*Gasp* was all Garrus heard when he walked aboard the Normandy they were obviously shocked yet relieved that he hasn't died. What he received from his crewmates were mixed feelings as well as emotions... The comment he got from a teary eyed joker was "Garrus don't ever scare us like again you ass". Garrus laughed and said he won't. Then he walked to the elevator there he saw his candle light vigil... It was absolutely chilling to see his own... This vigil marked his death...he saw his picture, pictures with Shepard, and Shepard's metal after he saved the citidel. Garrus picked it up and it worried him tremendously. "Shepard really thought I died...". He could also see some tears on the floor beneath him..."these are Shepard's tears...oh spirits...". Garrus too felt like wanting to cry. The commander really does care about him. Yet he almost died today and he could have died not knowing. He placed the metal in his hand and clenched it tightly as he made his trip up the elevator and to the commander's private quarters.
*elevator opens*
The light on the commander's door is red... Looks he dosent want to be disturbed? Garrus thought. But before he was getting ready to wait he heard the most horrible sound in the world
*sniffle* *crying* "why did he have to die... " "why didn't I try harder" "it's all my damn fault he's gone you have no one else to blame!" *sniffle sniffle* *uncontrollable sobbing*
Garrus never signed a permission slip to go on this feels trip... His heart ached hearing the commander cry over HIM that sound that was unknown to his ears now it is something he wishes he would never heard of... His commanding officer cry. not because of pain but emotional breakdown. And it worried Garrus. The commander never cried when he saw those countless people die on akuze nor did he cry when he chose Ashley over Kaiden a grueling decision even Garrus said he wouldn't be able to make but now Garrus realized what his death means to the commander... If he dies the commander dies on the inside as well. Garrus felt pangs of guilt hit him. "by the spirits what have I done to him he's still-" *sobbing sounds* crying... Why is it that a human crying makes me feel so sad... I have to end his pointless crying over ME after all I'm still alive... " Garrus proceeded to bypass the doors security before he could EDI popped up "Garrus before you break anything let me just open that for you." *boop* "thank you EDI" "The commander needs some good news right now Garrus and you are that good news I'm happy to assist in anyway because the commander has been exhibiting severe mental problems he has been crying for over a hour."
*EDI blinks away* well... Time to give the commander good news...