WAZZUP PPLZ NEW CHAPTER YASSS

I'm weird. Deal with it or go away.

Really sorry I haven't updated in a while… it's hard to keep this up with the new school year and parents always nagging at you asking what you're doing and then acting like it's the biggest sin in the world….

Oh well. Parents will be parents.

SO! Icy is here to join us for a bit, right?

Icy: Hells yeah I am!

Me: Yass then.

N. Italy: Ve~ is she as extremely weird as you?

S. Italy: I hope she isn't….

Me: You'd be surprised then. You two have one thing in common though… *evil look* You both looovvveeee Spain!

Icy & S. Italy: SHUT UP!
Me & N. Italy: *giggle and run away laughing*

Icy & S. Italy: GET BACK HERE YOU BASTARDS!

Me: Well now they're running towards us with death in their eyes so I'll have to make this quick!

I DO NOT OWN HETALIA OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS AND TRANSLATIONS ARE FROM A WEIRD APP ON MY LAPTOP

PLEASE READ WHILE FELICIANO AND I QUITE LITERALLY RUN FOR OUR LIVES!

~Lovino's PoV~

I kept running and stopped when I saw a grassy field in the middle of nowhere…but…what's this nostalgic feeling? I pushed it away thinking nothing of it for the moment.

'Maybe he's here…?'

Sure enough, he was. Under the big tree in the middle of the field, he had his knees covering his face but I could see his shoulders moving in his sobs. Just seeing him in this state wanted to make me go and cry with him…I caused that. I knew how much Feli hates feeling pain and sadness and yet I gave him those feelings. I walked over to him cautiously before speaking. Had that lump in my throat been there before?

"F-Feli…?"

He looked up with his amber eyes red and puffy and his cheeks stained with tears.

"L-Lovi! I-I…*sniff* I'm-a sorry for whatever I did… J-just please… p-please don't yell at-a me again! Please…*sob*"

He wasn't making it easier for me at all.

"N-no, Feli! You have-a nothing to be sorry about! I'm the one who should be apologizing dammit…"

Feliciano had stopped crying with slight hiccups here and there and looked up at me, obviously waiting for me to finish my explanation.

"I-I shouldn't have-a said those things to you…I shouldn't have lashed out the way I did… I'm sorry Feli, I really am! Sono spiaciente…"

I looked at my feet and tried to force the tears back into my eyes and keep the lump in my throat contained, failing miserably as I choked out my sobs…

~Feliciano's PoV~

I couldn't stop staring at him. He really meant what he had said, I could tell. It's just… I can't stand seeing others in pain. Especially my own brother! I pulled him down to sit next to me as he started to break down in sobs and tears himself. It was like we had switched places completely!

"Lovi…will you please tell-a me what bothers you so much?"

I honestly didn't expect him to answer…

"I-it's just that *hic* everyone is always g-giving you all the attention and-a love *hic* and they-a push me away as the bad twin… the bratty…b-bad mouthed… MORON! *sob*"

I winced as he yelled out his last remark.

"N-no, Lovi! You're everything but those things! But…why didn't you ever tell me how you really felt? Bottling up these types of feelings is really unhealthy!"

He looked up from covering his face with his hands and answered between shaky breaths.

"B-because… I'm your older brother… your protector… even w-when nonno was gone, I comforted you and stayed s-strong for the situation… I n-never wanted you to v-view me as w-*hic*weak…*sob*"

That was it. I grabbed him by his shoulders and made him look into my eyes that were tearing up once more but kept my voice steady.

"Lovino! Listen to me! You would-a never seem weak in my eyes! The big brother I know and love is always-a there for me no matter what! Even in time's like this… you're always by my side…"

A nostalgic feeling hit me. HARD. My sight was blurry from my unshed tears but I could still see Lovi had the same expression on his face as I.

"…We…we've been here before… haven't we?"

All I could do was nod as the memory flooded into my brain…

~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~

~Third Person PoV~

"F-Feliciano! Come back!"

He ran towards the woods close to his home as he sobbed, tripping over a few roots and getting his green maid outfit dirty along the way.

'Why, Otto? You promised…'

Not stopping, he ran past an opening leading to a beautiful field of pure grass covering the entire place with the exception of the large tree right in the middle of it all. Feliciano ran towards the tree, not bothering to contemplate the breathtaking view as he stopped at the tree's trunk and broke down once more.

"Perché avete andato? P-perché?!"

In his mad race to get away from the terrible news he had heard, he hadn't noticed the twin figure of his brother following as he stopped in front of the younger and bent down to is knees.

"F-fratello… please… I know how much you loved him but… t-things happen…"

"Go away Lovino! Y-you don't *hic* understand…"

Said brother was fed up with the younger's act and qickly embraced him in anger and frustration.

"Dammit, Feli! Yes, I do! We're twins, for crying out-a loud! I feel your pain for myself! I know how much you cared for him, so please… grievieng and being sad won't bring him back. He would've wanted you to be happy again, with your contagious smile flashing off to everyone. Please, fratello. I hate seeing you in this state. He did too. At least let him now that you haven't forgotten about all the things he loved about you!"

Feliciano at first widened his eyes at the sudden contact. Once Lovino was done with his little speech, Feliciano's expression softened and he returned his brother's hug.

"Just know and never forget this Feli, I'm always here for-a you. I will always be by your side."

"G-grazie…fratello…"

~~~~~~~~End of Flashback~~~~~~~~

Returning from my sudden memory, I came back to reality to find Lovino in the same state as I was. I was crying once more and I could see the tears in his own eyes struggling to be shed. When he returned as well, I didn't let him speak as I enveloped him in another hug. To my surprise, he didn't flinch or pull away like I expected him to. Instead, he gripped the back of my shirt and began to sob on my shoulder. I did the same, and we stayed in that position for a long time before we both pulled away at the same time. What he did next made me want to cry again, but this time, they'd be happy tears; he smiled. Actually, genuinely smiling. That's when I realized how good he really was at lying, and how well those fake smiles worked. It all came clear to me how hurt and broken he really was and I felt my eyes get warm again as I embraced him once more.

"Lovi! I'm sorry I didn't see this sooner! I'm sorry…"

"It's alright, Feli. I think I can be more-a open with this off my chest…besides…you made-a me smile again..."

I smiled through happy tears and hiccups as he did the same.

I had made mio fratello smile again…

And all the fakes would be gone.

Ignore what I said in the last chapter, THIS is the longest.

Well it's for you guys since I took so long to update. Again, I'm really sorry for have taken so long! Issues came up so yeah. Icy got tired and went home since Feli and I are so good at running away but Lovi caught up to us and tripped which caused a big roll downhill…Where the heck did it come from I'd like to know myself.

S. Italy: *panting* You…bastards…

N. Italy: V-ve~…I'm tired…

Me: If only…I ran like that… during PE…

S. and N. Italy: *curl up and take a siesta*

Me: Well it seems we're gonna sleep here tonight so before I follow them I have to get this over with…

Translations:

~Italian~

Sono spiacente: I'm sorry

Nonno: Grandpa

Perché avete andato?: Why did you leave?

Oh before I forget, Otto is the headcannon name given to Holy Rome. Yeah, have some feels… Don't worry I was breaking my own heart while typing this XD Well, that's it for this chapter! I think the next will be the last… Yeah most probably. Thanx to all those who've read this far and reviewed! (Don't worry also those who have followed and favorited get some love~)

Well, since my job here is done for today, I'm going to sleep.

GOODNIGHT

~Midnight~