A/N: Sorry for not updating!
Tris POV
I am pissed. I am done crying. I shall seek revenge.
I am standing at the fence with Tobias, Caleb, and Cara. They all keep looking at me as if I'm going to break and shatter into a million pieces. Maybe they are afraid that I am already shattered and they can't fix me but here's the thing I am broken and I don't want to be fixed.
They all know, everyone, because while Cara's dad was forgiving her mother was not. If you own a TV, radio, laptop, or even a cell phone you would know that Tris Prior, the savior of Chicago, a brave and fearless leader of Dauntless, has PTSD.
As I stand and watch my dead parents remains slowly drift over the wall and become one with the earth and wind, I no longer feel upset. Yes I will miss them but I final realized one very important thing; my parents and Will would not want me to wallow in despair over their death. I know this because they gave up their life for me. They were at no point obligated to. I have to live because they died so I could live my life and what I am doing now is not living it is surviving. Many of you are thinking what! Will tried to kill you, he didn't give up his life to save yours but you weren't there. I saw the hesitation in his eyes. He tried to fight back but sadly to say, he lost.
I should be sad, mad, scared, and fragile but standing here I am brave, fearless, strong and confident.
My new goal is to make sure people never have to feel like we did in the pointless war caused by one persuasive, powerful person that misinterpreted the predicament.
Most people would think I am upset that my secrete got out but I'm not because I have finally stopped caring what people think. I used to be mad at myself for all the deaths of the innocent people but I have now realized that it was all Jeanine fault and I will get my revenge, even if it kills me.
Jeanine I know for a fact is not dead. Most people think she died in the war but I am positive she is alive and hiding. I will find her and bring her to justice. My plan is simple; we will put out a warrant and a bounty, we will follow her bread crumbs. I'll do the only way I know how to and that is simply to be brave, selfless, and smart. I shall give anything and everything to my cause because no one should ever feel like they are worthless and meaningless, or like they have no one to turn to. I know what it feels like to hit rock bottom and it's not good.
Now the only hard part is convincing Tobias to let me participate in the search for the missing convict.
A/N: Again, sorry for not updating and for the short chapter. I've been in a predicament myself but that's no excuse and PLEASE do review.