Tris POV

I wake up and see that Tobias is not in bed. I get up and go into the kitchen, where he is making bacon and eggs. I sit on the stool as he turns around.

"Good morning beautiful!" Tobias says with a smile that doesn't reach his eyes. I mutter a hello and start to eat. We are not usually like this but today is different. Today is the day of funerals.

First are all the dead Abnegation, then Dauntless, and then the people from the other fractions because there were not that many that died from the other fractions. Caleb and I have requested a private funeral for our parents and Will but because we are leaders we have to attend all of the funerals. Will's will be held in about an hour and my parents will start at around six tonight.

I finish eating while Tobias comes behind me and wraps his arms around my waist. I sigh and lean into Tobias as he picks me up bridal style and carries me up the stairs to our bedroom, where he sets me down on the bed and disappears into the walk in closet.

I get up and walk into the bathroom were I strip down my pajamas and walk into the warm and welcoming water streaming from the faucet. I instantly feel better once I wash my hair and body. I turn of the water, dry myself of with a towel, then wrap the towel around my body, dry then straighten my hair, and walk into our bedroom were Tobias put the dress Christian and I picked out for the funerals. I finish changing as Tobias walks in and gives me a kiss before getting ready himself.

I then walk down to the office, which on the second floor, and check the emails. There is only one worth looking at. It is from the Fraction Department of All Intended Purposes or FDAIP, this group of people evolves the leaders (which are Tobias and I) and ambassadors of the fractions. It says;

To whom it may concern,

It has been decided that on May 4th, there shall be a meeting for the members of the FDAIP at the capitol building. The topic shall be disclosed at the meeting. All attendance is required. Thank you very much.

Sincerely,

Fellow member of FDAIP

Well then. I finish reading as Tobias comes down the stairs.

"You ready?" He asks.

"As ready as I'll ever be, you?"

"Sure, any emails?"

"Yeah, one from the FDAIP, there is a meeting tomorrow."

"What about?" He wonders becoming curious.

"Doesn't say," I reply, while walking out the door.

We got to the car and road in a comfortable silence all the way to the Erudite compound were Wills funeral is being held (because that is the fraction he grew up in before transferring to dauntless.) We get out and Tobias comes over and takes me hand. We walk in and go up to the desk to ask were to go. Tobias does everything because he knows I can't.

Will was one of my best friends and I killed him. All the tears that will be shed here is because of me. Why didn't I try harder to get him to recognize me? Why didn't I shot his hand with the gun and make him drop it? Why did he have to die? He never did anything wrong.

I'm to busy, stuck in my thoughts to even realize were here. I walk in to see Christina sobbing in Uriah's arms (did I mention they're together) and Cara with a grim look on her face, with tears rolling down her checks and Caleb holding her up for support. Then I see Wills parents hunched over their dead sons casket. I can't she their face but I know they're crying because of the way the shoulders move.

I turn to face Tobias with tears threatening. Then the next thing happens in flash. Will's parents turn around and face me.

"Why is she here? You are not welcome here. It's your fault my baby boy is dead. You killed him," Will's and Cara's mother says. It shouldn't bug me but it does and instead of falling to the ground and weeping over my horrible crime I competed I got angry.

"You think I did this on purpose? That I killed my best friend for the fun of it? He was under simulation and was trying to kill me. I suffer everyday over what I've done. I mean I can't even hold a gun anymore, let alone fire one. He was my friend and I killed him it's my fault her died. It's my fault," and with that I walk out of the room and into the rest room where I start to weep.