HELLOOOOO! I'm so sorry I haven't updated! It's been what? A month? It's just so difficult to write during summer! I just came back from my vacation ( I had so much fun btw) so now I'm ready to write again! This is a really big chapter here and I think that the next one will definitely be M rated since it will contain smut! This is a heavy T, just a little before M, but nothing "too much". Enjoy the big "BADE DATE".
Chapter 10
JADE'S POV
My head is about to explode. School is over. The Graduation ceremony is in two weeks. I'm no longer a student. I'm going to college! Well, at least I hope so.
This year went by so fast...
I gave the SAT exams, for the second time, four months ago and it seems like it was just last week. I finished writing most of my essays and trying to describe my weaknesses, academic strengths and career aspirations for strangers to read, a few weeks ago. I sent my applications to so many colleges, I can't even count. All that, because I want to make my parents proud by going to college. Because I want to be something important in this world. I want to be like them.
It's just unbelievable. I'm graduating but mom and dad aren't here.
They won't be here to see me wearing this awful blue gown and itchy cap. They won't see me receiving my high school diploma from principal Eikner. Mom isn't going to cry and feel this excessive need to hug me all the time. Dad isn't going to take pictures of me, Cat, Tori, Andre and Robbie, which would get on my nerves.
I couldn't help thinking all of that, which resulted to a few tears escape from my eyes. I brushed them off right away and a smile appeared in their place, cause my mind went to Ian and Beck, the people that I know will be there for me. They will be happy and proud of me.
"Back to work." I muttered to myself, regaining my composure. I had to finish one more essay. The most important essay of all. The one I'll send to Julliard. The university, where my mom went.
I grabbed my pen and started writing. Kind of. No... Nothing.
One minute passed.
Two passed.
Five.
Ten.
Still nothing.
Well, now, remember the scene of Bob Squarepants -yes, Jade West was watching it as a kid, but only because Cat forced me to- where he has to write an essay on what not to do at a stoplight? Got it? Yeah. That's me right now. Sitting anxious and frustrated in front of a blank piece of paper. Waiting for a miracle to happen.
I couldn't think of anything to write. I wanted this to be special. I wanted to write something that would be amazing, something that it would say "If you don't accept me, it's your lose, because firstly, I will burn your house down and secondly, because I'm fucking awesome" or something like that.
Without anything popping into my mind I rested my head on the white paper and groaned in frustration. Thank God I would spend the night with Beck. And just like he read my thoughts and felt my urge to see him, I felt two hands massaging my shoulders. For a weird reason I knew it was Beck so I lifted my head and looked behind me, over my shoulder.
"Hey!" He whispered seductively in my ear, kissing it lightly. "How's my girl doing?" Beck asked me and kept on massaging me, taking all the pressure and anxiety away.
"She doesn't know. She's confused and tired." I responded with my head resting against his flat stomach and he rubbed my temples gently.
"Do you need any help? You know I was pretty good at writing essays..." He offered, while his hands went down, touching my neck, going to my shoulders again and then slipping slowly down my back. His touch sent shivers down my spine and I closed my eyes. I tried to think about his offer and shook my head, enjoying the light press of his fingers against my tense body.
"You know, I don't think that could help. You and me, I mean, trying to work together." I commented and put air quotations to emphasize that we'd never work with the whole meaning of the word. "I wouldn't stop touching and kissing you..." I grinned from ear to ear and he came to stand next to me, leaning against the desk.
He cupped my jaw and kept looking in my eyes intensely. Then Beck smirked and let his mouth cover mine.
His lips, smooth against mine worked like a medicine to me. The kiss, took my headache and fatigue away and left only my desire to do more to him. I forgot everything about colleges, applications, essays and my future. What it mattered right now was Beck and his hot, wet kisses. My mind was focused on him and only him.
I stood up, with my hands grabbing the front of his shirt, without breaking the kiss and forced him to sit on my chair. I straddled him with my legs in each side of him and unbuttoned the first buttons of his white shirt. My tongue entered his mouth and he moaned when my fingers run through his hard chest. I gazed into his brown eyes, that seemed like chocolate to me... Sensual, pleasurable and sinful. His pupils were dilated and his breathe became heavier and faster. I could only imagine that I looked exactly like him at the moment.
"Aren't you enjoying this, cookie?" He mocked me, smiling deviously.
"Oh, I am. I bet you do too, Becky." I said in a low growl with my hands wandering around his body, which resulted in more gasps on his part.
"Excited for tonight?" He asked with his head nuzzled in the crook of my neck. I smiled without him seeing it and said nothing. Then he looked up with a concerned look on his pretty face.
"What?" I spitted out with a slightly teasing voice.
"I said, excited for tonight?" He repeated steadily, his eyes locked to mine.
"I was thinking." I answered seriously, trying not to laugh with the nervous Beck in front of me.
