karma's POV

I search for something, anything on Amy's face. She's looking at me with a look I've never noticed before; I don't know how to read it, or what it says. It looks like she's hurting though, and I regret opening my mouth. I should've just kept my mouth shut, these feelings would have subsided, and she would have been happy forever with Alex. But no, I had to open my mouth.

Amy finally does something, and sighs. A heavy sigh. "Karma, you have to know that I care for Alex, and I love being with her." The words sting like a bee, and I can already feel the lump in my throat forming, and the tears building up behind my eyes. "The feelings I had for you..." I stop listening to her. Had. I blank out for a second, like I've been shot and I'm in purgatory, right in the middle of life and death. Had. The past tense of have. They're not there anymore, and I wish I wasn't here now. I come out of my coma, just in time to hear Amy finish up. I move closer to her, and she doesn't notice, she just keeps talking "...I don't know what you expected me to say, but I'm sorry, you're just too late, Karma. I've mov-"

Amy's POV

My speech is cut off when I feel the crash of Karma's lips on mine. I automatically feel the flame ignite again, as if it never left. I suddenly remember why I felt so strongly about her. It was in her kisses, everything was in her kisses. Her love, her words, her thoughts, they were all in her kiss; she's always felt this way about me, she just never said it, and I never noticed it till now. Every time she kissed me, it felt like this, exactly like it feels right now. Like our lips are rope and skin, it feels feverish, and weighted. I kiss her back, partially anger, anger for doing this to me, and partially with overwhelming desire because I swear I've never wanted anything more than Karma's kisses. My frustration and lust mix and melt into the kiss, Karma must've felt it because she softly moans into it. I grab her by her waist, and pull her closer to me, she brings her hands to the back of my neck, her kisses are hungry, as are mine. It had been so long since I've kissed Karma, the feeling was suppressed, and now it's been revived, and I can't control the feeling that's overcoming me. But Alex. Alex. She's crossing my mind, right now, in the middle of the kiss. I pull away, breathing heavy, against Karma's lips. Karma's eyes look disappointed, and as much as I didn't want to pull away, I had to.

"What's wrong?" Karma whispers against me. The sound of her voice escaping from the lips that were so perfectly placed on mine, almost triggers me to kiss her again. I needed to back off Karma.

So I do, I step back a little, letting go of her waist. I turn away for a second, just to gather my thoughts. My eyes set back to her, and I can see the pain slowly spreading across her face. I want to comfort her, but words won't help, I know that not what she wants, but what she wants I can't give her, and I'm stuck.

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