Chapter 3
Destiny Island
Sora sat on the sand at the beach. He was in deep thoughts. He didn't get Roxas easy out of his head.. Everything he said at first was confusing, but now everything made sense to him. All he wanted was to live...To be HIM. Sora felt guilty. He would have helped if he had know...and perhaps now he will never have the opportunity to do so
"Sora!"
He turned around and saw how Riku slowly came up to him.
"Are you thinking back about him?"
"Yes."
"It's not your fault Sora. You couldn't have done anything for him at that time."
Sora sighed. "I know that...but is seems so unfair."
Riku sat down next to Sora and took his hand.
"Sora.." He began. "Roxas was a nobody. YOUR nobody." Riku putted his hand on Sora's cheek. "He wes never meant to exist at all."
After Riku said that Sora felt his anger rising within him. He pushed Riku's hand away and stoop up.
"What do you mean with that?" Sora said.
Riku also arose from the ground. "I am just telling the truth." He simply said.
"Riku! Roxas was...is ...very important to me! I would be incomplete without him! Don't you understand! He makes me who I am today! He has seen what I've experienced! I've felt what he felt. He deserves, just like you and me, to have to have a heart of his own! TO LIFE HIS OWN LIVE! TO BE HIS OWN PERSON! He is more than a nobody! He has a heart Riku! I know that!" Sora yelled with tears in his eyes.
"You think I see him not in the same way as you do? He was your nobody Sora! Of course he was different from everyone else." Riku said angry. "Sora, when I had to..bring back your memory I would have to kill him. I had even had the opportunity to do so. But...I didn't do it! I couldn't do it! I just could not..as he lied in front of me..I felt no evil within him. He was like you..he just wanted to meet you.."
Both looked at each other, their eyes filled with tears. Sora never knew that his friend too suffered from the loss of Roxas.
"Riku.."
They embraced each other, none one of them wanted to let go of the other.
"I..I never knew that..oh Riku, I'm so sorry!" He sobbed as he hugged his boyfriend more firmly.
"It's okay Sora. Everything will be fine." He whispered. "Everything will be fine..."
Axel's POV:
At long last! Fianlly, it would happen! I'e been waiting for so long. Roxas will finally be mine now. Yes, I know I should not say it like that...but still * wink *. At least everything is perfect now. I live him and he loves me. That a nobody could have this feelings...feeling love...I don't understand it myself.
I remember...in the past...when I was a child...Roxas age... and there was somebody..who I was in live with..wait is this how loves feel?
But I don't think that is the only memory of that feeling.
This love is real! No matter if I have heart or not. I moved from behind him. The tension was unbearable to felt.
"Roxas?"
"Hmm?"
I sat on my bed as he sat down on my lap.
"You know that I love you, right?" I saw him looking at me with confusion.
"Of course I do. And you know I love you too...right?"
I smiled. "Of course I know! I just wanted to make sure..."
"Oh..okay."
And now the part comes that I hate the most. The ever so agonizing, overwhelming silence.
Roxas started to feel uncomfortable. I didn't know what to say. We just sat there. Both, especially Roxas, under pressure and there make the situation 1000th times more embarrassing.
"So..euhm..ah..and now?" He asked shyly.
"We..I think..euhm..I"
Then our eyes meat each other...And this small moment was entirely sufficient.
Everything happened so quickly, one second age we were silent and nervous sitting on the bed and the next we were kissing passionately.
I knew it! My feelings never deceived me yet! It's going to happen tonight! Our robes already lay down on the floor, exposing our upper body.
"Roxas..."
My hands founded their way down to his pants. Full of anticipation I...
"AXEL!"
WHAT? No, no, no, no, no, no, NO! This was not what I've planned!
Today was OUR night. Saïx wasn't part of that! What as he doing here?! When did he came in?
"Axel! We need to discuss something urgent. Come on now!"
"But!"
"NOW AXEL!"
My hands turned into a fist. He had to destroy everything! But I had to surrender to my unfortunatelyfate.
"All right!" I growled. "But give me a moment to day goodbye to Roxas."
"A minute. Not longer." He said coldly and left the room.
"How generous!" I cried behind him before turning my attention back to Roxas.
My angel didn't dare to look into my eyes. He was..ashamed. Though there was no reason to be that, not with me.
"Roxas...Roxas look at me."
I noticed how much he shiver so I threw my arms around his thin waist. "There is no reason to be ashamed of Roxas. I love you and I want to show it to you too. No one understands our love, because it is simply unique! All that matters is that we are together."
He smiled at me. Now I knew everything was good again and someday I am sure we would take it to the next step...
"The minute is over!"
Only unfortunately not today...
"Well, see you tomorrow." I sighed.
"Okay." He said softly.
"Sleep well, Roxas."
I gave him a kiss on the cheek earing a soft giggle of him. "Thank you Axel. Sleep well too." I still looked at him while I walked out of the room * sigh * just a night without him is terrible..
"Could I have your attention please?"
But a night with Saïx instead of Roxas is 1000th times worser then a night without Roxas.
"So, what is now so important that you can't bother with me after my day off?" I growled.
He silently went to the window and looked at the Kingsom Hearts before saying: "Our plan..it seems after all these years its finally going to begin..."