"Y-You what?"
"I'm kidding silly. Of course I'm excited. Are you?" I said sweetly, leaving a feather kiss on his cheek, when I sensed his body relaxing under mine.
"Yes. More than you know." His response came out immediately just like his lips on mine. The sensual, intense kisses were gone. This time he kissed me softly, his fingers caressing my jaw, his palms cupping my cheeks, holding me like I was the most fragile thing in the whole world.
It was a nice change kissing him slowly and tenderly, without rushing things. It showed me that what we have is something more than physical attraction, more than just letting off steam. Something more important and meaningful.
And that's what he is to me. One of the most important people in my life and I'm going to prove it tonight...
BECK'S POV
Tonight... Tonight is the big night! Why the hell am I so nervous? It's not like we haven't hang out with Jade before, but this feels so different.
"Mostly because it is." I reminded myself staring outside the car window, at the now dark and empty park I was supposed to wait for her. I was expecting her at any minute now. My heart had already started beating fast just at the thought of us tonight No. No. Nothing should happen tonight. It's still soon and she's so young. Even if I want to, I can't...
"I'm here!" She exclaimed happily, which was so unlike her, as she opened the car door and burst into the car.
For a moment I froze and all that, because I gazed at her.
Jade was wearing the most amazing dress I've ever seen her in. It sat on her body as if it had been made just for her. The black fabric hugged her curves perfectly, while the skirt of it stopped mid-thigh, only to show off her toned legs, which only looked longer with the high heeled ankle boots she had on.
"Uh hum." She coughed. "Close your mouth Beck. You'll catch a fly." She teased and leaned to leave a sweet peck on my lips.
"You're just so beautiful." I smiled and started the car but I saw her blushing.
After a few minutes talking about everything that popped into our minds, I stopped in front of the place I wanted to take her. Jade turned to look at me with a curious face.
"I'm pretty sure that's not your apartment." She chuckled.
"Think so?" I asked and got out and around the car to open her door. She stepped outside and I offered her my hand. She took it willingly, sparks flying at just this little touch and I guided her towards the empty beach after taking a blanket with me.
"Let me help you take your shoes off." I offered and kneeled in front of her, caressing her calf.
She smiled and said seductively, "Easy there boy!"
I smiled back at her and started sliding my fingers up the soft skin of her leg, while untying the shoelaces. She looked down at me and smirked when my hand went to her thigh just a little beneath her dress. Her hands grabbed my shoulder for stability and a satisfying smile crossed my lips when she sighed lightly. When both of her heels were off I climbed back up to face her.
She was mesmerizing. Cheeks flushed, lips parted, eyes bright and dark at the same time... She drove me crazy. I kissed her forehead and took my own shows off.
We walked hand by hand on the cold soft sand, enjoying the sound of the waves hitting the coast.
"Where did you find this place?" She asked breaking the silence.
"Well, I found it last year at random. It was my first favorite place." I answered honestly.
"And what's your new favorite place then?"
"Now, my favorite place is where you are." I paused and silence fell.
"You are so damn cheesy, Beck." She said punching my shoulder lightly. I laughed at her action and kissed her sweetly.
"You like that, even if you say you don't." I joked.
"Yeah, right!"
"You're a liar!" I objected and approached the water.
"No, I'm not! It's true. I can't stand these corny lines of yours." She shouted, trying to hide her smile.
"Liar! Liar!" I started teasing and when she was close enough I splashed her with the cold water and she frowned.
"You didn't just do that!"
The next thing I know is that I was soaking wet from head to toes wrestling with a too soaking wet Jade in the waves. She was squirming and laughing and I loved the sound of her laugh. That's a good way to start a date.
"Enough, Beck." She tried to tell me but her words were lost in between her giggles and the waves.
"Ok, but only because you're gonna catch a cold if we stay any longer." I informed and dragged her out of the water.
"Yes, mom!" She joked and accepted the warm blanket I offered. We stayed cuddled there, looking at the stars, sharing a blanket and for a moment, life seemed simple and amazing.
A few minutes later I suggested we go home.
"That was fun." She whispered grinning when I opened the door to my apartment.
"And that was only the beginning." I said in a sexy tone gesturing to get inside.
"Oh! What do you have in this dirty little mind, Beck?" I caught my breath at the harsh voice that came out of my girlfriend.
I couldn't resist because I was so tempted to do all these things I had in mind for her so I answered, "So many things, you can't even imagine."
She shivered when I grabbed her from the small of her back and brought her flush against my body. Our lips were connected again. She answered immediately to my kiss and didn't wait much to tangle her fingers with my hair. Her lips travelled down to my jaw and I closed my eyes letting out a low moan. What started like my game, just became hers. She had the power to control me even when I was thinking I was the one controlling her.
