There and Back Again
Disclaimer: No...of course I don't own Teen Titans...now shoo!
"You might have moved on, but I hold true to my word. I will love you forever and always…"
Breathe.
I felt like I was suffocating. My stomach was doing flips and flops. Was this how it was supposed to feel? I felt so under pressure. Then I realized, this wasn't right.
This was not love, this was lust.
The more I pulled away, he held me firmer. I felt so revolted from him, I couldn't do this! Once was enough, he wasn't for me. I had to stop him. I finally was out of his reach, my lips hurt, he had been so ravenous. Like he had been desperately searching for a spark. It was too bad for him that the ember of my heart burned for someone else, and it hadn't been extinguished yet.
I remember screaming, "Stop! Stop it!"
He looked frustrated and furious, he really wanted me to reciprocate what he felt. Which wasn't love, I was looking for something more deep and sentimental, something lasting. He was looking for something to suppress his urges with. He was in deep lust, and I was in deep love with another.
He furrowed his eyebrows in irritation, his voice raspy, "Why? I thought this was what we wanted!"
I looked at his face, yes he was gorgeous, I'll give him that. But his eyes threw me off, they were full of lust, his looks were like a façade to me from then on.
"No! This is what you wanted! I wanted love! The way you're acting…is just…lust. You're a flirt! You screw around until you get what you want, and when you're done you leave them there. You are such a womanizer!"
His eyes narrowed as I crossed me arms, which were encased in my magic aura. He advanced on me, now I was in a fighting position, ready to fight him.
He spoke in an innocent voice, "Raven…you're the only girl I've felt like this with! I swear!"
I rolled my eyes, "Aqua Lad…shut up! You sound like a fag lying through your teeth like that!"
He growled, "How would you know I'm lying?"
My eyes began to glow as my fists clenched, "Explain Starfire…what about Bee? Don't tell me you weren't leading us on to see who you'd have your way with."
He smirked, "You really are the smart one. Starfire…too innocent. Bee…big mouth. You…are like a silent warrior goddess. Its fascinating…no wonder why I like you more…"
He walked closer and I wrapped him in my energy, he started to wriggle like the fish boy he was.
I will always remember my rant, my eyes began to glow as I screamed at him, "DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE? TO ME? TO THE BEST THING THAT'S HAPPENED TO ME?"
True fear struck his eyes, and he shook his head wildly.
"BECAUSE OF YOU, WE FOUGHT!" I slammed him against the wall, "HE FELT TOO FRUSTRATED SO HE LEFT! HE LEFT ME BECAUSE OF YOU! YOU! A FUCKING FISH BOY! I… I just want him back…I want him here with me."
My emotions got the best of me, I was overcame by anger, sadness, and stress. Everything in the room began to float, all of them were covered by my magic. My anger exploded everything in the room, they scattered. Aqua Lad was under some of the rubble, he crawled out and I disappeared through the walls. I was finally going after him. I needed him. I wanted him. I had to find him. Beast Boy.
A/N: Dear Lord, this must be the shortest chapter I have ever written for a multi-chaptered story. I have a good reason though! I wanted emphasis on Raven pretty much venting her emotions to Aqua Lad...so sorry if any Aqua Lad fans are kind of PO'd right now, but it is for the best. Besides you don't mess around with BB's girl. . REVIEW . . OR DON'T .