hello everyone. I am aware as you guys are that Im practically not updating anything at this point, and Im really sorry about that.

so i thought that i would do something about these stories that i havent finished yet, cause i know its not fair for you all. I am currently in the military force of my country, and its taking up most of my time. you see im rearly home, and as a result, i rearly have time to write anything. so ive been thinking of giving away some of the stories, for someone else to continue and finish hopefully.

If you are interested in continuing one of these stories that have this message in them, please PM me so I can know. Ill talk to you and ill tell you where i wanted this story to go and if id like you to continue it for me, cause in the end, these are the stories that i worked my butt off for, and sadly i cant anymore :(

for now, Ill post the last thing I wrote, although its not much and not a finished chapter. Ill be really happy to see these stories complete in the best way possible.

thank you so much for sticking around with me thus far :)


I was laying in the shade next to the lake, I've been up for so long. My eyes are drooping. I followed the shinigami with my sight, he was collecting some fruits on a tree. Why does he do that? Does he seriously feel guilty because of me? And why the fuck did I react that way when he said he was engaged? Yeah, for I moment I sorta thought that fucking him was a good idea. But what can I do? He's off limits, what he does with him is non of my business. I could tell he cares about him, he's going through all this shit just to see him. And he's taking care of me. I think I really need release, but right now I'm too fucking tired to do anything.

I fell asleep. Opening my eyes slightly, I saw Kurosaki's back. "you're up?" I heard him ask.

I sat up, and felt up my neck "yeah." good, no marks.

"it's getting dark. We should find a place to sleep in." he said, not looking at me. Streching I hummed in agreement. We got dressed and started walking to find a good place to hide or make a camp. The shinigami was walking in front of me and I just watched all the greenery around, all the weird exotic flowers and plants in colors that I never new could belong to a plant. Not to mention all of them were huge.

Suddenly I felt myself bump into the smaller body infront of me"hey! Watch-" I wanted to cuss at him but he cut me off.

"did you feel that?" he turned to face me, scowling in confusion.

"what?" I bark out impatiently.

He blinked "I felt a droplet of water hitting my shoulder." his hand covering the spot he was talking about.

I scowled hard " what? There is no way-" as if on cue thousands of droplets fell down from the sky, hitting all the leaves in unimaginable force and making us wet in the process.

"shit. We gotta find shelter!" the shinigami called and ran.

I followed suite and scanned the area with my sight for a place to stay in.I found some cave, up ahead. It looked a little high to the reach but I think we can get there."Oi! Shinigami! Follow me!" I shout out to him, the harsh rain almost overpowering my voice, the orange haired man looked at me with narrowed eyes to keep the rain out as he mouthed a "huh?" I tsked and grabbed his hand, I started running, jumping over all the especially muddy parts to not slide and fall.

I felt the shinigami falter behind "come on!" I holler at him as I pull on his arm harshly, the rain seems to just get stronger and stronger and it was getting hard to see.

"dammit." I hear him curse as he almost tripped over a root of a tree we were passing.

But we finally made it. Now we just need to hoist ourselves up to the cave and we'll be safe for now. I stopped and turned to him, lacing my fingers together in front of him. "climb up!" he nodded in understanding. The wind was really picking up, I needed to do this quickly if I don't want him to fall and do this all over again. Kurosaki placed his foot on my hands and held my shoulders for leverage. "okay, one, two... Three!" I grunted and pushed him up.

He quickly climbed, holding the surface for dear life as the wind almost knocked him off balance. "give me your hand!" he hollered at me once he was positioned to help me. I took his offered palm and pulled myself up, the shinigami winced as he pulled back as hard as he could "argh, come on!" he chanted. He managed somehow to get me up, he pulled me really fast and I found myself covering his body with my own, both of us heaving. "we did it." he gave me a small, releived smile. And for a moment I was stuck looking at his wet face under me.

"yeah." I smiled a little back, hypnotized. But I caught myself in time to get up and inside the dark cave, helping Kurosaki up.

Its been a couple of hours since then. We were facing each other on the ground, shivering and wet. "f-fuck. It's fucking c-cold." I mutter out loud.

"I guess we now know why t-there were no a-animals around, they p-probably went to another place to wait until the storm ceased." kurosaki said while trying to hug his body as much as he can and conserve body heat. Our silence was interrupted by the sound of thunder. I guess the storm will not stop any time soon. Fuck.

"we won't make it out of here if this'll keep up." I look at the shinigami seriously, drilling my eyes to his own "we gotta get out of these wet clothes, and we gotta keep warm or else we'll freeze to f-fucking death shinigami." I shuddered violently.

He looked at me for a second, then sucked in his lips and mumbled "okay." We both understood what that meant, and there was no time being pissy about it. As much as I wanted to. Kurosaki took off his shirt slowly, his body shivering as he exposes it to the cold temperature, I did the same until we were completely bare.

"come here." I told him while patting the spot next to me. He complied silently. I wrapped my hands around him as I laid us on our side, he tucked his body close to mine and I put my chin on his head, feeling his body shiver every now and then. We laid out our clothes somewhere dry, and waited. I started hearing kurosaki breathing gentle, even breaths and understood that he fell asleep. The warmth of his body felt good against my cold skin and I let myself close my eyes again, the only thing I heared was the roar of the storm outside and the breath of the human in my arms.


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