Purpose chapter 4
Disclaimer: I very sadly own absolutely nothing except the plot. Mwah..
A/N: Hello there! So sorry that this chapters a bit late, but it should be a bit longer than the rest. Also it gets a bit more intimate, so it is now an M rating. Please R&R, remember the feedback helps! Even if you already reviewed a previous chapter. Anyway, Enjoy!
"Draco it's not that bad, come on" Blaise sympathised.
God only knows how he found out that its true. Draco and Blaise were alone in their boy's dormitory, and Draco was turning from sad into angry. He had laughed with the Slytherins and pretended it was all a joke, they so obviously believed him because it was stupid to think anything else! But Draco felt so lonely without Harry, without someone who understands him. Except Blaise of course, who seemed to have figured the whole thing out. But why was he sympathising and being nice about it? This, Draco could not understand.
"I've told you. Nothing. Happened." Malfoy insisted.
"Oh give it a rest! I know Draco; I think I know better than you do for God's sake! At least I'm willing to admit that you're gay!" Zabini had lost his temper.
"That makes one of us" Draco felt so dejected, the one person he could talk to about all this crap wasn't talking to him.
"There is nothing wrong with being g-"
"Yeah I know Blaise, its' not nerve racking, or embarrassing at all to have a bunch of snide teens know that's your in love with the enemy and guy: Harry Potter," he spat the last word, "like you would know how it feels!"
"Actually Draco, I do." Blaise looked away. "But of course, all knowing self-obsessed Draco doesn't want to think that there are others going through the same thing, who could understand him"
Malfoy was lost for words. Blaise. Blaise was-
"Gay. Yes Malfoy I am gay. Never wondered why no girl was ever a high enough standard for me?" Zabini rolled his eyes.
"I'm sorry Blaise I didn't know" Draco apologised.
"Obviously" Clearly, Blaise was hurt by Malfoy assumptive attitude.
"What can I do to make it up to you Blaise? You want me to do your homework?" He joked, trying to lighten the mood.
"Actually, I've never kissed a dude before."
"Blaise… I'm… I can't really… I'm not…Um-"
"Please just once mate, I need to know…" He veered off.
Draco sighed. He couldn't resist Blaise's handsome face or those large puppy dog eyes for long. He reached over and pulled Zabini's face to his.
"Just once" Draco whispered as Blaise's eyes closed.
Draco touched his lips to Zabini's gently, but knew that Blaise would want more so he started to move his lips more insistently and sighed when he realised that he had missed the touch of a boy. Blaise used the sigh as an excuse to sneak his tongue into Draco's mouth, and to his surprise, the blonde did not object. Was he… enjoying this?
Draco was lost in the moment, Zabini's tongue felt so good in his mouth and soon Draco put his hand up Blaise's shirt and found rock hard abs under his touch. Blaise moaned against his touch and pressed against him harder, forcing them down onto the bed. Zabini's moan turned Draco on even more and he started to kiss down his neck onto his throat. Desperate to get a look at those abs Draco tore at Blaise's shirt and seeing what he was trying to do Zabini quickly unbuttoned his shirt and his lovers.
With a gasp Draco saw the gorgeous eight pack Blaise housed, and wanted nothing more than to have him there and then. So he magically summoned a tube of lubricant, and on seeing it, it sent said Zabini into a hormonal frenzy and soon both men were de-clothed and ready still kissing rapidly. When Draco slid himself into Blaise, both screamed in pleasure and a little pain in Zabini's case.
"Oh god… Draco…please, I need this" he got out.
Draco didn't think he was going to have much staying power somehow; Blaise was so tight around. It was just pure bliss, he started thrusting faster and faster until the pressure built up and exploded sending Draco over the edge as he screamed out into his climax. Blaise felt Draco climax into him and it sent him over the edge too, feeling the ecstatic fireworks run through his whole body, he was spasming out of control.
Afterwards when the both lay panting on the bed, each were having their own thoughts about the sex. Zabini was happier than he had ever been, he had been crushing on Draco for so long and to have Draco to be the one to initiate the sex was just like flying, not a negative thought passed through his head.
Draco on the other hand was inwardly cursing himself, calling himself a slut over and over. Shit, this was all so messed up! He had wanted Blaise, but he shouldn't have! Draco was in love with Harry, wasn't he? Or was he? He thought his head might explode with the guilt of leading Zabini on, because he knew he shouldn't off done. But it just hadn't felt wrong, was it supposed to? Did he really lead him on or did he actually like Blaise? Oh Fuck there was too many questions! Questions he couldn't but needed to answer!
What the hell was he supposed to do?
Somebody needed to tell him what to do.