There and Back Again
Disclaimer: No...of course I don't own Teen Titans...now shoo!

"HE LEFT ME BECAUSE OF YOU! YOU! A FUCKING FISH BOY! I… I just want him back…I want him here with me."

I seemed to be floating aimlessly around the beach. I felt like kicking myself, and never stopping. I can't believe I let Beast Boy go! He was the best thing to happen to me! I felt at peace with him, I could just be weird gothic me! As long as I let him be weird green him…which I hadn't.

Insert mental kick here.

Dear Azar! This is going to be the end of me! I should have listened to him, he had a right to worry. I should've been more understanding.

Insert conscience pep-talk here.

"I should've done this…" "I should've done that…" Enough already with these "should've" and "could've" that is the past! The PAST. Meaning it has already happened, sure maybe you've altered the future before, but altering the past is a whole other animal. You need get up off your high horse and get with the program. You can't do anything about what you said in the past, but you sure as hell can find him and salvage what you can. So get off your ass and start thinking!

Wow. That was a brutal pep-talk. At least now my gears are working. Now hang on a second, Beast Boy left because of Aqua Lad. Meaning he'd probably wouldn't want to be anywhere near the water, or a sea creature.

I turned my head to face the dark ominous ocean, who knows what might be lurking in that vast amount of water? I sure as hell didn't want to know what vicious creatures are waiting for their chance to strike.

Getting back on topic. Beast Boy recently left me a message, so he's probably nearby in the city somewhere perhaps? He said he loves me, and my name is Raven. What animal did he turn into when he left? A raven. Where do ravens live? Okay, now that was a good question. Now all I have to do is track down a raven hot spot.

I was losing track of time, I left Aqua Lad when it was still nighttime, now the sun was creeping up over the horizon. I had been walking around for hours? I really had to get moving with this, I guess my journey is about to be cut short.

Some distance in front of me, on the ground there was a body curled up on the beach, they were writhing in pain. I looked around there was some forestry next to the beach then the twenty more feet and there was the ocean. As I approached the form, I noticed their skin was green, and their clothes were torn on the back, it was Beast Boy!

I was running as fast I could, gasping when I was less than a foot away. He was really bruised and beaten up.

He croaked, "Rae?"

I started to cry, "BB!"

I grabbed his body, and held him close. Walking slowly, deliberately, and even with masculinity, out of the forest was Aqua Lad. He faltered slightly at the sight of me, but continued.

I quickly stood in a fighting stance, my arms were encased with my energy. All my emotion was going into it, my cape was fluttering like a leaf, my eyes were glowing and I was at least fifteen feet above the ground.

Aqua Lad prepared to fight, but he wasn't ready for what I was going to do.

I screamed, "YOU! I…HATE…YOU!"

I was barraging him with dark energy between words. By the time I was done Aqua Lad glared at Beast Boy and at me, before he limped away.

As I floated back to Beast Boy he stood up clutching his side, he was smiling at me.

I sighed, "Beast Boy…"

"Hey Rae…" he answered sheepishly.

"I'm so sorry! I missed you! I'm sorry for everything! I love you!" I sobbed, as I gripped him in a hug, kissing him in the process.

Returning my kisses he smiled, "I love you, forever-"

"And always…" I finished.

Before Beast Boy could kiss me with as much passion as I had, I pushed him away.

"If we're going to have any fun…I'm going to need you…repaired."

A/N: YAY! I think this is going too fast...but there will be a bit of conflict for Raven's 'fun'...and it kind of is well...the smut that REALLY makes this rated M. So yeah, Raven hates Aqua Lad...BB's back...but wait! THERE'S MORE! (...there's always more...don't those sales people ever think I don't want any more of their crap?) I'm thinking of having a chapter bridge, of Beast Boy's "Dark Days"...I need reviews to let me know if it should be before or after the smut? Kay bye.