Chapter 4

Roxas POV:

Sighing sadly I went up to my room. I will never admit it in front of Axel, but.. * sigh * I was so infinitely relieved when Saïx interrupted us. I know, I shouldn't think that way. Axel has always been good to.

I don't even know how to overcome this. Sometimes I wonder why we are even together? We are so different. Maybe we should have stayed best friends.

Aaahhh! Why do I over think about all this?! Axel is simply everything to me! He is the only one I have. I have no memory of my other life. If I get at least one memory...something that could tell me who I was.

*Sigh * I just don't understand the whole ordeal. I felt tired but I don't want to sleep. I know that as soon as I'm back sleeping I will see Sora again.

Why am I constantly dreaming of him? I don't know it myself. I lay down on the bed, realizing how tired I am really am. The last thing I mumbled before the sleep got me was: "I will not sleep. I won't sleep...I won't sl-.."

In Roxas's dream:

"Arrg! My...head. W-where...where am I?"

Roxas touched his head as he stood up slowly. He found himself in a bright room. He had never seen this place before. In front of him was a door. Carefully he opened it. Another empty room with a door. He went on. And another room.

Going on like this forever Roxas founded more and more rooms. Until he finally arrived the final room. The room in which he found himself seemed to be the last, instead of a door there was a mirror.

Slowly he came to this mirror. He looked into the mirror and saw... his own mirror reflection. It seemed to be all normal, until his reflection changed and stepped out from the mirror. It was no longer his own reflection but Sora!

Frightened Roxas stepped back a couple steps without averting his gaze from Sora who came closer and closer to him.

"S-sora?"

Sora came closer and closer.

"Sora? Sora what you're doing?"

He got no answer. They just stared at each other. Suddenly, Sora came close...so close that he almost touched Roxas lips. Sora whispered softly:

"Find me"

And then he kissed Roxas.

Suddenly everything became quite light. So bright that Roxas couldn't see anything anymore. When the light lightly subdue he noticed he was facing a capsule, in which Sora was in it.

Roxas noticed that Sora tried to break out of his cell. When their eyes met again, Sora put his hand against the wall of his 'cell'. Roxas putted his hand on the same place. He didn't know why he was here, or who Sora was, why he had kissed him or why he did this.

The situation was even more confusing when he felt a tear ran over his cheek

"Sora.." he cried.

But suddenly he was abruptly pulled away from the capsule. Faster and further away, room by room, until he was outside and realized he was standing in front of what looked like a castle. And then again everything became bright. Roxas struck himself, he wanted to go back to Sora and help him!

"SORA!"

end of Roxas dream.

His eyes snapped open. Roxas was breathing quickly as he heart beat rapidly. He was back in is own room.

"I-it..it was just a dream..."

There many tears running down his cheeks. Meanwhile he asked himself this thing with Sora..when would it be finally clear to him? What was behind this?

But he also should be worry about now. A new day had dawned. A new day - a new mission. It was Roxas life. The Organization is certain about his life as a nobody. Because you couldn't do anything else unfortunately.

/In the gray room/

Axel and Saïx were the only ones in the room. The other members were already on their respective missions.

"Remember was I said! Not a word to anyone. If we use our quiescent in the right way our efforts will be rewarded at last.."

"Our effort? So am I the only one that remembers that I had to get my hands dirty for you."

"I know your work is certainly appreciated, Axel."

"Yeah, sure you know that."

Saïx noticed Roxas entering the room.

"Today you and Roxas will go on the same mission; observers have showed up in Twilight Town, find and destroy them."

"Okay."
"Just in case may I remind you again: not a word!"

"Yes, yes, not a word to anyone. Got it memorized. Hey Roxas!"

Axel was smiling to his beloved Roxas as he left Saïx behind.

"I don't understand you Lea. Does the past meant nothing to you?" Saïx muttered out front.