"Let's eat now. I'm hungry." She suddenly faltered, stepping back from me and making herself home. I took a sharp breath and turned towards her.
"First, you have to change." I said with a trembling voice and coughed.
"In what? You want to undress me, don't you?" She raised an eyebrow.
"Oh yes, I do, cookie, but right now I have to take care of dinner." I said trying to keep my voice steady while changing the subject.
"Oh...That's too bad..." She pouted and entered my bedroom.
When I finished preparing the table and changed into more comfortable clothes, she still hadn't come out of the bedroom. So, I decided to go and find her.
I wish I hadn't though, cause what I saw was an image I would never get out of my mind. She was standing in front of my wardrobe, searching in my drawers for something to wear, while naked with just her lacy panties on. Her back was facing me and I wanted so bad to touch her soft skin and cover her whole body with kisses. When she found my Beatles grey shirt and put it on, she turned and jumped up after seeing me.
"This shirt looks perfect on you." I blurred out.
"Thank you. I think I'm gonna keep it." She smiled.
"Ok! Now ma'am, will you follow me? There's plenty of food for us to eat."
"Oh! Of course kind sir." She said in a strange accent that made me laugh.
"Please take a sit." I offered gesturing to a pillow on the floor in front of the coffee table. When I looked at her she had on the biggest Cheshire cat smile.
"Thank God you didn't prepare anything fancy. I hate formal dinners and huge tables full of four different kinds of plates and forks and spoons, with enormous vases..." She admitted.
"Tell me something I don't know!" I chuckled and felt relieved for my choices for this night.
The next hour passed so quickly we haven't even noticed it was already midnight.
"And remember this time when your parents punished you for eating all the cookies...?" I said laughing uncontrollably.
"... from the hidden cookie jar?" She finished for me bursting in laughs as well.
"Yes! Oh my God, you climbed on the counter and searched all of the cupboards."
"And then I saw mom leaving a jar on top of the cupboards so as not to find them..." She continued laughing, rolling on the floor.
"And you couldn't reach them, but I was there!" I added.
"Come on Beck, you offered to help me! You climbed on the counter cause you were so tall and reached the jar for me." Her head was now resting on my lap with her body still trembling from laughter.
"I climbed because you were crying all the time! I wanted you to stop." I defended myself.
"Yeah! You don't even believe that!" She snorted.
"Ok, you just had the power to make me do whatever you wanted me to do, since then." I replied and caressed her silky hair.
"Really?" She said sitting up to have a better look at me.
"Really. And since then I'm calling you cookie, even though you threw up after eating the entire jar!" I joked and tears were running down our cheeks because of laughing that much.
When we calmed down and only our breaths could be heard she spoke up, "This is great Beck. Everything. Thank you." I smirked and forced her to come sit on my lap, still sitting on the floor.
"I should thank you. Thank you for existing. Thank you for being in my life." I simply said and I was certain that Jade would make a mean comment about my cheesiness, but instead she kissed me. I returned the kiss but this time she was pulling me down with her. Our bodies were pressed against each other's and her t-shirt had risen up, which didn't help since there weren't many barriers between us.
JADE'S POV
I just had to kiss me. Nothing could keep me away from him.
His strong body was on top of me and I could already feel him getting hard. My hands went at the hem of his blouse, playing and teasing the soft skin beneath and when I couldn't take it any more since I wanted to touch more of him, I took it off.
He was breathing hard and looking at me with a serious and lustful face. Our eyes locked. He leaned again this time running his hands under my t-shirt, touching my hips and then stomach, a little under my breast. I jerked and tried to make his hands go higher but he preferred to tease me more with his tongue inside my mouth and his hands rubbing my sides.
Inpatient as I am, I touched him above his shorts, making him moan and bite my neck hard. My fingers found their way under the fabric, getting closer to his boxers and then slipped in gently, touching his hard erection firmly. With that he jerked and got up.
"Um...Beck...Sorry, I didn't mean to-" I tried to apologize even though I didn't know for what I was apologizing for.
"It's ok, babe! It's just...We should stop." He said seriously and my heart almost broke into pieces.
"What? Why? Beck what's wrong?" I asked politely, touching his shoulder.
"Jade, I don't want to push you. We shouldn't rush things. I don't want to take advantage of you." Beck replied looking down at his tangled fingers.
"Wait. That's it?" I questioned him. "You don't- God Beck, it's not something I haven't done before. And right now it seems like I'm getting advantage of you." I smiled.
"Y-you... um...you have?"
The END! SO! What did you think? Want to add something to the next chapter? Do you want a special place for the big M rated scene? REVIEW to let me know! Thanks for reading! I also wanted to say that I'm currently obsessed with NCIS:Los Angeles and mostly DENSI! SO I'll start writing fics about this ship! Want me to? Are you a fan as well? If you are PM me! Thanks again!
Kisses :*